stuff i worked on

For Dimon🫣

nicky

ulter

December

DIRTY WHITE VANS//

@kennyhoopla send us the acapella bro

made with @arhymusic

dirty white vans - kennyhoopla (but it's 2004 and you're 20 y/o)

lyrics:

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

Tossed away a whore of southern Scotland to a dirt grave 
Unsolved is the only mask upon her pale face
This lonely life in Glasgow holds a sour taste
Rainy nights on steep rock by the harsh waves
Purity on this shelf is but a dream state
Sanity and myself just had to part ways

The town turned against
Me and all attempts to give her a fitting rest
It adds up no it dont
This is a cult I know
Sent to collect the bones
They are the eyes upon us
U are not safe at home
Hand signs they not deaf
Why’s it all done with their left
I seen the sacrifice come to fruition I cant help be scared that im next
I feel this shit in my chest
I seen the rune getting dressed
My parents told me when younger I didn’t believe them till I seen the mark on head

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

The Lesser Dead (eric Godlow)

prod. me
ft @ulterguy & @aceii4
https://linktr.ee/Xexio
https://open.spotify.com/album/7mwTeGLjY0LmnLsh85SjxL?si=MADWGjltQtSHwgjvLVaCXA

ROVER W/ ULTER & ACEII

mix/master by @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @symels1 @1luvpurp

shopping spree w/ jovan (symels luvpurp)

prod @jannahsent
mix @xexiomusic

cry to you like why
girl i know u lie
hit ur phone i'll try
ur a star in my sky
block me now i wanna die
what do i do without u in my life
idk what to do 
all i think about is u

i see u in my dreams
sometimes u make me scream
u stitch up all my seams
write about u in my diary
girl u really changed me 
u make me feel perfectly
how could u do it to me
didn't know u wanna lose me
girl i need u come here
i'm writing to u, my dear
yea i see ur cuts and i see all those tears
i looked through ur phone, figured out you never tell the truth
girl u know i love u true
hard pill to swallow
in my tears i wallow
baby ur an angel
yea i see ur halo
please kill me if u need to
i promise that i'll miss u

the letter u never read (jannah)

mix and mastered by me
prod. @kaneda_7
[Chorus]
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away

[Verse]
It's like you know I can not stay
She was kissing on my face
Yeah, I saw her in the rain
Yeah, I saw her through her pain
I don't even know the day
I just know it feels the same
Leave my body next to yours
Cause that's what I would've wanted
I feel Haunted
I count hunnids
Upon them hunnids
You're all I wanted, why even bother?
I fucked your momma
And I count commas, upon them commas

[Bridge]
Saw you at the Opera
It's like you know that my Heart is numb
Saw you at the Opera
It's like you know that my Heart is numb
(I don't love you anymore)

[Chorus]
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away

ROT IN THE RAIN (KANEDA7)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmamoru

the persona that u put up's been fading
now i know the real u and i hate it :(
scratch my skin up baby leave me bites
i look at u and cry
i just don't know why we fight
rip my heart out on the floor
leave me there to bleed but i'm still begging for more

leave me there to bleed
got me on my knees
i was begging for ur text, now i'm just begging for death
see u out with him, yea i know that's why u left
yea left me out for dead
i just want u in my bed
keeps away the stress
i thought you'd never leave yea, yea that's what u said
i'm sorry if i'm acting crazy i forgot my meds

baby won't u comfort me
i just want ur company
hold me close and let me bleed
tell the truth would u die for me?
baby would u cry for me?
cut my wrists i'm doing fine
i love u so much that i throw up

baby i just need ur love
cryin at ur doorstep
i just wish we never met
was i ever enough
i'm sorry, yea i fucked up
rip all of my hair out
cus i'm just craving ur touch

rip my heart out (mamoru)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @jannahsent

rip to my bro
i keep going hard for him ima glo
im fallin for u but lets take it slow
im craving ur body u dont even know
i swear this shit so fake
baby ily but ik u hate
cover my mouth with tape
treat me like shit go ruin my day
i wanna die in the rain
she cuttin herself cus all of the pain
tears runnin down my face
u can cry to me i swear its ok
leave me for dead leave without a trace
luvin on him he can take my place
lie to ur friends
i'll take the blame
kill me now
cut through my veins
break me down
leave me for shame
im missin ur touch
do u feel the same

veins (jannah)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @abraxusfisher

girl i want u til the end
she gon fuck my best friend
what she said was never meant
cryin in ur arms again
she turnt up in the club now
met her in the background
cut myself i bleed out
ur laugh is my favorite sound
girl i need u stick around

her face full of makeup
now she wanna break up
bite my skin and fuck me up
cut my wrist i cry for u
end my life i'd die for u
fightin with u i can't breathe
ur loves got me on my knees

designer bags and lots of pills
she don't fuck with cheap thrills
for u yea i keep it real
carve me up and make me squeal
hold me close and make me feel
even if u break me down
hold me down and make me drown

hold me down (abraxus)

lyrics:


