lyrics:

please don't change,
you're perfect just the way you are
oh I know, I just like to write sad songs
ohhh
wait, hey Jake, what were we just doing?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

did I take it all?
I can hear the walls whisper
shadows in the hall
these empty rooms
just make me shiver
ashes on my sleeves
still living like a sinner
and these pretty little lies
always taste so bitter
til my wrists run rivers
and the sky turns black
I still feel your breath
when I turn my back
so I'll fill my lungs
with broken glass
say best wishes, burn bridges
watch it all collapse

smoke covers your face
and every trace of you is lost
all my time just goes to waste
and my heart was the cost
all the memories of you
fade through the walls
just like a ghost
of all the things I've lost
you'll be the one I miss the most

closet full of bones
I can't let you go
I don't need your help
I'll die on my own

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

demonboys

wax (wax w/ xobuttoneyes)

wax w/ xobuttoneyes

made it out of nothing 
i was nothing 
i was hungry 
i was ravenous
i remember counting crumpled singles 
in the tunnel 
30 40 50 i thought i was rich
ever since back then
been on the same tip 
but nobody cared
all i had was s r z & s 
still the same as i ever was 
the only difference is
jeans so tight and the bands dont fit 

jeans so tight that the bands dont fit
i remember living  on the couch 
i couldn’t pay the rent 
derek made the call 
he said to come and get a check 
it took a bit a time
nows perfect timing to flex 
perfect time to flex 
in my own lane imma vet 
took about a decade
just to get to where i’m at
now when i look back
all i see are silhouettes
i’m dancing with the shadows
of my future and my past

jeanz so tight (prod. fantasy camp)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhuJXL3axXI

i dont wanna give it up i cant control that
im the cause of all these problems and i know that
gave u everything u wanted just to throw it back
really try my best but i do not know how to show that

these the problems that i deal with
u would think my life is gr8 but its not tht appealing
ion really need a crazy crowd of people cheering
im looking for something that is so much more fulfilling

this aint feeling real bcus i usually conceal it
its gon have to take a couple rips just 2 reveal it
and im gon have take a couple more for me 2 feel it
ima fuckin float until im up way past the ceiling
ima fuckin float until im done w all the healing
ima scream louder and louder until u hear it
this how i see it
and ill repeat it
this how i feel give a fuck how u perceive it
im headed to the top and ill do what i see fit
i feel like ripley yeah bitch u best believe it
pussy wanna get rowdy i told him bring it
no plan just wing it
pull up in a van tinted
im the man boy admit it

aint no way that i could fix this x8

all my relationships failing n now im struggling
battling with my emotions and they keep bubbling
everything i once built is now crumbling
climbin up a hill but i just keep on tumbling
thought i had it locked but i was fumbling
every experience of failure is so humbling
yeah im speaking faxx but they think im just mumbling
thought they were my friends but they rats that shit puzzling

and i could try to give one fuck
dont speak 2 me bitch im up
bitch im so up that im stuck
and u could try to press yo luck
yeah you could try i bet youll duck
ye he think he fye i bet he junk

yeah we flyin innat truck
if you lyin u get bucked
if its us then we go up
why u cryin whats it for
we gon always have control
ill be tweakin til the bowl

we was really bout a bag
we was really in the mix
now we really on our ass
now we really in the sticks
i was really down to ride
i was really down to crash
aint no one was on my side
but im still gon push the gas

aint no way that i could fix this x8

the downfall of i / chill4 [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

Cardigan

great escape! feat. Caspr NIGHTCORE VERSION prod. black tears

moonlight ☆。*。☆。

promise to cover your eyes

prod. by me :)
art by me :)

im working for the minimum wage 
will anything i say end up on the stage
every thought i have i wrote it on the page 
ur looking for awards, im looking to be saved 

well,

*at least you got paid* 
*you're a dime a dozen justice is a waste*
*of time, of your mind and whatever it is u crave*
*will any of this matter when you're in a grave*

not trying to sound lame i know its played out  
outside of me flat i see a van doing a stake out
everyone i see is living in a fake house 
i kna im schizo but at least i can make sounds

*at least you got paid* 
*you're a dime a dozen justice is a waste*
*of time, of your mind and whatever it is u crave*
*will any of this matter when you're in a grave*

After Life

Treebeard