a million thanks to @castle_hearts for mixing this track , please give him a follow he makes incredible music—-
lyrics:
i try to listen but i just dont care
i shake my head, im not going anywhere it
doesnt matter they can think what they want i
got their number i got em right in my sights i'll

burn it down yeah ill take on this town ill
bring you up cause i know how it feels to be

down

you're acting funny but i just dont care
it doesnt matter - i'm not going anywhere
im with you/ youre with me/my best friend/till the end
way back when - all i ever had was

your back, and you had mine cause
it was our world yeah we made our own time i
never thought of tomorrow with you cause
it really felt like somehow we were falling

up

okay okay i guess i care too much
holding on to you has got me messed up
better loved then to've not loved at all so
your ghost is haunting writing cliches on the wall

youre funny like that
ill get you back
on the other side yeah ill make you take us back

take us back then to when we had it all
when we're younger when we never saw the fall

when we never saw the fall

so take us back take us back - to when we had it all

Full Album

When We Had It All

thinking of
a reason i
that i shouldn't risk it all
no safety net
to protect you from
the fall the backlash
the repercussion of falling In love
are you ready for
the heartache and more
disapointment and pain
who you thought that i am
don't know if i can
it's hard for me to
be who you want me to be
i write music all day
in my room i will stay
my heart is your clay
please make me okay

x

the repercussion of falling In love

it's getting harder to
to make it thru the night
you'll be alright 
if you give up this fight
so give up so give up so give up
so give up so give up so give up
if you close your eyes
a bad memory disguised
as a helping hand
you'll misunderstand
nothing goes as planed
it's like sabotage
everything breaks down
and i'm the cause?
my heads spinnin' round 
how do i pause?
-
sleepless nights
almost not quite
dead all day
in my bed i'll stay
cause nothing every changes no
it all depends if you decide to show
(hey, im kind of glad you didnt pick up, i kind of just called to-)
i'll wait here for you on the bench that we sat
on when we met
x.

4. comfort In predictability & 5. when we met

who's side are you on anyway?
on the sidelines for the home team
of course i'm away
of course i won't stay
stay the course anyway
i thought that you'd make
make it hard for me

make it hard to walk away
i thought that you may
want my sweater or shirt
to hold onto at night
just doesn't feel quite right

you're so far away 
i don't how to say
you make it so hard
clear my mind and restart
i know it's my fault
leave these pieces behind
you pick them all up
i wanna rewind

and do it all over again

and never say hello
so you'de never know
how terrible i am
i'm not a real man

you deserve so much more
you deserve the whole world

just doesn't feel quite right

x.

just doesn't feel right

tracks
1. be that as it may
2. mourning
3. and still
4. return to form
5. it goes without saying

download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xii

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nothing is real, part XII

Still Standing

with @hangthisman
lyrics:
darkness, darkness all around me
darkness, darkness don't feel sorry
take these pills they're hard to swallow
lie awake in pity wallow

Я сам для себя ненужный 
Среди этих стен мой труп- сгнил
Тёмный, тёмный переулок 
В глубине души 
Я никак не справлюсь с тем что я один 

lose your mind i'll give you mine


В их глазах лишь боль и страх
Но я 
Всё здесь вижу по другому 
Пока люди ожидают свой конец
Я как будто среди поля 
Надо мной лишь темнота 
И где твой свет? 
Когда таблетки ломят волю 
Когда исчезнет сон 
Когда постель 
Тебя пленила, и не помнишь 
Как ты очутился в ней

noone understand just how i feel so,
it's easy letting go
as if you'de ever know

you're demons aren't your own
it's not easy letting go





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the manipulated dead - w/ HANGMAN

free download

i get it all from you

download free

out of my head

i need a helping hand now
i wanna open my eyes now
i wanna make you stay
i wanna be your great escape

the clouds all turn grey
take me apart piece by piece
i know i broke you, once at least
there will come a time, when your
heart is mine.. again

it'll never be like it once was,
always breaking down
throw away our love.
______

,dark dark

haunt my dreams.

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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4. comfort In predictability & 5. when we met

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