every song you release, It always allows me to see into your mind , and I love that 🖤

The world needs more of this energy in it

thank you for sharing this lord I can hear what you're feelin

prod. by whonxt & zaki ali
add. prod. by 4ria
written & performed by 4ria

lyrics

It's a little too late for good faith and good vibes 
I’m a keep it straight for the sake of truth and my new pride 
You can't ever control this cold pain, you two faced bitch 
Shit is frigid, I'm too drained and to take hints 
I will not take the bait, my screw face flips 
I won't feel any shame 
Raise the stakes when I spit 
Still a student, my brain retains all that has stained 
Mentalities bound to be unchained off the rip 
Agony will gradually remain and inflict 
Fuck reality, it will still be the same if I gave in 
Never content because I feel like I'm still caged in 
Patience, pave the way 
I feel like I'm still facing 
Hatred never made me feel like I was breaking 
Chasing another high, that shit is for the taking 
Tasting another piece of pleasure till i cave in 
Lost in the phases 
What is the cost of this? 
To get across 
Everything in my mind 
All of my thoughts 
Racing and pacing 
I'm facing the fog 
Faded, I wait for the pain to dissolve 
What is the cost of this? 
To get across 
Everything in my mind 
All of my thoughts 
Racing and pacing 
I'm facing the fog 
Faded, I wait for the pain to dissolve 
The war in my head 
My thoughts armed with the heat 
When I carve through a beat 
That's just partial relief 
Like winning a battle is partial defeat 
The ink from the pens like the mark of a beast 
Scavenge like Easter 
I Practice with fevers and harp on the greed 
All these savages evil 
My tactics are deep 
I rap like Christmas Eve 
In the past, I've been weak 
But I'm back, finders keepers 
High key like a pianist 
Became a fiend, I'm a hedonist 
Became obscene, I don't seem to let 
Anything go 
Ahead of the curve 
But my heads filled with smoke 
I've still just got endless resentment 
The tension results in depression 
That's definitely a reflection of deficits 
R-r-reckless steps to repress defects 
Nevertheless, anxiety never rests 
A little too late for good faith and good vibes 
I’m a keep it straight for the sake of truth and my new pride 
You can't ever control this cold pain, you two faced bitch 
Frigid, I'm too drained and to take hints 
I will not take the bait 
My screw face flips 
I won't feel any shame 
Raise the stakes when I spit 
Still a student, my brain retains all that has stained 
Mentalities bound to be unchained 
Hands up, feeling bitter 
Banter full of answers 
All my issues feel like fucking cancer 
Can't just 
Pack up my shit and let it all go 
Stand up 
Fantasizing about stupid hoes 
I can't man up 
Damn, I 
Wish I could escape and never hold 
The fate of disarray 
Even Desiree can't impose 
I'd hate to assimilate to this world still filled with hate 
A fake world, a villain takes 
Lyrically, make no mistake 
A little too late for good faith and good vibes 
I’m a keep it straight for the sake of truth and my new pride 
You can't ever control this cold pain, you two faced bitch 
Frigid, I'm too drained and to take hints 
I will not take the bait 
My screw face flips 
I won't feel any shame 
Raise the stakes when I spit 
Still a student, my brain retains all that has stained 
Mentalities bound to be unchained 
Unchained 
Fucked in the brain 
Till I self destruct 
There ain't enough to reclaim 
Unchained 
Fucked in the brain 
Till I self destruct 
There ain't enough to reclaim (No!) 
Nothings the same 
Till I self destruct 
Bitch, nothings the same (No!) 
Nothings the same 
Till I self destruct 
Bitch, nothings the same 
A little too late for good faith and good vibes 
I’m a keep it straight for the sake of truth and my new pride 
You can't ever control this cold pain, you two faced bitch 
Frigid, I'm too drained and to take hints 
I will not take the bait 
My screw face flips 
I won't feel any shame 
Raise the stakes when I spit 
Still a student, my brain retains all that has stained 
Bitch, I am bound to be unchained

THE OBJECTIVE IS OBSOLETE (prod. by whonxt & zaki ali)

