stuff i worked on

gurlllll

୨୧・I・V・Y・୨୧

ulter

♩♪♩♬ 😍 ♬♩♪♩

Heart and Soul

December

summer2025😍😋

The Gaping Mouth

I must apologise

I Must Apologise

A GOOD LIFE

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/6qrcJkIpuWpxH0ruS8WVAy?si=tRl4xrvMQc6zzBLO1UbS2g

Apple Music https://music.apple.com/gb/album/in-this-darkness-single/1668674829

In This Darkness

all the tracks that were on creep club blog

Life Without Buildings - The Leanover (7" single)

prod. me
ft @ulterguy & @aceii4
https://linktr.ee/Xexio
https://open.spotify.com/album/7mwTeGLjY0LmnLsh85SjxL?si=MADWGjltQtSHwgjvLVaCXA

ROVER W/ ULTER & ACEII

mix/master by @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @symels1 @1luvpurp

shopping spree w/ jovan (symels luvpurp)

prod @jannahsent
mix @xexiomusic

cry to you like why
girl i know u lie
hit ur phone i'll try
ur a star in my sky
block me now i wanna die
what do i do without u in my life
idk what to do 
all i think about is u

i see u in my dreams
sometimes u make me scream
u stitch up all my seams
write about u in my diary
girl u really changed me 
u make me feel perfectly
how could u do it to me
didn't know u wanna lose me
girl i need u come here
i'm writing to u, my dear
yea i see ur cuts and i see all those tears
i looked through ur phone, figured out you never tell the truth
girl u know i love u true
hard pill to swallow
in my tears i wallow
baby ur an angel
yea i see ur halo
please kill me if u need to
i promise that i'll miss u

the letter u never read (jannah)

mix and mastered by me
prod. @kaneda_7
[Chorus]
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away

[Verse]
It's like you know I can not stay
She was kissing on my face
Yeah, I saw her in the rain
Yeah, I saw her through her pain
I don't even know the day
I just know it feels the same
Leave my body next to yours
Cause that's what I would've wanted
I feel Haunted
I count hunnids
Upon them hunnids
You're all I wanted, why even bother?
I fucked your momma
And I count commas, upon them commas

[Bridge]
Saw you at the Opera
It's like you know that my Heart is numb
Saw you at the Opera
It's like you know that my Heart is numb
(I don't love you anymore)

[Chorus]
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not feel pain
She looking at my face
Sorry mom, I'm a disgrace
I kissed her in the rain, no I do not love Grace
I'll let you go one day
I went, I went away

ROT IN THE RAIN (KANEDA7)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmamoru

the persona that u put up's been fading
now i know the real u and i hate it :(
scratch my skin up baby leave me bites
i look at u and cry
i just don't know why we fight
rip my heart out on the floor
leave me there to bleed but i'm still begging for more

leave me there to bleed
got me on my knees
i was begging for ur text, now i'm just begging for death
see u out with him, yea i know that's why u left
yea left me out for dead
i just want u in my bed
keeps away the stress
i thought you'd never leave yea, yea that's what u said
i'm sorry if i'm acting crazy i forgot my meds

baby won't u comfort me
i just want ur company
hold me close and let me bleed
tell the truth would u die for me?
baby would u cry for me?
cut my wrists i'm doing fine
i love u so much that i throw up

baby i just need ur love
cryin at ur doorstep
i just wish we never met
was i ever enough
i'm sorry, yea i fucked up
rip all of my hair out
cus i'm just craving ur touch

rip my heart out (mamoru)

forwardsbeckonrebound

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @jannahsent

rip to my bro
i keep going hard for him ima glo
im fallin for u but lets take it slow
im craving ur body u dont even know
i swear this shit so fake
baby ily but ik u hate
cover my mouth with tape
treat me like shit go ruin my day
i wanna die in the rain
she cuttin herself cus all of the pain
tears runnin down my face
u can cry to me i swear its ok
leave me for dead leave without a trace
luvin on him he can take my place
lie to ur friends
i'll take the blame
kill me now
cut through my veins
break me down
leave me for shame
im missin ur touch
do u feel the same

veins (jannah)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @abraxusfisher

girl i want u til the end
she gon fuck my best friend
what she said was never meant
cryin in ur arms again
she turnt up in the club now
met her in the background
cut myself i bleed out
ur laugh is my favorite sound
girl i need u stick around

her face full of makeup
now she wanna break up
bite my skin and fuck me up
cut my wrist i cry for u
end my life i'd die for u
fightin with u i can't breathe
ur loves got me on my knees

designer bags and lots of pills
she don't fuck with cheap thrills
for u yea i keep it real
carve me up and make me squeal
hold me close and make me feel
even if u break me down
hold me down and make me drown

hold me down (abraxus)

