LOST IN LIFE (prod. ICXXY & 50)

hate-but-still-love.mp3

seeing stars prod thirdeye

NO BACKUP PLAN is a conscious hip-hop album about realizing there’s no safety net left.
It documents the quiet fear that comes with loss, aging, isolation, money anxiety, comparison, and watching the future feel smaller than it used to. Not crisis moments — the in-between ones. The thoughts that don’t get spoken because they aren’t dramatic enough, but still shape how you move through life.
These songs reflect what it’s like to live without guarantees:
to feel unprotected, to see others move forward while you’re still figuring it out, to carry secrets, to want connection but hesitate to trust, and to understand that one mistake could cost more than it ever did before.
This isn’t an album about giving up.
It’s about staying upright when there’s nothing to fall back on.
No motivational speeches.
No false hope.
Just honesty.
If this resonates, it’s because you’ve felt it too.


They Look Happy

(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head


(tttrd jerm)

Sometimes I get so high I could touch the sky
Need me some relief shorty know I cry
Know that I'm 'gon die so at least I'll try
Take that to my grave baby it's no lie

Don't wanna know what you've been up to
I'll never change yeah that shit ain't new
There comes a time when that karma due
We weren't the people that we thought we knew


(50blessings)

I been poppin' pills so I ain't checkin' my calls
I come out sober with no bands but I be fuckin on hoes
You motherfuckers wanna be me just to get to the dope
I'm way too fucked up but I ain't fuckin' leaving alone

Now you're blowin' up my phone say you miss me
I remember times you wouldn't even kiss me
I don't really understand these hoes they tricky
Tattered Jerm, Ian August and Fifty


(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Homesick

ian august & tttrd jerm - homesick feat. 50BLESSINGS (prod. ian august)

if you dont like this song- you have a small pp (just sayin)

prod. Ethan Kimrey
Written and performed by : poet, Jacobslaughter

Cautious (poet X Jacobslaughter)

♪
(Fuck)
(Tattered jerm)
(Sheesh)

I never went to class
I was fuckin' around (Aye, aye)
Smokin' on that dope during show and tell
Think I found my style like a change in the weather (Yeah)
They didn't want me
Now they think that I'm clever (Aye)

Father, I'm sorry (Sorry)
I'm hiding the pain (Pain)
Why do they like me?
I think I'm insane (Insane)
In a purple foreign
Skrrtin' off in the rain (Skrrt)
Running from the cops
Screaming free Tay-K

Bumpin' Three Six
We on top of the roof
Makin' these moves
Yeah, yo girl she approve
Told that bitch
Close her fuckin' mouth when she chew
It's the end of the world
Ain't no way I'mma lose (Bitch)

Take a hint, bitch
Leave me alone
My flow's unknown
I bring a knife to a gunfight
Switchblade, hold it straight to ya throat
Bitches come and go, but I stay in my zone

I never went to class
I was fuckin' around (Aye, aye)
Smokin' on that dope during show and tell
Think I found my style like a change in the weather (Yeah)
They didn't want me
Now they think that I'm clever (Aye)

Father, I'm sorry (Sorry)
I'm hiding the pain (Pain)
Why do they like me?
I think I'm insane (Insane)
In a purple foreign
Skrrtin' off in the rain (Skrrt)
Running from the cops
Screaming free Tay-K

(Feeling real tattered tonight)
♪

Tttrd

Clever

clever (prod. ian august)

coughsyrup x lil snorlax 
ancient track early 2019 maybe forgot this existed

Rocks N Rockx W Lil Snorlax [unrealeased] *rare*

Visualizer/Download/Support: 
https://fanlink.to/nuclearwhore
❤

Vocals: 
BOWELROT (https://soundcloud.com/bowelrot)
problem.areas (https://soundcloud.com/pproblemaareas)

Production and Engineering:
King Coffee, Amy Besteves & Ant Dietterick

Nuclear Whore (feat. BOWELROT & problem.areas)

♪

(Tattered)
I got some problems
I need some help
Know I got some bad habits (Yeah)
I got some problems
I need some space
Acting like a damn addict
You can bet I know some crack addicts (Yeah)
Put me to sleep, foot on my neck (Yeah)
Break all my bones (Yeah)
You know I'm used to it (Yeah)
2020 been a hell of a year
Caught in the headlights just like a deer
All of this pain, can it all disappear?
All of this drama
No, I'm staying clear
Who are you to tell me who I am?
I've been feeling ways that you don't understand

Manifest shit, feelin' the vibe
I'm pulling up, baby
Hop in the ride
I'm in my feels
I'm off them pills
Give me some time, I'll be alright
I'll be alright, give me a night
Maybe I'll come over
Maybe I'll come over

♪

Who Are You?

who are you? (prod. ian august)

Produced by Problem.Areas and Amy Bestevez
Recorded by Problem.Areas and Bvrden.CyberReaper
Mixed by Nauseous
2021 Bepis Labyrinth x 22 GANG

SCP Containment Breach (Feat. Bvrden.CR)

head witch
for I am but a vessel
feel it all
#cellardoor

clever (prod. ian august)

✧♡ tttrd jerm ♡✧