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art - @riley-rand
prod. - syndrome

lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Wrapped up in my mind
Got me drifting space and time
I just wish that you were mine
Life with you would be divine

And I know the darks alive
Tangled up, the snakes are lying
And I wish I could just die
Cannot take these aches inside

So long, so long, take me home, no
So long, so long, I’m gone, yeah

Know I’m coming straight to the top
Know I’m stepping straight out the flock
Everybody pretend I’ll stop
Time goes by, and they still all talk

But I wish that I could have known
Would have never ever condoned
Light come down, upon you it shone
Stick around, between we are sown

Furthermore, set to implore
Stepping out with no discourse
I adore, so say no more
World is lost, its in miscourse

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

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so long (prod. syndrome)

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start,
Persecuting heart

Lost my high,
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

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forlorn (prod. purpy)

My heart’s been aching, slowly breaking
Be here waiting, lonely fading
Said forever, you said never
Wish we could just be together

Always lost, I’m led astray
And now I’m found in disarray
I’m burnin down through everyday
Yeah, I’m the one to disobey

Losin my thought
Yeah, it make me feel lost
when I come and hear the shots
I’m running with no exhaust

Yeah, I’m coming for the spot
And I’m colder than the frost
So I hope you not forgot
Yeah I hope you not forgot

wanna hurt me, understand
They seem to need the upper hand
I'll show you how I will expand
They shake their heads like its unplanned

Keep on going, get whats wanted
Bleed until the blood is clotted
By these dreams, I think I’m haunted
Tied me up, fastened, and knotted

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aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

art - @riley-rand
prod - @aloneathomemusic

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

Originality, 
Mixed with misconceptuality,
In reality, 
Wanna be greatest I can be

Do not want your company,
When you ask for something off me
Fucking hurts why can't you see
This is my art, not insta feed

On the path to happiness
Don't understand my craftiness
Know that I'll be champion
And find a way to laugh again

Hope and pray I make some noise
I wanna come up with my boys
Money's cool and all the toys
But I will stand like fucking stand Troy

Don't talk that shit if it's not you
People can just see right through
Blicky, sticky, stuck like glue
Except I've got a fucking clue

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

anatolia (prod. aloneathome)

prod - @sorrow_bringer

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

Walls painted white, all I see is black
Loved you so much, and you’re never coming back
Always caught on every single piece I lack
Not a doc can find a way to stop the plaque

Love you, but it hurts me
Forget our anniversary
Shove and mold what could be
Remember how you cursed me

You think I'm deciding
Baby girl I'm trying
At times barely surviving
You think that I’m thriving?

Numbers going up,
It makes me scared
I think my life’s declared
Eyes on me the people stare

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

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