Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

This song is pretty self explanatory by the name. But to break it down fast food, alcohol, weed, cigarettes/vape, gambling and even cutting yourself to some people is a drug. And no one should shame a person for what they pick unless it it is brining harm to them. Which it’s also complicated because most of the addictions we have do. For me I smoke weed and working on quitting vapping. 😈👾🤡😵‍💫😊🙃❤️😇 also a side note. I found the pictures on FB photo shopped it and made into a collage. ￼

#fire #music_support #My_Sound #music_mixing #peace #experimental_music #nevergiveup #Volume_3 #mentalhealthmatters #myvoice

Volume 3 SoundCloud: 
https://on.soundcloud.com/d7TUdeFU2j1o6aou7


Lyrics:

Many moons ago 
Just before Covid shit, show
Rendezvous, can we entertain you?
No
With the internet by your side
That Isolation, compensated
And your sole will never make it
It’s a sane world that we live in 
I guess (x3)
Got to pretend 
That It doesn’t really matter
I guess
Many moons ago
I guess 
Because in the world 
Everything’s a drug
Feeling like I want a warm hug
But it’s that morphine drip 
With that dopamine SICK
And I’m numb
Wish I had that dream, rout
Oh wow it’s not fun now
And baby wanna find out 
Ok, bye

Everything’s a Drug

Check out my weird song! Just a heads up it’s very experimental and different from my last songs on vol 3. Anyways, I was working on the instrumental part of this song at my moms on Xmas. I couldn’t finish it without my mikes gear at my studio so I free styled it with a recording of when I was homeless talking to people about weird places and different things. It has a lot of chill sounds with it picking up a notch at the end. An experimental song, no doubt. I’m going to remix it when I get home with eventually with a second version. 
       Also in the making of a Volume 3-A that will be just the instrumental music I created that isolates the vocals to show the long work I put in the song. And also to calibrate. For other musicians that don’t like to keep playing covers. 
      (I found this picture on FB it’s not mine)

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Weird New Jersey

This is a recording I was holding onto of me, singing and tiny guitar with my friend Isaiah in the background singing that has some lead parts at the end. We jammed this song out at Morristown next to the Dunkin’ Donuts when I was homeless we both were staying at the shelter. I just got done cutting and editing and mixing up the song adding extra sounds to it. The drums weren’t in timing so I had to make a strong beat by scratch. Also wanted to mention I found this amazing art on Facebook as my song art by unknown artist. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Untitled Street Jam

21 years of life is a great time to fully life your life with your energy of youth. Well, that’s the best message I can make for this song.  I been trying to but a little bass to my sound lately. And if anything this song as all them are good practice to eventually have a clientele of people I can help produce there music. I messed with some sounds in this song that have that head ringing sound. 

#fire #Independent_artist #Volume_3 #remix_song #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #meryXmas #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

21 Number

I don’t really got a full message for this song. It was a pretty depressing song. It’s been some pretty depressing nights without sleep. It’s 2:22 am when I’m getting ready to publish this song. Not to sound like a baby but insomnia is so irritating. And found the pic on FB.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

When Will it Ever Be enough

This song is about being passive in the world but not to passive or it will come home to you. Don’t ever let anyone get in your head. I found this artwork 🖼️ on FB

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Offend Me

Just wrote this song today and published it. I used electric guitar pattern that was looped on GarageBand. F chord signature.

Talk About It

Wish You Were Here (Slowed and Reverbed) [Prod.LMG]

Living in my car
Staring at youre photo
My life is dark and i dont know where ill go
(i dont know)
I travel through cities Only God is with me
Leaving Leaving Leaving Leaving

Leaving Deceiving each other
Caressing our bodies im cloaked in dishonor
A facet of whoredom
My letters ignore them
A tent in sodom
saw the Lightning Falling
(Satan)
 Saw you As a beautiful Girl (Satan) (Satan)
For You... 
go under The Soil (Satan)
Leprosy i am a Gargoyle Withered and toiled  Catalyst for destruction
Im Sorry God...
I guess i broke you're rules....
I loved her so much like the Pills in his Room
I loved You too, Yeah yeah youre Gone
Pistol in my palm, wrote a letter for Mom
 As I walk through the valley
of The shadow of death
Nothings left
As I tattoo the sigil on my Chest, Gamaliel
Possess my dreams abandonment you're Set
I am hated by the night I cannot forget

Im a Gargoyle Imprisoned  By Stone
And the Ghost of youre love such a broken road
all the Seeds of my soul Eaten by the crow
Standing By the church
Im a Gargoyle 

Felt so high cards had to fall
I cannot smile, I am nothing at all
Vision Leviticus 
Im a Gargoyle 
Lamentations, Vav Hey Vav

i dont really care cut the blood from veins
(you dont care Either)
Delusions in my mind I am Not Ok
(i'm sniffing ether)
Give up the ghost by the Bridge
By The Lake
(Pour a liter)
High, kill my pressure
Watch me  Jump to my Death

Im not a Leader
Fuck You People
I never wanted to be alive Hoe
In My dungeon Shiny Needles
Love SpeedBalling Off alotta dope (Off alotta dope)

Im a Gargoyle Imprisoned  By Stone
And the Ghost of youre love such a broken road
all the Seeds of my soul Eaten by the crow
Standing By the church
Im a Gargoyle

HOLYVEXY - Gargoyle [PROD. HOLYVEXY]

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

21 Number

Todd Richardson Volume 3