w/ @blackfridvy
prod me
mixed by me & fridvy
cover by me & tessa

-lyrics-
benji
i’ve been haunted by myself these days
you’re leaving told me to be brave 
now i can’t feel my face
cause i act like i don’t care
i’m really sorry i’m so scared 
but i’ve been like this my entire life
i wish i was a shooting star
i would pass by earth in one fell swoop and no one would remember me 
but the stars are such a crowd
babe i know that you're not proud
but do you ever feel ashamed of me
tomorrow i’ll find another way to hide 
i swear i heard your voice in the walls last night 
i’ll be your stupid waste of time
i know your eyes were never mine
Oh woah baby are you ashamed of me

fridvy
days pass by like shooting stars 
i seldom wonder where you are 
and i'm so scared of the truth i seek 
said i’d get better but im weak 
i told my mom i'd kick the pills 
i broke down everything we built 
cause baby that's just what i do 
i shoulda stayed away from you 
dont got the energy to try 
so when i leave girl please don’t cry 
like i said i'll never change 
i'll let you turn another page 
wish i wanted to sober up
i hate how much i love these drugs
i waited outside in the rain
tell me are you ashamed of me

(synthetic 4evr)

ashamed of me +fridvy

★..now my head is spinning..★

[intro quote]
@d33pcutx0

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[producer]
@benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]

[lyrics]

intro:
synthetic forever!
dont forget who u are

motherfuckers always telling me
always in the barber shop
scoobert aint bout this
scoobert aint bout that

my boy a fucking bd 
on fucking lamron and them
he say that pussy 
aint putting in no work

shut the fuck up

all you motherfuckers
talking about
scoobert aint no hitter
scoobert aint this
scoobert a fake

shut the fuck up

if i catch another motherfucker
talking sweet about scoobert

im fucking beating their ass

hook:
you'll say that im going crazy
that i never meant it
now my head is spinning
round and round again

three words that you’ll never say to me
guess im all alone again
now my head is spinning
round and round again

verse:
doesnt matter what i say
cause im always in the background
but u got me by the collar
so im always gonna be around here

whether i like it or not
i would try to speak out
but my tongues in a knot

yeah these feelings are forever
but i wish i never met her
yeah im not okay no never
wish the ties were fucking severed now

yeah these feelings are forever
but i wish i never met her
yeah im not okay no never
wish the ties were fucking severed now

bridge:
gaslight me harder
yeah i fucking dare you
no i dont give a damn
not anymore

you can take ur hoodies back
before theyre burning on the floor

repeat hook:
you'll say that im going crazy
that i never meant it
now my head is spinning
round and round again

three words that you’ll never say to me
guess im all alone again
now my head is spinning
round and round again

ending:
im not fucking playing 
around no more
yall know them fuckers 
roll around with moistcrack and them

★streaming★

★gaslight, gatekeep & girlboss!★ (prod. benji the machine)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark
produced by https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro
mix + master by both joshiguess & diegointhedark
lyrics below
____________________________________________________________________


doing shit with no hesitation
like a step by step animation
my life is a book full of pages
and i'm tired of going thru these phases

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

money on my mind go run my bands up 
got a xan under my tongue bitch i can’t stand up 
all y’all just some clones y’all just my fandom
talk shit bitch this 30 throw a tantrum

last year they would treat me like a reject 
everybody bouncing back like a reflex
stone island when i walk imma big flex 
your bodyguard gon die shoot a big tech

she wanna fuck i don’t even gotta ask her 
i pulled up turned the show to a disaster
you want smoke put your liver on a platter 
upgraded diamonds bitch my chain is dark matter

and i swear i had to do this on my own 
you ain’t never had to struggle all alone
my girl looking pale like a ghost 
stepping out i put that rick owens my toes

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

playing cities like i'm playing on nintendo
said she wanna hang out took her back home
she wanna smash so i put in some smash bros
if she meant the other way she a bad hoe (battle)

Cliffhanger

spotify

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

move on (prod. dannyphxntxm)

iiiSaid No! ft. STARINTHESKY (yb0itrippy x fumiko)

this song is completely non profit
*only posted on soundcloud*

claire redfield (prod. augury x sunrisess)

★..nothing lasts its not the same..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/this-isnt-goodbye-its-see-you-later-prod-93feetofsmoke-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
been up all night
wanna make things right
i wanna call ur name
but im froze as ice

i dont wanna fight
wanna make things right
wanna feel ur touch
cause im froze as ice

hook:
i know its something i can change
ill get it through my thick old brain
nothing lasts its not the same
as it was just yesterday

cant be mad if im to blame
just an ember without flame
fizzle out forget my name
someday soon forget my face

i know its something i can change
ill get it through my thick old brain
nothing lasts its not the same
as it was just yesterday

cant be mad if im to blame
just an ember without flame
fizzle out forget my name
someday soon forget my face

bridge:
been wrong been down
didnt wanna hear it
this time im here
i wanna see it all

wanna be better
hit with misdirection
i can never understand
my own inflection

want this so bad!

repeat hook:
i know its something i can change
ill get it through my thick old brain
nothing lasts its not the same
as it was just yesterday

cant be mad if im to blame
just an ember without flame
fizzle out forget my name
someday soon forget my face

i know its something i can change
ill get it through my thick old brain
nothing lasts its not the same
as it was just yesterday

cant be mad if im to blame
just an ember without flame
fizzle out forget my name
someday soon forget my face

ending:
this isnt goodbye its see you later
this isnt goodbye its see you later
this isnt goodbye its see you later
this isnt goodbye its see you later

★this isn't goodbye, it's see you later★ (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

★..cause your forever mine..★

[featuring]
@dylaanlotus

[producer]
@kingtheta

[lyrics]

intro:
okay so dont fuck up
one, two
one, two three four!

verse:
i know its hard to let it go
but you'll be fine
its tough to make a change
but you'll be fine

been moving toward the future
i hope i dont lose her
shes everything to me

bridge:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

hook:
i feel it all tonight i do
been up so long without you
but im not wasting time
my brain is never kind

but this just isnt something new
just a change in my point of view
but im not wasting time
cause your forever mine

verse two: (dylan)
girl your love is the only thing
that’s keeping me together
i’m hardly breathing at all
cuz i’m in pieces i would never

forget her, remember
your love is forever
your touch in december
is warming the embers

bridge:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

hook:
i feel it all tonight i do
been up so long without you
but im not wasting time
my brain is never kind

but this just isnt something new
just a change in my point of view
but im not wasting time
cause your forever mine

ending:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

★i'll be fine★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

b plot (trunks x sephgotthewaves)

room to breathe *fats'e cover* (reprod. nick decosta)

beat and hook by dreamworld tony
verses by kidvitals, 7starz, counter

when i wake up feat. dreamworld tony, kidvitals, 7starz, counter (🌀dreamworld tony)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★i'll be fine★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

☆scøøb☆

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