The first 50 I heard and my favourite vocal still❣️🔥💕

keep yo head up {@moe}

Made this in a quiet moment when everything felt heavy but I still had to keep moving. It’s one of those songs for late nights, headphones on, trying to make sense of your thoughts and not give up on yourself.


This track plays like a late-night confession, wrestling with heartbreak, anxiety, and unhealthy coping habits while searching for peace in the middle of chaos. It reflects the weight of emotional isolation, self-medication, and intrusive thoughts, but still holds onto the belief that healing is possible through self-awareness, honesty, and choosing to keep going when giving up feels easier.


Greatness (prod. Kewan.)

10. $HOT$ROLL

Produced by @user-551993530 (reaper)
sang by me

Watch on Youtube - https://youtu.be/yymkVekmrbM

Listen on Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/254fWwlIIf0DZj8yi2w6NJ

Buy on iTunes - https://music.apple.com/us/album/runnin-single/1505832812?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
Stream on Apple music - https://music.apple.com/us/album/runnin-single/1505832812?app=apple%20music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

RUNNIN' (prod. REAPER x 50)

(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head


(tttrd jerm)

Sometimes I get so high I could touch the sky
Need me some relief shorty know I cry
Know that I'm 'gon die so at least I'll try
Take that to my grave baby it's no lie

Don't wanna know what you've been up to
I'll never change yeah that shit ain't new
There comes a time when that karma due
We weren't the people that we thought we knew


(50blessings)

I been poppin' pills so I ain't checkin' my calls
I come out sober with no bands but I be fuckin on hoes
You motherfuckers wanna be me just to get to the dope
I'm way too fucked up but I ain't fuckin' leaving alone

Now you're blowin' up my phone say you miss me
I remember times you wouldn't even kiss me
I don't really understand these hoes they tricky
Tattered Jerm, Ian August and Fifty


(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Homesick

ian august & tttrd jerm - homesick feat. 50BLESSINGS (prod. ian august)

Shawty Fuck Me Up {prod. EL14}

HitALickk W/ Malibuu

vampire lightning 🧛‍♀️⚡ [slumptboy danny x neph99]

Cap In Yo Rap (ft. ToxicLobe, i10slim, & Domyon)

♪

(Tattered)
I got some problems
I need some help
Know I got some bad habits (Yeah)
I got some problems
I need some space
Acting like a damn addict
You can bet I know some crack addicts (Yeah)
Put me to sleep, foot on my neck (Yeah)
Break all my bones (Yeah)
You know I'm used to it (Yeah)
2020 been a hell of a year
Caught in the headlights just like a deer
All of this pain, can it all disappear?
All of this drama
No, I'm staying clear
Who are you to tell me who I am?
I've been feeling ways that you don't understand

Manifest shit, feelin' the vibe
I'm pulling up, baby
Hop in the ride
I'm in my feels
I'm off them pills
Give me some time, I'll be alright
I'll be alright, give me a night
Maybe I'll come over
Maybe I'll come over

♪

ian august & tttrd jerm - homesick feat. 50BLESSINGS (prod. ian august)

✧♡ tttrd jerm ♡✧

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