🪓”If God is real he’s a fucking bitch.” 🪓

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Ethel Cain 3

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

I told you from the start
I disappear when it gets cold 
But you found a way to keep me here
With a body to hold

And i think of you
When i'm drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you'd do to me 
When i was in need of you and blacked out

I miss you, darling
I miss you so
I'm sorry i went crazy
I just thought i'd let you know

Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on the tv
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep, 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧

And i think of you
When i'm drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you'd do to me 
When i was in need of you and blacked out

I miss you, darling
I miss you so
I miss you, darling

misuse

Misuse, Oh - ethel cain.mp3

Selby Wall - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Mondays

Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters)

a portrait of my love on her knees - ethel cain

lyrics:

No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
'Cause how much is too much to give you?
Well, I may never know, so I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah, I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give
No one told me how bad I'd need you (need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

give until theres nothing left - ethel cain

half-cocked ‘cause he’s not a big boy….
& I don’t wanna know that half of him

Demo by hayden anhedonia/ethel cain

half-cocked - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Michelle Pfeiffer (Solo Version)

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me / But He Doesn't Know It Yet (Full - LQ)

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