Reality

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

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Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

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Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2 (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

You Are Not Charles Bukowski

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

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@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

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im used to it

Featuring @rxseboy
Produced by @pauli-niemi

Hope u enjoy!!
Music video for it up on my Youtube channel <3

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Laying on my porch while we watch the world end.

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

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[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

Unoriginal (prod. Tennis Player)

Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu & Beowulf)

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Snøw & Skinny Atlas - Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu, Jomie & Beowulf)

music heals </3
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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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