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Falling Skies

https://soundcloud.com/sadfacenobody

LYRICS:

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

with the pain Im breeding x 2

nail colour same colour as my passport
hate my life and I really wana fast forward
got a flight to her room like Im all yours
help me through it help me fight away withdrawals

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

✧ ✦ ✧ ✦

till I stop breathing (prod. sadface)

lyrics: 
never knew where i was going
Cause i had no way of knowing
wish she would console me
Forever broken, hold me

(x4)


(verse)
Ice chunks stuck in my core
Theres nothin im meant for
Life goes round, take detour
Happier, i been more

But she still keepin score
Wish she knew she meant more
Ive never been so sore
When im gone, youll endure

she looks in my eyes, nothing else matters
I forget the pain, my heart no longer shatters

be here forever, no matter the weather
Pick up the pieces, put em back together

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broken - ft. john cardiff (prod. cashmoneyap)

make my dreams come to life [prod. misery]

art - @riley-rand
prod. - syndrome

lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Wrapped up in my mind
Got me drifting space and time
I just wish that you were mine
Life with you would be divine

And I know the darks alive
Tangled up, the snakes are lying
And I wish I could just die
Cannot take these aches inside

So long, so long, take me home, no
So long, so long, I’m gone, yeah

Know I’m coming straight to the top
Know I’m stepping straight out the flock
Everybody pretend I’ll stop
Time goes by, and they still all talk

But I wish that I could have known
Would have never ever condoned
Light come down, upon you it shone
Stick around, between we are sown

Furthermore, set to implore
Stepping out with no discourse
I adore, so say no more
World is lost, its in miscourse

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

so long (prod. syndrome)

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start,
Persecuting heart

Lost my high,
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

follow purpy

forlorn (prod. purpy)

My heart’s been aching, slowly breaking
Be here waiting, lonely fading
Said forever, you said never
Wish we could just be together

Always lost, I’m led astray
And now I’m found in disarray
I’m burnin down through everyday
Yeah, I’m the one to disobey

Losin my thought
Yeah, it make me feel lost
when I come and hear the shots
I’m running with no exhaust

Yeah, I’m coming for the spot
And I’m colder than the frost
So I hope you not forgot
Yeah I hope you not forgot

wanna hurt me, understand
They seem to need the upper hand
I'll show you how I will expand
They shake their heads like its unplanned

Keep on going, get whats wanted
Bleed until the blood is clotted
By these dreams, I think I’m haunted
Tied me up, fastened, and knotted

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aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7YL4KvKGxQ

Prod. by Misery 

Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/neon_dion95/

Engineered by Howard

I love you all, we can beat this sadness. </3

Lyrics:

They left me at the spot
just to die and rot 
my loss
sprouted lots of life
like seeds in a pot
sleeping on my earthly cot
my death brought though
and built stepping stones 
of rock
and my worn bones
hard outside
and inside so soft
representing my soul
oh so lost
tears help me feel whole
tear drops I'm done
fear stops the fun
near top I'm the one
smoking mirrors 
like the barrel of their gun
hold this weed in my lungs

things can change
things can change
neon dion is the name

Lost Soul (Prod. Misery)(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

art - @riley-rand
prod - @aloneathomemusic

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

Originality, 
Mixed with misconceptuality,
In reality, 
Wanna be greatest I can be

Do not want your company,
When you ask for something off me
Fucking hurts why can't you see
This is my art, not insta feed

On the path to happiness
Don't understand my craftiness
Know that I'll be champion
And find a way to laugh again

Hope and pray I make some noise
I wanna come up with my boys
Money's cool and all the toys
But I will stand like fucking stand Troy

Don't talk that shit if it's not you
People can just see right through
Blicky, sticky, stuck like glue
Except I've got a fucking clue

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

anatolia (prod. aloneathome)

prod - @sorrow_bringer

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

Walls painted white, all I see is black
Loved you so much, and you’re never coming back
Always caught on every single piece I lack
Not a doc can find a way to stop the plaque

Love you, but it hurts me
Forget our anniversary
Shove and mold what could be
Remember how you cursed me

You think I'm deciding
Baby girl I'm trying
At times barely surviving
You think that I’m thriving?

Numbers going up,
It makes me scared
I think my life’s declared
Eyes on me the people stare

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

follow sorrow bringer

every piece i lack (prod. sorrow bringer)

and all you left me are these shoes that shouldn't fit anyone...

official video

petrichor (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

Better Days (Ft. ISTILLHURT)

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Shout out to Black Materia, (wearing their merch in the photo) 
https://www.instagram.com/black_materia_/



prod. lilsp00k
Twitter.com/d0xxul

forlorn (prod. purpy)

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