Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

Hello my friends I got another up beat song here for u. This song was pretty fun editing, I put a lot of good sounds clashing with the lyrics I’m singing. I’m going to try and start typing up my songs lyrics, and  put on my Vol. 2 so you can see clearly what I’m singing and maybe relate to it if you can decode my twisted lyrics. #Mental_Health_Matters #ToddSplaning #Live_Life #Unplug #Real_World #Sugar_Cinnamon
 

 Revenge

Unsustainable (Low Vol.)
Love is unsustainable
And a Failing Deal,
I don't want to Feel
Anybody tell you that you got a long Walk
I can tell
That you want to be, a big shot
In the world, that your living In
As a sucka with with a Dream thats Frailed 
What’s the problem with what’s going on that going on with this, this.
That you have, now your lost.
And Now, I gottcha Now
Bringing Back Revenge
In a silant Style
I haven’t done that, 
is a little while
Im telling you ya, ya, ya, yaaah
I’m all all tapped out, 
I’m gonna Fignre it out 
ya, ya, ya, xa
Right Now, Now, Right Now 
ya, ya, yo
Lets figure each other out

Side Note: 
The lyrics in the beginning I found from a quote from this movie (People Places Things) “Love is not a sustainable condition”  and people should think twice before they constantly say it. Because it’s a strong word and I don’t take it lightly. I say it when I really mean it always to my family or if it’s a relationship or solid friendship. I’ve been burned a lot so saying it to friends is unlikely, because it’s hard to know someone and trust them.

Revenger

This one is for my flower friends that enjoy indica! Made it the best I could with free style lyrics, so forgive me on the direction of the song. Also people been telling me that they haven’t heard me play my guitars on my vol 3. It’s because it’s a pain because I don’t have the right huck ups for my iPad with the usb-C and have to keep tampering my iphone to my iPad. But anyways I’m going to try and be adding more string instruments. 
    

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Indica

This is one I been hanging onto and didn’t finished because I couldn’t get the lyrics in order. But ended up mixing it up pretty well 👾😵‍💫🌀

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Call It Off

This is a mix of a recording I made when I was playing on the street in 2017. The timing was all of on this so it’s a very rough draft of the song.   #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides

Street Jam 3

(Out of tune styled lol) The beginning is a bit rocky because it was a old recording I decided to keep but anyways This is the second version of my song “Rebirth” that was originally made on Volume 1: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZsSvyuEHx2nnFbZG9
I added lyrics and remastered the beat a bit better. I started to make lyrics for it for a volume 2 song but gave up, but finally came back to it. The sound has a positive feel, so it made me nervous to finish because didn’t want to ruin it. But like I always say please bear with me with my singing because I’m trying to build my voice to my style. So it may take a few songs till I get to the point I want to be. Maybe on volume 4 that will be coming up. Idk, but I’m going to keep trying and live in the moment.    

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2

Rebirth (Version 2)

I’ve struggled with mental health my whole life and was always told that was hard to diagnose. But I always felt like I was at least ADD/ bipolar. The lyrics go all different directions and felt I should name the song like so. This is a version 2 song of volume 1 remixing lyrics different sounds and drums. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2 
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Bipolar 1

I wrote half of this and freestyled the rest. All instrumental part of any of my songs are done by scratch that I made, no preset. Anyways I’m going to try to write more then I fully freestyle my lyrics.

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Monsters Hill

Gosurup

This song is about people with split personalities disorder. But also made me think that people act different around different groups of people to fit in. Two faced in a way. I always try and be myself when I’m around people. I know it’s mainly a lot more younger people with there groups and slangs. But some adults hang onto it to fit in and is hard for me to be similar to the people I hang out with. That’s the best way I can describe the song. I don’t have split personality but thought it would sound good in a song that I make. I been lagging on working on this because to be honest with you my depression has been much more intense lately. But I got through it and finished it.   

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Split Personality

I HATE YOU

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Rebirth (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3