Hard to describe this song to you. But I’ll try. I have mental health like everyone else in the world, but is much more intense with the depression and extreme anxiety from past trauma. I take a lot of meds for it that a lot of times gives me bad side effect, and feel sick a lot of the time. I guess making me call it a deadly weapon.  It is not to promote violence with the name of the songs. #Deadly_Weapon #Volume_2 #All_Lives_Matter #Depressed_Society #Anti_Depressant  #Strait_WhiteMales_Matter #Mental_Health_Matters #Whats_The_Matter #My_Sound

Deadly Weapon

This is another one of my red pill songs. We all love technology and soon AR (augmented reality) will change the world and we are unshore what all this is doing on our mental health.

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Our Artificial Lie

This is a mix of a recording I made when I was playing on the street in 2017. The timing was all of on this so it’s a very rough draft of the song.   #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom  #version_1  #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides

Street Jam 3

This is one I wrote about all the fucked up conversations people have in a group session or in a individual session. I been struggling with mental health my whole life and been in and out of IOP’s for my mental health. I take a lot of strong medication and realized threw the time that group or individual sessions can help you find where the real problem is coming from, and is usually from past trauma events and is the best thing to talk to someone you can trust. Especially where I live and the people are not to friendly to invite you to neighborhood party’s. I could go on but I don’t want to keep complaining. 
    

#fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Into Session

(Out of tune styled lol) The beginning is a bit rocky because it was a old recording I decided to keep but anyways This is the second version of my song “Rebirth” that was originally made on Volume 1: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZsSvyuEHx2nnFbZG9
I added lyrics and remastered the beat a bit better. I started to make lyrics for it for a volume 2 song but gave up, but finally came back to it. The sound has a positive feel, so it made me nervous to finish because didn’t want to ruin it. But like I always say please bear with me with my singing because I’m trying to build my voice to my style. So it may take a few songs till I get to the point I want to be. Maybe on volume 4 that will be coming up. Idk, but I’m going to keep trying and live in the moment.    

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2

Rebirth (Version 2)

I’ve struggled with mental health my whole life and was always told that was hard to diagnose. But I always felt like I was at least ADD/ bipolar. The lyrics go all different directions and felt I should name the song like so. This is a version 2 song of volume 1 remixing lyrics different sounds and drums. 

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love #version2 
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Bipolar 1

This is another song I had saved that I added words and remastered. It’s a very experimental song.

My Tone

This is a quick freestyle I made in a hour real quick just messing around

Mountain Dew

I wrote half of this and freestyled the rest. All instrumental part of any of my songs are done by scratch that I made, no preset. Anyways I’m going to try to write more then I fully freestyle my lyrics.

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Monsters Hill

This song is about people with split personalities disorder. But also made me think that people act different around different groups of people to fit in. Two faced in a way. I always try and be myself when I’m around people. I know it’s mainly a lot more younger people with there groups and slangs. But some adults hang onto it to fit in and is hard for me to be similar to the people I hang out with. That’s the best way I can describe the song. I don’t have split personality but thought it would sound good in a song that I make. I been lagging on working on this because to be honest with you my depression has been much more intense lately. But I got through it and finished it.   

#Experimental #fire #Independent_artist #Satellite_Ransom #fuckthegreed #mentalhealthmatters #new_sound #good_vides #peaceandlove #New_Jersey #fuck_the_greed #wealth_is_love

Split Personality

Mirrors

My first chapter I was focusing on my instrumental sound, and then finish that to work on my second chapter to combine my voice and build my music more. This third volume will be much more advanced with my music and the sound.

Rebirth (Version 2)

Todd Richardson Volume 3