first song i did 100% of the production for!

lyrics:
dont-dont-dont-
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head

the words behind the wallpaper get louder every day
the conversations ending and i dont know what to say
oh and if youre wondering im not doing ok
caught inside your web of lies you just want me to stay
my purpose is gone now
i left it behind
i ran to my room 
just to go to bed and cry 
slam the door in my face
like i didnt even care
theres so much of me missing 
wonder if im still there

dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
-how im doing
-your convenience
-tell me you dont really mean it
-tell me you dont really mean it

mismatch

Every Memory Is Painful

Every Memory Is Painful feat. JoshIGuess (prod. Dead Spyro)

this was the most fun i done had recordin lol xD

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
(ooooh)
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

{@jcastralife}
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
so you're waiting for the sun
but all you found was shade

{@silentcxbin}
talk shit!
ima make it whip
just like a bobble head
walk it I be in the park
I got my dogs again

{@jcastralife}
hold up

that lil baby be heaven sent
why she have to take my 
fuckin' breath again

{@silentcxbin}
daisies in my grave 
yeah ok that's my flower bed
nicotine and weed
with the night is my medicine 

{@jcastralife}
I stay up late at night 
in my head

{@silentcxbin}
I don't wanna talk bout 
where you been

{@jcastralife}
yeah I told you yesterday
that you didn't get your way 
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave

{@silentcxbin}
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah we mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

////////////////////////////////
!!other cool shit bout the song!!
mixed & master by: @silentcxbin
prod by: kibo
gear:  dbx 286s, shure sm7b, electro voice 410, scarlet 2i2
inspo: shinigami - vengeance ft: fats'e & 93feetofsmoke /// Savage Ga$p x Shinigami x convolk - i guess i'm over it

#5  w/ AstraLife (kibo)

Featuring: @yokaidreams 
Written by: Kurama SD & Yokai Dreams
Produced by: grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & Yokai Dreams 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
(Back off)
Life brings hell 
In the worst ways
Life is pain
(Life is pain)

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I walk through the burning path
Feels like broken glass
Every step is full of wrath 
The scars are still on my skin
From when you sunk your teeth in
Still I moved on though I'm bleeding 
at least I'm fucking breathing 
Everything is burning to pieces 

[Pre-Chorus: ]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(deep within)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Fighting battles 
Its a handful
I'll mange somehow 
(Somehow)

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
Seeing red everywhere 
Nothing left here but pain to share
U stare in my eyes 
I can't help but glare 
Flames burn on
I can hardly bare 
All this pain

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(Deep within)

[Verse 3: Yokai Dreams] 
act right
if i could act right
i wouldn't be in this situation
for now i need to back off
i need to back off
i think the battle's about to begin
about to begin

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I'll be right 
There

Battles I Can't Win w/ Yokai Dreams (Prod. grayskies)

i had 2 go last nite, so srry it was quick
took it slow last nite, said yr starting 2 feel sick
hit the road last time then i took another hit
will there be a next time? im so bad at reading hints
im so sure
of myself
dont realize
i need help
i kno we were vibing only lacking in the time
thinking bout it now trying hard 2 rewind
driving 2 my house so im going offline
but if yr planning 2 stop me yr ideas good as mine
we could get a coffee tho i shouldn't spend a dime
but im feeling like u want me wanna make u feel fine
wanna make u feel like somebody's altho u cant b mine
i need so much from so many bodies 4 me 4 i die
im so sure
of myself
dont realize
i need help
i.o.d.i. honestly hope i dont
but im not gonna lie, theres not much hope i wont
i miss codeine lines, no i dont want yr coke
the ecstacy nites r what i miss the most
and when i miss u most these tears aren't justified
couldnt care less 4 u now i just like 2 cry
acting so careless now like y wouldnt i
got me singing til my throat sounds like its been sliced

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by crybabycam
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 6/30/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

i.o.d.i. (+ crybabycam)

nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
u couldn't catch up, y would i need it
i couldn't rest now, im so defeated
i kno that imma b ok if im just sleeping
i stay awake because i rly think i need it
i needed 2 b punished 4 what ive done
so i took it out on myself and i had fun
now theres nowhere left 4 me 2 run
nowhere 2 run
nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
i been leaving everyone behind
idk if i can bring em with me in my life
and they hate me in my city cuz im not a guy
oh they luv me in this city, i feel quite alrite
every type of person w/ me and its every night
never lonely, im not picky, i just need 2 try
u can hold me when u kiss me, i dont mean 2 cry
but yr lips kinda taste like sum red vines
text me bby i wont text u after bed time
i stay w/ my tool, find me in the shed, im
nothing but a ghoul, u cant see me in the nite
in the shadows, i came 2 help u meet the lite

nitecore mix: https://soundcloud.com/time4bed/redvines

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 9/4/22
art by bedhead

red vines (+ mead0ws)

prod. byCian
Lyrics:

i don’t wanna ask you why
why you had to break my heart?
i don’t even wanna try
to find, how I feel inside
it’s cause I’m scared of it
take shots no heroin
all my demons I’ll bury them
deep down

deep down, deep down
deep down, deep down

deep down, I can’t find my soul
got no motivation, where are my goals?
where are my aspirations?
swear it don’t fuckin make sense
think I’m running out of patience
and I can’t find my safe haven

i don’t wanna ask you why
why you had to break my heart?
i don’t even wanna try
to find, how I feel inside
it’s cause I’m scared of it
take shots no heroin
all my demons I’ll bury them
deep down

i wouldn’t be alive
without all my friends
they give me a reason to survive
even when I want it all to end (x2)

deep down (woah)
deep down (woah)
deep down (woah)
deep down (woah)

Deep Down

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

wish me luck (prod. 02ashes)

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