thank you for putting my favorite song back up <3

I danced to this song in my room in 2019,its one of the sweetest memories. The song will always being me back💜

i'll never forget you, the boy who showed me how to love. showed me pride and pure happiness. but also showed me pain and hurt and complete darkness. thank you for loving me when i couldn't bare to love myself. thank you for building me up to be a better woman. thank you for being proud of me when there wasn't anything to be proud of. you know so much. i hope you haven't forgotten. i hope you're being safe and nice out there. until we meet again, and i have you in my arms. i love you forever and always. xoxo smalls. (journal entry from 1-7-20, while listening to this song on repeat)

i thought id leave this here in the comment section, so i can throw away the actual writing. tell the people you care about that you love them. 

🖤💤🌙

Night time

love you all

available on spotify, apple etc now here:
https://lontalius.lnk.to/surrender

spotify/apple/etc

sleep thru ur alarms

Zwei Zeichnungen aus Venedig hängen seit 30 Jahren in meinem Wohnzimmer. Ich habe sie mir nie richtig angeschaut, weil ich aufgrund der Umstände, durch die die Bilder zu mir kamen, keine Beziehung zu ihnen aufbauen konnte. Wieso, weshalb, warum - ich kann es nicht sagen - aber vielleicht gebe ich ja die Antwort in dem Song, den ich Anfang Oktober vor zwei Jahren geschrieben habe? . "Souvenirs from Venice". Alles Liebe, Gert. (Video erstellt mit Bildern von mir und mit Unterstützung von canva.com)

Souvenirs from Venice
Mysterious images from Venice
have accompanied me for many years.
I never really looked at them.
They were souvenirs from another time.
She said they were supposedly originals -
And she was happy.
She just wanted to make me happy
because I couldn't travel with her - to Venice.
Two figures behind masks at Carneval on the Grand Canal.
A gondola rides on calm waters,
accompanies me to this day.
Mysterious images from Venice Have been with me for many years.
I looked at them properly for the first time today -
the gifts from another time.
A name adorns the pictures on the wall,
barely recognizable, signed in a delicate hand.
The lines in black and white,
drawn in the mid-90s in sunny Italy.
Mysterious images from Venice
have accompanied me for decades,
I saw them today for the first time with my eyes open,
the souvenirs from another time.
Mysterious images from Venice
have conquered my soul.
What I didn't understand many years ago -
Masks and gondolas in a distant land.
(Lyrics & Music by Gert Holle / Ulfa 02. October 2023)

Souvenirs  from Venice - Gert Holle 2025

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for me here (old EP version)

Here I come
Don't you see?
Here i am
Listening
Why do you pass my by?
Both of us broken to pieces
"I love you"
What a shit thing to do
Why do you insist on bleeding?
I hope you're not mad
Sort of hoped you'd be glad
You still mean so much to me
How do you not see?
It's not okay
It's not better off this way

Moving

mooneye

I hope you'll stay

isn't it frustrating
how fastly things could change
in a span of a year

bliss is really nice
but when you were gone
i seem to lose the fight

poetry about you
aggravating yet satisfying
you are a work of art
misleading yet so beautiful

it's harder to leave
when you are the only one on my mind
it's getting darker in this 
shallow heart of mine
isn't it dreadful
how we could have been

we could have been

late nights are for lonely people 
laying awake hardly lying peaceful 
my mind is restless with the thoughts of you
and all the things you do 
i can hardly close my eyes

late nights are for lonely people

for you

i see u and your best friend I'm outside i want to runnaround for the next time i  see you youre at home and i know that you're wasting i want you to love me more than just when I'm around you you're not all of the things you said and you're not the only one who's upset

runnaround

a song about change,,


 now on spotify & itunes x

so small and so quiet

bedside kites - a sad song about a girl i no longer know

Stay safe! Artwork by Cordell. TVDINNER 2017.

Got drunk on the floor tonight
Catch me too soon I might
Kiss you back for a while

I don’t wanna hold your hand
You would never understand
I’d hold off but I can’t

When you run out into the street tonight
Surely you won’t say
Oh I love you

I won’t live to see another day

Won’t go outside again
Better off laying dead
There’s no love for a friend

Can’t see what’s left of you
Ain’t got much left to lose
Still come around when you ask me to

Honey

can't breathe

im on break so this is jus a reallyy quick n chill cover but i hope u enjoy

original by kali uchis (open.spotify.com/track/6m6R6O2BOZDCNymhJ45spI)
instrumental by chris james (www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXMRs_CP8NM)

Honey

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