ВеРНиСь666(((

OBVIOUSLY this isn't my album but i need it all on my playlist so :3
Summer's Over Album: https://open.spotify.com/album/4l58JlPq72gOA4veRxboVR?si=fY41Tb9VTcOnQ5POu38dgg
Jordana:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Bw9kFNhy019e4IBCJZlzw
tvgirl: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Bw9kFNhy019e4IBCJZlzw

Summer's Over

Better in the Dark - Jordana x TV Girl

ur my killer id kill just to kiss her 🗡

Enough (coldrr)

I feel cold

prod @laevs
mix @xexiomusic

tell me why ur leaving
tell me why ur grieving
tell me if u mean it
tell me how ur feeling
i hate having to feel shit
why can't u just kill me quick
i know u see my bloody wrist
and i got scars on me
i love the way u make me bleed
kiss me in the backseat
u make me crawl and shoot my feet
im beggin for u on my knees
and u still say that ur done with me
u just can't get enough of me
double cup, ur my lean

girl u left ur hair dye at my house
u say ur fed up with me so u wanna kick me out
im sorry that i have to tell u this, but yes im leaving town
leave with me right now
if i tell u to leave me i promise i dont mean that
i promise i dont mean that girl
i know that im a problem i know im the worst girl
i've got too many problems but u are the worst girl

problems (laevs)

Счастливый Конец (Slowed)

прощение

you love me - kimya dawson (intro loop)

sore

ulter - sore (yungdni) [hosted by jane]

vocals - @ulterguy
beat - @user-517884704
mixing & master - @xexiomusic

*lyrics*
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams

and i'll bleed for you like the mona lisa
i will bleed for you
i was dressed in all black
you could  never feel that
drugs in your backpack
how'd you leave me like that

walk out of the door and it's suicide
you tell me not to cry when you leave me like it's do or die
but if i do i'll die
look me in the eye
can't you see i tried
cry my eyes out until they're dry

why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams
why you acting foreign
ima crash the foreign
live my life it's boring
xanax on my tongue, now i'm soaring
but you wanted more of him
carve your name into me
cut myself i bleed broken dreams

foreign (prod. høpes)

ft @abraxusfisher
prod @kuranee @prodmamoru
my mix @xexiomusic

dance floor w/ abraxus (kurane & mamoru)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @glimpseofdespair
my mix @xexiomusic

next to me w/ nicky (revert sentencc)

prod. @kaneda_7
mix & master by me
additional help with artwork from kaneda
lyrics:
(intro)
if you saw me in the car would you stop and stare
if you saw my rotting body
would you stop and stare 
would you stop and stare

(verse)
if you saw me in the car, would you stop and stare
with your makeup on, I felt a passion there
I want you to kill me slow when the stars align
Felt your lips on my neck and your hand on my spine
You used to be mine, now my hearts on the line
picture perfect design, slow dance under lights
I don't wanna cry, but it's gonna take some time
I don't wanna lie, but we all gotta die

(hook)
if you saw my rotting body would you stop and stare
with my head so loud and nobody there
I need you to call my name
Feel my pain 
In an icy way I want you to go away
I was in the back when my heart hit the floor :(
And I saw you standing there, I thought you knew me then
I was in the back when you stepped out the car
And I know you saw me, you were looking from afar

