is it love
is it fear 
why do i just stand here
i can cut through the masks
see it clear
are they still my friends here

torn to shreds
and pieced back together
lost forever
you're reprieve
dissect me for all my treasures
treat me better
i wont leave

Dissect

VROOM VROOM (ivory rasmus flip)

@ivoryrasmus

feed it
grieve it
all of this pain's in my head
feel me
heal me
when i'm gone who's yours instead?

i don't feel healthy
just leaving you out of my life like this
i tried and tried
we snuck a kiss
but i'm so tired
i can't live
what's eating me
and bleeding me
i blow through help exceedingly
you said i'm wrong and i'm not pressed
i'm too headstrong and too depressed

history repeats itself repeatedly
watch the mirror long enough, in time you'll see your enemy	
look at friends reflections of their actions
what's your centerpiece?
we're covered in these facets as distractions from what's limiting

i know you're giving in

they watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same
i see how they'd watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same

they're eating me and bleeding me
i try to scream believably
but all help's gone
and no one's left
he'd heed his call
i watched them jet

tearing at flesh
feel your dangers despair
and they walk right through me
like i'm not there
you got hate in your heartstrings and jaded from there
you take all these blasts, act like you don't care

34 (TWINWOLVESxIvory Rasmus)

COMMAS IN MY STREAMS
DOLLARS IN THE POCKET
I WAS PASSENGER,
WATCH ME WORK UP TO THE COCKPIT
LOOK AT HOW I'M FRAMED
PICTURE PERFECT OPTICS OBJECT 
THEY MADE MONEY OFF MY TRAUMA, WONDER WHY I'M OFFSET
UPSET WITH THE WAY THAT YOU WORKED ME
SEE WHERE THEY'RE SEETHING AND PUSH IN TO HURT ME
SAW RED, REGRET NOT JUST LEAVING THIS LURKING
BUT BOY, YOU'RE A VULTURE 
I SEE WHERE YOU'RE PERCHING

HATED, POIGNANT, ALWAYS SELF-DESTROYING 
VACANT, VOIDED, I MEAN - SHIT, JUST LOOK AT MY CHOICES
I'M A PATIENT, POISED IN PLACES THAT SERVE POISON  
AND I'M WADING, FADING TO POINTS I CAN'T ENJOY IT

BOX-CUT
ERRRR, I'VE BEEN PARANOID LATELY
NORMALLY I'M ACTIVE
I'VE BEEN HIDING DAILY
GOT STUCK
ERRR, I'VE BEEN PUSHING FOR MY SAFETY
AND I DON'T WANT TO FAIL YOU
THERE'S DISTANCE THAT I'M MAKING

OFFSET, UPSET 
AND I'M SORRY I'M BROKEN, IT'S STARTING TO SCARE ME
THEY STEP BACK IF I'M OPEN
IT WON'T END, WONT BEND
AND I'M LOSING DEVOTION 
THE WORK THAT I PUT IN'S JUST DROPS IN THE OCEAN

petal beat battle moment :O

dont need to tell me for me to know distance
i'm choosing the path of the least resistance

hate me 
wonder why i'm playing
i've been forced to quit so long
and act so strong
you can't phase me
i can see them waiting
for this to go somewhere wrong
until we're gone

life does you right
but no one does me justice but me and that's my life
got friends who think i'm born to succeed, i think they're right
too many enemies to keep me from sleep at night
i'm feeding every vice

Pastel

i made this in one sitting while in call with my friend

flick

snapped for my first song of the year

lyrics:

i dont even need your love 
i dont even need your grace 
all of us are broken here
tell me why we're saving face
i wont bend to save myself
changing up for them wont help
beat on me because i fall
strive to see me hit that wall

covert, concealed it
mask so well these bitches never know how ive been feeling
break apart and scream it from the roof, i know no ceiling
one in million chance they dont grow hateful, i'll reveal it
coded language, feel it
coded me when i was better than you fucks could ever be
envy bleeds to entropy
tell me how youre straight and say how gay to be
face me please and say your piece

i'm a real person
real worth it
real hurt
real bitter
real imperfect
take my mask off
find more there
peel layers back
no one's in there 
see my questions like your weapons
these are tools that we built for dissection
we can make up
you fought unfair
turned my back once and felt crosshairs

take it all and run from me 
i know what you've planned 
what was done's for dirt to see
lungs are full of sand
shallow as the grave
nothing ever changed
you destroyed me

we see your feelings
i'm an open book yet you said argument's revealing
gaslight till i shake and say that i'm too far to deal with
kick me out just like our other friends, 
won't let you heal it
coded till it seals it
coded me till i was cornered in a way you'll never be
envy bleeds to enemies
give us all a show and drop the face you need
space the pleas and rage you feed

Covert, Concealed

help me bleed in the way that people used to want to see
this is pressing into wounds and it's something i don't need
fuck the pleas, their support is something i can drop for free
openness just helps them feed
openness just helps them feed

find remedies, not faults
it wasn't your fault
just be more than the past
and stand through the windblasts

let this tension pass
barriers will crash
and you see right through the glass
all that pain can't last

don't be ashamed of your mental
just learn how to live with and harness the breadth of your image
this is a rally to tally the days that you're down and seek pureness to mix in
i'm just a fool to these bitches
a tool to be witnessed, a hunt that i'm fixed in
there is no purpose if that's what you feel
me recently? i've been my religion

i realized i dont need affirming from anybody but me
i feel eyes, pointed and hateful, i fight for a minute to breathe
look at my avarice, painted through patterns
and painful to feed
sent through their messages
forced to dissect it 
there's so much to see

scream

All 4 U

i feel like luupy
i feel like ive been fucking tired of the groupies
i feel like all you little bitches want to lose me
i feel like everybody's out here tryna screw me
i know they're mad cus they've been trying to outdo me
i know i'm sad cus all the ties im stuck with losing
i point the finger and they're sitting saying "who, me?"
i got vendettas and barettas, please

i know my close friends think im fucking smothering
i'm gonna kill myself and leave you bitches wondering
i point the finger cus i can't decide who's governing
past lives pass knives onto veins i'm cutting in
i see the patterns painted till i'm just another in
i see the ladders climbed and i decide to fall
i see an obstacle and make that shit a wall
and all you wonder why they unvite from calls

this is my note
this is me sticking a knife through my throat
this is me taking it out cus u gloat
this is me breaking from pressure from ghosts
i am a fool to the cool in their eyes
i am a tool to be tossed to the side
i am a
i am a

wait
i am despised
i see me speak and you rolling your eyes
i see my happiness push you aside
i see through faces what's hidden inside
i see me break in a way that you love
i see you climb till it's death from above
i see the knife you'll use when there's enough
cant fix the vacancy with just a hug

I Feel Loopy ft. TWINWOLVES

try and spite me now
but you cant cut me down
lie to write me out
when i'm wearing your crown

can you do this for me please?
just give me what i need
without the costs, the subtle fees
why would i want what's draining me?

i guess i went about it wrong
i guess i held off for too long
i guess you work to my defeat
i only pushed you to compete

push me down
the whole world wants me dead
drilled in, the dread
all that they've said
fuck around and point guns to my head
simple mistakes
solve them with lead
changed lens, my whole worldview is red
people are evil through systems they've fed
and we're all fools for the lies that are spread
i'm loving to all you, yet you want me bled

hate me
up until you know a bit more
there's a voice in your head that says put me on the floor
and all you bait me 
into being who i am more
and when i'm shot to the ground
you step right over my corpse

34 (TWINWOLVESxIvory Rasmus)

TWINWOLVES

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