it was never like that
@prodbyjoshwa

strolling down rolling down 
my windows, blow smoke air it out
do u hear that whats that sound
we just riding downtown
looking for shit we never found
feeling stuck, feeling bound
guess we gotta go and 

walk away with u, that aint a new fact
say u love me but we know its never like that

looking for some love then u better go n find that
theres no way that im getting all my time back 

times i spent with u, it aint like that
im so fucking sick n tired of getting sidetracked
and i got my own time u cant even fight that
i cant be a model, i cant be a nice act

phone on dnd i cant deal with hell
i dont want u anymore dont hit my cell
i said fuck u hope u doing well
now its not no time for clues this aint show and tell

and im not one to look up to
so dont act like im above u
ive been dealing with this shit its enough to
feel like i did this all for none

sidetracked (joshwa)

uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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headphones

stream the mf song

lately i've been wishing it was over
@prodbyjoshwa @jades714

i’m tired and getting jaded
you’re never real i hate it
from all the words you’re saying
just a lie up in the shade

tryna keep up my head in the clouds
but what can we do if we fall?

i aint picking up, nah, if you call back
say you want my love but i know that i’m just a fall back
say your words to me, i know that u never meant all that
wasted all my time and wish that i could get it all back

making it so complicated
seeing shades of green and jade
when im staying down, the bed i lay
im floating but im sinking in

its sad that its a bitter end
its sad that we cant be friends
we cant go where we began
i lost the help that i can lend

but it’s not my fault and you know that
you’re the one in the wrong, for the longest
you’re the one who’s been moving on
while i been stuck writing all these songs

STREAM

fallback (joshwa)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

pls let me know

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

feat @scrufff
prod aftrr
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lyrics:

[hook]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[verse @scrufff]
then i leave im fkin headed out
remember when im going up
when im poppin now
ur friends gon know im pulling up
when they not around
ur friends gon know im showing up
when they talkin bout
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
when im still
not up to stakes
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
what im still
trying to save

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[bridge @scrufff]
change will come and i hate to say
that i wont ever be the same
u just think that loves a case
and mine will never go away

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[outro]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

SPOTIFY !

kiss n tell w/ scruff

bad news

invincible

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

fuck im stumbling and lookin at pictures that
we took
thinkin we were good
Look what the drugs done did
Ik when u talk bout me
Ik when you talk bout,talk bout, talk bout me

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budgin
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

u say it is a joke but yk you know me better
gotta take my family out this crib, I feel the pressure
Mama pls don’t cry
I promise I gotchu till the day I die
New girl new whip
Groceries need 2 trips
My bitch is bad asf
She gon eat it wit some cool whip
new ice old wrist steady pissin excellence
say im way to high all the time like it ain’t evident

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budging
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

townhall(zuubek)

[Intro — Still Pulse]
(instrumental)

[Verse 1]
Light moves slow across my skin,
shifting patterns pull me in.
Shadows hum with subtle sway,
I breathe the tide that clears my way.
Every echo finds its start,
settled deep inside my heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
Weight drifts from my frame,
I ease into the unnamed.

[Chorus]
I’m flowing like a current in the dark,
carving gentle lines that leave a mark.
What bends will fine-tune what I know—
I move with the river’s quiet glow.

[Bridge A — Rise]
Soft heat rising through the haze,
threads of truth in shifting phase.
I follow where the pull is drawn,
steady through the break of dawn.

[Verse 2]
Breath recalls a distant shore,
waves return to me once more.
Calm unwinds the drifting noise,
patience hums in subtle poise.
Silence shows what I outgrew,
I let go and move anew.

[Pre-Chorus]
Thunder softened into shine,
I trace the flow until it’s mine.

[Chorus]
I’m flowing like a current in the dark,
carving gentle lines that leave a mark.
What bends will fine-tune what I know—
I move with the river’s quiet glow.

[Bridge B — Return]
Still water forms the guide,
roots remember where they hide.
Paths repeat in arcs aligned,
our currents merge and intertwine.

[Final Chorus + Outro — River Calm]
No need to rush the open part,
rhythm settles in my heart.
The river sings beneath the tone—
I move as current, never alone.

fallback (joshwa)

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