venomous

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

used to the scars on my heart
yeah they changed me
they never chained me
they couldn't break me
how many times did i loss
how many scabs in my heart
picked at and breaking apart
broken and falling apart
i learned to just play my part
honestly it's gotten harder
i should have saw the signs
i shouldn't have gone any farther
everything is a bother
i wish i never left
i wish i never faltered
days when my heart would flutter
now i feel nothing at all
now i feel everything's wrong
harder to break a new fall
harder to say what's wrong
harder to carry on

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

no part of me worth saving (prod.mercyyy)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつも、いつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれて、ありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

beat by me !
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_uleP1G_0U
#kirari

i dont got nothing,,,
make me find something .
dont know where im going
i feel like im falling
生きる気がない
got nowhere to hide yh
and i just feel like dying
and i cant find my ...

heart yeah heart yh
i cant find my heart
yh im dying dying
i cant go again ... x2

i cant find my heart
but 毎日俺らはKILALI TO SHINE
yh it all feels so heavy
yh it all feels so hard ...
but U know we be shining
we be shining till we die ..

we be shining till we die ..
we be shining in the sky
i dont care if i cry
tears shining in my eye
fuck it all , middle fingers to the night !
im free like a bird ##free like a butterfly ......

(chorus)

MUSIC VID

butterfly #kiraTV

Produced by me, vocals by me

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sorisu/relapse-2/ 


Lyrics:
I’m in a dreamworld where I was somewhere else
I woke up crying cause I thought I saw you die
I can’t be the one you want but I’ll try to be them in my second life
If you only knew what I would do if it meant I’d be with you
No, no self control, I’d sell my soul if it meant one day with you
If you only knew what I would do for you, you don’t have to ask
Addicted to you I overdosed, but there’s always one relapse

(Lately I’ve been…)
Thinking of us all day all the times we had
Overdose on thoughts of lying next to you
Why did we throw it away? Was it all just a waste
Left me with a question, does it really end this way?
Dreaming of us all day all the times we’ve had
Standing on the edge as our bridges collapse
But is it really too late? I know you feel the same
You’re the only answer, you’re the only one I trust
(Dreaming of you, thinking of us
Is it too soon, is it too late)

Relapse

send me a letter

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

@mental
@kggn

nobody here im the only one left
but thats just the way that it goes
u needed that money to spend on ur rent
thats what i spent on my clothes
went m.i.a. they thought i was dead
sorry i had to go ghost
couldnt keep up they got left in the past
sorry u moving too slow
im with mental up in nyc
they can try but they cant be like me
just to work they gotta pay a fee
i dont know u stop involving me

i just keep my head down and my eyes closed
how can i speak on something i dont know
you know me but ur someone i dont know
he got no swag he still rock bogos
i stay out the way, i keep to myself
theres no way u know how i felt
ur getting bands? well i couldnt tell
walk in the spot they notice me
i dont want apologies
please dont ever pity me
i dont want ur sympathy

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M.I.A. (mental & kuru)

prod/written/mix. tonser
artwork via @steffenyoshiki

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prod : miomaguro
lyric : miomaguro
mix/mastering : miomaguro
cover : miomaguro
⍋ ⍋ههههه

--lyric--

Say to oneself 
Makes no sense 
逆さまになる前にささえて
I in the natural
Take deep breaths
街から離れた森の中で
逃げたくてAll night long 
And I don’t wanna think too hard 
Still you are on my heart 
本当の事Anybody nobody knows 

せせらぐ声と麗らかな朝が
また僕の目を覚ました
ギリギリでも何とかやれてはいるこの生活
宛もなく生きてるうちに
ズレていく現実との距離
You were everything to me 
きみのせいでまた僕は独り

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