PENANCE

produced by @nimbustwokay & @killjei
mix/master by lord gasp
________

Sterilize
Chlorified all of the thoughts inside
Dying creation, i’m staring outside
Doomed to project what I cannot keep quiet

Now im cold, always gone
time flies
never really getting shit done
and i told you
growing older 
fine line
see im always fucking piss drunk

just lemme bring this bottle outside for a minute
Drowning in a Puddle of blood, i play the victim
staring at myself, it’s a fiction

and i’ve wasted my time
yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time
and i’ve wasted my time

Now you know
i’m hard to love
my truth will never slip out
you’ll never know what i keep fighting back
away from daylight
I’ve wasted all my time

Destroy to restore
You’re killed then you’re born

i was down bad
Let the past bring more pain
But my comeback hitting right
Feel no shame
see im somewhere now
something much more now
you can’t kill me now

yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time

opinions drowning
Just keep it quiet
I keep control over whatever i like
I knew what’s right
And i wont wait until im seventy five

Penance

Written / Performed by @blckbrds
Produced by @zepelinbeats
Engineered by @tumaggz

Video Dir. @Ty.Psd Out Now

ATLAS

prod. by bardo 

lyrics

Bada bing, bada bam 
Jersey boy still lives in trance 
At a glance
The garden state may all be filled with rotten plants 
The plot demands a twist like the top of a canister 
On the other hand, my plans were never even manicured 
To begin with, I can’t manage hurt 
Or convince them with cans of worms 
With my conviction as thick as my flannel shirt
Damned dreams, I heard  
My view of life was built on a curve 
Some things ain’t meant to be, but my fantasies can observe 
Deficits and tendencies 
Identities emerge, inadequate
Ain’t that some shit?
Motherfucker, you got some nerve 
Talking to me like I’ve got so many things to lose 
Walking with me 
Thoughts up in a knot
Like the lace on my shoes 
With this crazy view 
Sit up late and ruminate on the truth 
Maybe one or maybe two assumptions 
That’ll make me fume 
Light this fuse with this mic 
On a night of few thoughts 
On pins and needles 
Life is lethal
Feels just like a flu shot 

See, I cannot decide 
Whether it’s cause I’m high or sanctified 
Whether it’s my mental growth  
Or the strength these pills provide 
I guess I’ll live to find 
The clear cut truth or ruthless lie 
Across the way, I will be crucified 
Ride slow, drive slow 
While my mind floats 
Between the comfort of euphoria 
And blind hopes 
Mind you, I’ve had my eyes glued to the clues 
Sink my teeth in grief 
Till I lose every single tooth 

A feeling that extends from my heavy heart to this pen 
Seven sins 
And seven reasons to sin again 
The truth is awfully tense
I would rather just go pretend 
That I had a lover and a couple new loyal friends 
Discover happiness through a glassy rose colored lens 
Since the beginning, I’ve anticipated the end 
Like the end of a razor blade 
Days will sever my flesh 
Roses with thorns 
At the core, that’s where my loneliness stems 
My tendencies are chemically sound 
And tend to be overly dependent 
On the chemicals found 
I could ingest them then infect my chest 
Until my heart pounds 
Till I’m progressively aggressive 
As I flesh out these sounds 
And fucking drown 
Anxiety may tire me out 
Like society 
One side of greed will pry and weep out 
I need a variety 
Of pills to keep my needs appeased now 
For satiety 
Thinking back on the past 
And why everybody lied to me 
Symmetry for these similes 
Don’t reflect in my face 
Everyone’s reckless 
Smoke and mirrors 
Leave you breathless and blank 
Through my heart of glass 
I poured an ounce of poison and then settled back 
Reflecting on the past while still trying to do the mental math 
On why everyone thinks I’m doomed 
Like I’m wearing a metal mask 
Gentle laughs follow the hollow silence 
And mental lapse 
At the center of my depression 
And precious path 
Press control, delete and enter 
When I start to crash 

See, I cannot decide 
Whether it’s cause I’m high or sanctified 
Whether it’s my mental growth  
Or the strength these pills provide 
I guess I’ll live to find 
The clear cut truth or ruthless lie 
Across the way, I will be crucified 
Ride slow, drive slow 
While my mind floats 
Between the comfort of euphoria 
And blind hopes 
Mind you, I’ve had my eyes glued to the clues 
Sink my teeth in grief 
Till I lose every single tooth

