beat & vocals done by me



lyrics:

you're so pretty
you're always inside my head
wish u were in my city
so i could cradle u in my arms 

instead

ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you instead

i'll be watching you

gone

for the girl i like

just stay away mkay (archived)

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

helen - im such a drunk fuck og

ft. @bumbleinabee
prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower

december:
what did it mean to you
You know ill clown for you

I love when your around
tell me what you whine about
I dont like when you pout
talk to me on my side of town

bee:
Was any of it real? ( was it real )
Did you really feel , ( did you feel )
all of the love that i gave you 
with you i never frown
you're all i think about ( all i think about )
oh just meet me on the other side 
the other side of town ( the other side )
the other side of town ( the other side )
oh just meet me on the other side
the other side
the other side
oh i'll see you on the other side

side of town

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

confusion about her

Loser

fuck I have school in September ironic right? w/tds

https://open.spotify.com/track/4iuJ7ZmySjGWWA4OOLnrfe?si=e32be86e2c884a0f

prod @coldwntr and he wrote the password line much love

i see you, i can't remember
i think i killed you in like september
the way my skin bleeds i'll bleed forever
and ur so awful, i can't forget her

my password's still ur birthday, my only way to remember you
your thoughts make me feel sideways cause everything you say's untrue
you break my heart, rewind restart, and now i cut inside my room
do you really love me, is it really true?
or is it all the same 
i'm so abused

wake up again im so damn tired
my rooms a mess
death is my only desire 
ill break
one day
not today

(ON SPOTIFY) restart

prod. racky  rest in peace

@petlover21

[pul]
you said i just needed time
i dont know if you're fuckin right
im sitting here sick while you're not
im sitting here sick while you're not
all those thoughts of you
just made me sick
can you just give me a break

[petlover21]
you said i just needed time
i wanted you to be my slime
and when i feel alone
can you just pick up the phone
broke my heart you said you couldn't stay
i don't understand why you're okay
and i feel like nothing's gone my way
maybe my time will come one day

(yuh yuh)
one day
(oh oh ohhh)
don't, don't be afraid
we'll be saved

no i don't need time, i need you  w/ petlover21

you only making me feel worse n im losin my head I think that I'm dead everytime you come around 

you wasted my time thanks alot ft. kaysnoto

prod wixxy mp3

i get so lonely in fall
even when ur not here
i wanna talk on the phone
i never had no missed calls
im always up on my own
nobody think bout me
where is my special song?
oh where is my special song?

autumn got me sad as fuck

be my juliet *all plats*

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

spotify

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

can u lay off <3 your not something I will miss

see me now? - aumay feat ronny

Please keep trying

prod me as always

tired arms, your moon tattoo
a silent witness in your view
how you're falling out of sight
sleep Is all that you can do

cannibal insides
hysteria clouds your mind
wish that you could feel your cries
stay forever by your side

you're walking to the edge
one foot in your grave
floating away

you just want to feel your skin
dissolve
free again

dissolve

what do u think i think u look like an angel
what do u think i think ur so fucking special
she’s hiding her face no one can see her perfections 
and i really like you but im hiding my affections
we’re so deranged but the universe likes us
we’re getting closer and we flirt in the school bus
she’s pretty crazy but i want her love
i still remember the day where she asked for a hug

flirt with an angel

I from Ukraine | save Ukraine
Glory to Ukraine

Pud

Tocman