I’ll Let You Fly

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control - ft. yung van (prod. kid ocean)

lyrics: 
never knew where i was going
Cause i had no way of knowing
wish she would console me
Forever broken, hold me

(x4)


(verse)
Ice chunks stuck in my core
Theres nothin im meant for
Life goes round, take detour
Happier, i been more

But she still keepin score
Wish she knew she meant more
Ive never been so sore
When im gone, youll endure

she looks in my eyes, nothing else matters
I forget the pain, my heart no longer shatters

be here forever, no matter the weather
Pick up the pieces, put em back together

broken - ft. john cardiff (prod. cashmoneyap)

Pulling The Strings (prod. tothegood)

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

my new album will be releasing on halloween!

@sorrow_bringer

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

Blackness of night
Is all that I fight
Giving most a fright
I take on delight

There’s no way to heal
I’m colder than steel
My body can’t feel
I need something real

Guide through depths of dark
Remain in my heart
Light the only spark
From falling apart

We’re all bound in place
Holding our own space
Keep me on the chase
From what I cannot face

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

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remain in my heart (prod. sorrow bringer)

Prodby @fuckaustin
Artby https://twitter.com/hennymilk
Mixed by me 

Lyrics
Why don't you savor me
It's the last time imma leave
Don't you wait on me
You know that i've tried it all
But i can't let it be
What you wanted is the reason
That i tried to be what you want me to be
Leave it alone as you know i can’t take it no more 
All the shit in my brain has already burned
Can't let it go anymore and any longer
The pain just keeps increasing and it's getting stronger
You know how i feel about the lies you tell
Tell me everything before you go straight back to hell
I don't wanna leave here knowing i tried
I'm tired of hiding the shit inside
No matter how hard i tryx2
Runnin through all the types of this pain
Your feelings come and go i still feel the same
Do you remember all the times we had
Laying in my bed i remember that
I'll never understand why we came this way
You’ve probably had enough of all this pain

hell where you belong

hell where you belong [Prod.fuckaustin]

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @hkfiftyone2
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics-
Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

Verse -

I really should have known, I was all alone
I can’t trust a soul, even way back home 
Everybody talks, but they don’t listen
Maybe they will hear when the blood on your arm is glistening
Open me up and dissect me
Don’t just use me to have sex pls
I’m not a project, don’t help me 
The therapy sessions aren’t helping 
You told me that you need me, oh no you don’t
When you're talking to me, please get off your phone
Now you know what’s in my head, you think I need help 
You’re gonna leave me like everyone else

Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

outro-

I don’t wanna get out of bed
You haven’t replied since I said
“I think I really care about you”
I’m just hoping you’re not dead x3

Blackwater

Too Close

Too Close (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & AUD
Instrumental: @colcaine
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
yung van-

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

AUD-
I love you please trust me that's a face
but all this hurt and pain I want to blame on dad
I called you drunk last night, I know I sounded sad
but in real emotions, I can't grasp

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

Ghost of You

Ghost of You Ft. AUD (Prod. Colcaine)

https://soundcloud.com/sleepdeprivedgang
https://soundcloud.com/bluexeyesxofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Sleep-Deprived-101051284813487/

control - ft. yung van (prod. kid ocean)

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