forget me like forgetting the lyrics to my old songs

produced by @taxpurposes
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the gallows (p. taxpurposes)

Die Like This

prod deadfish <3

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lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by weepings

Lyrics
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
I can't fight this off the feelings that you make me feel
I can't fight this off the feeling that this isn't real
Dissociate I'm feeling great, you know the deal
~
Lately I ain't been feeling right
No I cannot sleep at night
I flick that light to feel alright
In my headspace drown, I cannot fight
~
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
What in the fuck did you mean 
I got scars from my neck to my jeans
Blowing stars out my pipe I'm a fiend
I got bars I ain't talking no Z's
These flows, Switch up like hoes
Knife in the back, my blood drip on the rose
Yes I am sure that you know how it goes 
Love me one day then the next on the road ...

Oxytocin

Someone Else W/ Unknxwn

@boyfifty
@sorrow_bringer

Thought I wouldn’t live another day
Never good at hiding it away
I knew you read it on my face
And I know we’re in a different place

Thought when I spoke that you were always listening
Never had hope, but you were always good to me
Nothings ever mattered anyway
Glasses are shattered history

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

Omens in shadows, don’t know where they hide
Creeping around, yeah, he got in my mind
Tick of the clock, but it’s never aligned
Need me a zilean to rewind the time

Falling snow
I’m so cold
And alone

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

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falling snow (prod. sorrow bringer x boyfifty)

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

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Lyrics
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I spent a long long time out at night
Studying the patterns every time
On the same old things
With the same routine
Putting all their dreams
Into angel wings it's fine
I lied
But it's the only way 
That I can seem to make light
Of this life
Forgive me now
I don't want to cry

I spent every single year on the same street
New name new friends but I'm still me
A casualty of living on a lost dream
But actually I was hoping you could kill me
In the fear that everybody kinda hates me
Blame me
I've been feeling guilty
Really
Living is costly
They say they want me
I'm wondering will we

Somehow it got to me
I ain't even eating I'm just picking out rocket leaves
Never really hungry 'less I'm off of that broccoli
And even when I am all I feel is the rot in me
Inside of my brain is a living cacophony
Every time the same screaming what have they saw in me
They don't understand why I talk about honestly
Cause honestly I think I owe myself an apology

I spent a long long time out at night
Studying the patterns every time
On the same old thing
With the same routine
Putting all their dreams
Into angel wings it's fine
I lied
But it's the only way
To make me feel alive
I throw my hopes on a one side die
If it lands just right
Maybe I won't need to cry

falling snow (prod. sorrow bringer x boyfifty)

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