NEW JERSEY DRIVE

LOVE TO MY BROTHER @JaeAlaska

Lyrics:
Money on my mind there ain’t no time for me to worry bout
Store more than that knowledge like I got a bundle bank account 
Submit it like I’m finished catch the herb and then I roll it out
I stay afloat the water like you’ll never catch my tapping out
All I spit is chlorophyll 
Clean em out and roll my luck inside the dice cause you already fucking know the deal 
I slowed it down and then I poured a seal 
Cause all that paranoia had me questioning just what the fuck was real 
I keep it ancient like it’s frozen wisdom 
Already know the business
If it’s for my squad then I ain’t ever switching 
Some people did and I ain’t fucking with it 
No bridges burned but I just hope it’s fucking cozy swimming with the fishes
Wires in the water I electrocute the whole game
Put me on the track it come alive like it’s a whole train 
Coldest in New York so I could only spit that propane
Hottest of the cold I lit the stove and then I co-flame
Running off of course cause I ain’t ever fuck with no lane 
Leave you in the dust I’m laughing asking how the road taste 
Mr keep it going no emotion I got no face 
If I ever did it probably turn it to a cold case

mentally my focus dialed like coke and niacin
I bring heavy violence to you snotty fucking virusses
light it up we spark the flint, buzzin off that riddlin
leave you on the chopping block splinter em like kindling
and then we split again
no condoning sure as fuck don’t give condolences 
crawling on the concrete home is where the roaches live
lining up that white got that bite leave you motionless 
stretching out these pay stubs bending like contortionists 
pop up where you stay I’m at your door eviction notices
crucifiction bonuses they still dont the picture
should be leaving bullet holes where every member of the SCOTUS lives
don’t get sensitive clickbait on some bogus
stole ideas from the next man y’all sound is fucking torrented
turned the underground around into an orphanage
I guess I had coming like I don’t know what abortion is
only blame myself coulda put y’all down before all this 
leave an exit wounds on every single fucking chauvinist
gullyspitting radical dead capital we socialist 
y’all hopeless
I hope you fucking hang w the rest

Smile He's Back w/ Jae Alaska

VISCERAL

produced by @nimbustwokay, @Killjei & me
mix/master by lordgasp

___________
The same old skin 
With brittle bones 
Now look at you 
So visceral

When all bridges are burnt 
And there’s no one to cut left 
Will I talk to myself?
I’m so visceral
I feel so sore

cuz I have locked myself
I threw the key down in the bunny pit 
Open up for me
Don’t go too deep, don’t wake the madness
I can feel it tighten round my neck, it ain’t an amulet
I know you know that feeling 
When you choke under the calamus

I walk a fine line
Let the flies rise from the guts
Eaten alive, might need divine light
Fuck me up
Seen enough, had enough
Sweep crumbs under dirty rugs
Plenty secrets, gotta keep if I spit em the pc bugs

Over my head, I’m drowning in shitty rum 
Shit spinning like cd rom
They look away see I feel like a city bum

So visceral, so visceral 
When all bridges are burnt 
And there’s no one to cut left Will I talk to myself?
I’m so visceral

Visceral

MIST

produced by @michaellinkbeats, @nimbustwokay,@killjei & @lordgasp
mix/master by lordgasp

_________

Mist covered up town
Bloom in a mess, still stained from the lowest times 
Gave hope to a kid long gone in the wind
Now on to a newer life

Piss color bussdown 
Puppet on set
Sit tight for the blood ride 
Stuck in the crevice
And ima eat my own flesh 
Lemme rot in my relish

Ten feet tall i’m taller than these 
See stars when I walk like b.o.b
Lil bih wet, my dick Mobi
24 balls like my dick Kobe
Bet she want that nut in like Reese 
Give the wrong idea
You can’t trust me, 3oh3
End up on my chrome hearts fleece 
If you run those teeth
Ima turn lil boy into -