Mix the potion I finish sticking the imp blood
Drop the syrup inside of it then I shake it up
Its Maple syrup branches inside of my room they spreading out 
I knew the druids would see me coming and help me out
I got no feelings inside of my chest im cleaned out
I keep these words on my breath im inclined to speak out
I keep my foot on the breast so they couldn’t breath out
U got a vest but im aiming to rip the teeth out

Look at the name
Turn back look again
Im still in this bitch
And best believe aint shit changed
OG inside of my blunt hung out my lip like max Payne
I could say its me 
But I owe it to the game
Ill seat u a seat 
When I walk up on stage
Everything I bleed
Put me here on this day
Smiling with my teeth
I walk the road into the fray
Everything I see
I worked to have in its place
But life just goes on
We finally getting somewhere I must say I hold faith
And we keep holding on
You must be in a dream to think im Stopping halfway
Way out in the west
Mountain town eclipse make the world hold its breath
Spitting this thru the wire Im cooking this shit like chicken breast
I must have a fire on top of my head Johnny test
Yea this is an empire I had run this shit like beep test
American idol type bitches I feel like Ryan Seacrest
No snakes inside my bedroom my chamber of secrets
Im in here rock out
Rip this shit to pieces

Mix the potion I finish sticking the imp blood
Drop the syrup inside of it then I shake it up
Its Maple syrup branches inside of my room they spreading out 
I knew the druids would see me coming and help me out
I got no feelings inside of my chest im cleaned out
I keep these words on my breath im inclined to speak out
I keep my foot on the breast so they couldn’t breath out
U got a vest but im aiming to rip the teeth out

imp blood (eric godlow)

sore

ulter - sore (yungdni) [hosted by jane]

vocals - @ulterguy
beat - @user-517884704
mixing & master - @xexiomusic

*lyrics*
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams

and i'll bleed for you like the mona lisa
i will bleed for you
i was dressed in all black
you could  never feel that
drugs in your backpack
how'd you leave me like that

walk out of the door and it's suicide
you tell me not to cry when you leave me like it's do or die
but if i do i'll die
look me in the eye
can't you see i tried
cry my eyes out until they're dry

why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams

foreign (prod. høpes)

ft @abraxusfisher
prod @kuranee @prodmamoru
my mix @xexiomusic

dance floor w/ abraxus (kurane & mamoru)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @glimpseofdespair
my mix @xexiomusic

next to me w/ nicky (revert sentencc)

prod. @kaneda_7
mix & master by me
additional help with artwork from kaneda
lyrics:
(intro)
if you saw me in the car would you stop and stare
if you saw my rotting body
would you stop and stare 
would you stop and stare

(verse)
if you saw me in the car, would you stop and stare
with your makeup on, I felt a passion there
I want you to kill me slow when the stars align
Felt your lips on my neck and your hand on my spine
You used to be mine, now my hearts on the line
picture perfect design, slow dance under lights
I don't wanna cry, but it's gonna take some time
I don't wanna lie, but we all gotta die

(hook)
if you saw my rotting body would you stop and stare
with my head so loud and nobody there
I need you to call my name
Feel my pain 
In an icy way I want you to go away
I was in the back when my heart hit the floor :(
And I saw you standing there, I thought you knew me then
I was in the back when you stepped out the car
And I know you saw me, you were looking from afar

STOP & STARE (KANEDA7)

prod @sp1rxt
mix @xexiomusic

i wish i could feel you one more time
hurt me and i'll say i'm fine
kill me now i'm dead inside
cut urself then hold me tight
all black in the moonlight
tell me all those pretty lies
i know u were never mine
so alone but i'm fine

run my fingers through ur hair
u say that ur not alright and god i wish that i was there
i would kiss all of ur cuts and i would wipe away ur tears
i'm so scared of disappointing you so i just stop and stare
god i wish that i was normal
stab me now i'm so sore
ur so pretty on the dance floor
cut myself my wrists pour

to tell the truth girl i'm a mess
if u gave me one more chance i would treat u the best
i could take away ur pain, i could take away ur stress
i'd feel safe in ur arms but i'd still dream of death

so alone, but im fine (spirxt)

@rollinggrabba
@2cold.exclusives
@chrisfinesse111

nicky - drown (elani) [2COLD + CHRIS FINESSE EXCLUSIVE]

@xexiomusic @ulterguy @horsehead1990 4/25/24

XEXIO X ULTER - TELL ME NOT TO GO (PROD. HORSE HEAD)

pancakkeee

nenjixangelravexnicky - dear you

#Nightmaremusik till I'm dead
@submittoher
@submittoher1
@angelravee
@iloveyelowandmom
@lovinuhurt

Through the snow Ft Gëmz+Momo+Nicky+Angelrave  @ilychrxme @Shrine

my heart got big bullet holes ft nicky (1ello5k)

prod @flaaare 
mix @xexiomusic

i gave her all of my best
still she puts my love to test
can u repeat the question
she treats me like i was less than
a person or a best friend
her words they pierce my heart
like can we rewind from the start
i like her because she's smart
in the shower, fall apart
scratch my back until i bleed
i try my best to give u me
so please tell me what u need
i dreamt putting a ring up on her finger
even in my dreams it's not the real her :(