STOP & STARE (KANEDA7)

prod @sp1rxt
mix @xexiomusic

i wish i could feel you one more time
hurt me and i'll say i'm fine
kill me now i'm dead inside
cut urself then hold me tight
all black in the moonlight
tell me all those pretty lies
i know u were never mine
so alone but i'm fine

run my fingers through ur hair
u say that ur not alright and god i wish that i was there
i would kiss all of ur cuts and i would wipe away ur tears
i'm so scared of disappointing you so i just stop and stare
god i wish that i was normal
stab me now i'm so sore
ur so pretty on the dance floor
cut myself my wrists pour

to tell the truth girl i'm a mess
if u gave me one more chance i would treat u the best
i could take away ur pain, i could take away ur stress
i'd feel safe in ur arms but i'd still dream of death

so alone, but im fine (spirxt)

@xexiomusic @ulterguy @horsehead1990 4/25/24

XEXIO X ULTER - TELL ME NOT TO GO (PROD. HORSE HEAD)

prod @flaaare 
mix @xexiomusic

i gave her all of my best
still she puts my love to test
can u repeat the question ?
she treats me like i was less than
a person or a best friend
her words they pierce my heart
like can we rewind from the start
i like her because she's smart
in the shower, fall apart
scratch my back until i bleed
i try my best to give u me
so please tell me what u need
i dreamt putting a ring up on her finger
even in my dreams it's not the real her :(

real her (flare)

Lazier Fair

Sour Patch Kids (Acoustic Redux)

Man On The Moon: The End Of Day

Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare) [feat. MGMT & Ratatat]

Everything So Far

Need 2

Cocoa Butter Kisses (ft. Vic Mensa & Twista)

Favorite Song (ft. Childish Gambino)

Chain Smoker

𝒞ℴ𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒹ℯ𝓃𝓉 - 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃 ℬ𝒾ℯ𝒷ℯ𝓇

my FOURTH release on this soundcloud, I know people are PINING for spotify, however, i must admit it's been taking AGES to be reviewed by the stores but fingers crossed it should be on it's way. 
This samples: Starz in their eyes - Just jack (one of my favourite childhood songs)

I thought i found the answer to it,
eternal happiness tonight 
but it was just another blip in my heart 
sometimes i think calling you up 
to make myself look bad again 
but now im bringing flowers to your front door 
last night i had a dream 

we started dating now you're pissing me off
i know it's not la la love
it's not something i want
i'm not attracted to you, like i was
back at the start x2

you're in my head so i can't now forget you x4

Attracted To You

Attracted to You

[Chorus: Clair]
Pop star but I'm your boyfriend's favorite DJ
Pay me just to party and I show up in my PJs
Hiding from the scene I'm not looking for no drama
Doin' my own thing
Mind my business in my Prada
Pop star fuck around and act like I'm a model
I don't like the cameras but I love it when you ogle
Hiding from the scene I'm not looking for no drama
Doin' my own thing
Mind my business in my Prada
Pop star, pop star pop star
Pop star, pop star pop star

[Verse 1: Coco]
I'm a real pop girlie no room for fuckin' posers
Blackout one night next morning not hungover
We pull up in the Rover
With bottles and a chauffeur
Not my fault that your man can't win us over
Lookin' this good doesn't come for free
If you want to hang with bad bitches there's gonna be a fee
We own the VIP
We chuggin' martinis
We on our Mariah shit
Yeah, skinny
Dior across my shirt
You bitchеs chirp chirp
Trueys on my ass
Your boyfriend wanna tap
Pop star lifestylе I'm in a hurry
No time for you crusty, ugly, scary little girlies

[Bridge: Clair]
You're disrespectful, you're disrespectful
I don't really care if I'm a handful
You're disrespectful, you're disrespectful
Don't wanna be friends I'm too special
You're disrespectful, you're disrespectful
I don't really care if I'm mental
You're disrespectful, you're disrespectful
Fuck you and all your friends hoe

[Chorus: Clair]
Pop star but I'm your boyfriend's favorite DJ
Pay me just to party and I show up in my PJs
Hiding from the scene I'm not looking for no drama
Doin' my own thing
Mind my business in my Prada
Pop star fuck around and act like I'm a model
I don't like the cameras but I love it when you ogle
Hiding from the scene I'm not looking for no drama
Doin' my own thing
Mind my business in my Prada
Pop star, pop star pop star
Pop star, pop star pop star

[Outro: spoken]
You bitches really don't understand
You cannot compete when you don't compare
There's really levels to this shit
And the level that I'm on, bitch!