Like i’m in a circus, got freaks on me
Shorty give me brain, come feed zombie
Fake rappers wanna bite put a leash on these 
You can’t be me, i’m the prodigy

See my swag got a little something special
Burn new scars on my mental
Hard to remain calm
Hot brain with a heart that retains cold

See my swag got a little something special
Burn new scars on my mental 
Hard to remain calm

Life slowly turns into a nightmare 
Patch what you can’t even repair 
Tryna keep my composure through 
Till im landing somewhere new

I’ve seen enough
Drive my nails across my skin , let’s rip it off 
Nerves exposed, just spit the lust
Let no outer forces twist the knobs
All of this mess is nothing new

Mist covered up town
Bloom in a mess, still stained from the lowest times 
Gave hope to a kid long gone in the wind
Now on to a newer life

Mist covered up town 
Mist covered up town

Mist

GLASS DOME

produced by @nimbustwokay, numbskull & @lordgasp
mix/master by lordgasp

________

It’s been like ten years in that dome
Embrace the boulder, sink that hole 
My brain goes fast, can’t quit
My conscience ought to stay safe
I’m stripping out the minutes

Something in the water and it feels unpure 
The blackened trees, all the leaves gonn’ fall 
Just let it bleed if you cannot cure it 
Personality’s splitting, let the shift unfold
Do it casually , keep a lot of shit untold
it’s no hide and seek, reasons are never disclosed 

And you can never trust me, get away
Hardened all the soft spots, hard to gauge
So now you realize I was meant to fade away

Cause you can never guess when the pain’s gonn end 
You fell out of luck, can’t connect the ends
Now do you think it’s worth it, you can’t complain 
Can’t complain

There is nothing to say
And I won’t ever let you see
What’s eating my spine
Just put on the make up face
Im in love with the way i’m bleeding 
From the inside

Just shed your skin

It’s been like ten years
In that dome
Embrace the boulder, sink that hole 
My brain goes fast, can’t quit
My conscience ought to stay safe 
I’m stripping out the minutes

Glass Dome

turn off the lights, make it feel like you died
ive been inside, driving nails in my mind
she said jack whyd u never react? 
ive been too busy chasing the sun
so maybe ill burn when i catch or the day never comes

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

oh ill decay in all the love all the fame
and maybe its a game that were playing with no name
ohmygod everything is untouched
so what does it mean? what does it cost?
act the same, cuz i swear to god youll never change

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

and lie for me now
i wont want nothing else
and tie me down
i wont make but a sound

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

ALL THE LOVE, ALL THE FAME (PROD. TUNNA)

MOBBS RADICAL- HELP NOT WANTED(PROD. JON LOC)

VISUALIZER :
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HR1GsxCipkQ

STREAM IT HERE : 
https://idm.fm/novembernight

I've recorded this track in november 2020. Every year, in november i'd hesitate to drop it. I'm finally setting it free as it accumulated deeper meaning for me over the years and especially recently. These lyrics became prophetic, with every words manifesting itself into my life. There's something strange about it and it's definitely a hard listen for me.

PROD. Nimbustwokay, Oscar & Killjei
Recorded / Mixed by me
visuals by me & Buvard

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Lyrics

I can’t stop the bleeding
So I stay calm, let the pain be
A faint star appears and it’s glowing in red like I’ve never seen 
A blindspot forming a hole in my brain, it’s affecting my memory
The raindrops float in the air, yeah it’s hovering over my injuries

No
No I cannot stop the bleeding
Knowing you feels like a scar that’s
always leaking
Far from you, it’s a different kind of feeling
Flowers in my chest decomposing as i’m leaving 


I cannot lie
I see myself through all of these things you’ve done
November night , it was cold , I was dying inside but you’ve hold my heart
I cannot lie I feel nothing but useless, might dip to the other side
You pass me by and see nothing but rotten flesh and a broken mind

So how you been
And how’s life when
You wonder when life ends
And why you’re here for
Just count your blessings
The minutes pass by
You let it go like they did when you needed most
You packed your stuff and you left me dead in my bed as i stare away
I end up high in a place that remind me of how much i’m hating y’all

November Night

LORD GASP (@lordgasp)

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