Produced by johnnyfriend
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

And I won’t lie, I’ll say it
You look way better by my side
Do you wanna spend the night?
I promise I don’t even mind
I don’t like conversation 
But we can talk all through the night
Tell me what all up on your mind 
The story of you’re life

Baby, I would die for you
I’ll sacrifice a thing or two
Just to make sure that you’re alright 
Baby, I’d prefer this world if it was just you and I 
Baby, I would die for you
I’ll sacrifice a thing or two
Just to make sure that you’re alright 
Baby, I’d prefer this world if it was just you and I 

Girl, what is holding you back?
Can you tell me the issue?
I’ll solve all you’re problems 
That’s how much I miss you
I’m missing you daily
It still feels a-shaming
I render my response and you won’t even call

Should I give it up?
‘Cause every time I try baby, you say “It’s not enough”
But I don’t care
I wanna make it fair
Baby, it’s not very nice of me to leave you stranded here

Baby, I would die for you
I’ll sacrifice a thing or two
Just to make sure that you’re alright 
Baby, I’d prefer this world if it was just you and I
Baby, I would die for you
I’ll sacrifice a thing or two
Just to make sure that you’re alright 
Baby, I’d prefer this world if it was just you and I

render

die4u

die4u [p. johnnyfriend]

prod. neohn
@neohnq

heavily inspired by ​@domerrz - your voice


lyrics:
Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when you said
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

I know you waited to long the first time
I don't want to force you to rewind
If I f* it up, I waste your time
I'm thinking back to when you were mine
It's funny how now it's all so clear
always all in the wrong, but I try to have no fear
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here
keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here

(keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here)

Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying"
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

silver lining (neohn)

i luv nuthin but drugs yeaaa
i couldn't find the fuckin bitch sampel bro i hate my life
3 hours

told her

Produced by yourstanger & 1jahvi
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I’m terrified, walking all alone 
I walked my path and you walked back home 
And then you wonder why I’m not 
Right by your side when you needed me 
For my whole life, you’ve hated me 
When did that ever change? 
Know you will be the death of me

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

I’m going deeper 
Until I finally reach her
Until I meet the reaper 
She don’t wanna see me either but damn I need her 
I tried to talk, but I’d get shut down 
I close my eyes, and I shut my mouth 
Did you ever want to be with me? 
Girl, did you ever really feel the same?
I know you didn’t for a while
The messages in your mail
Girl, will you ever get back to them? 
Girl, I could never tell
What you meant by that
Girl, you said grow up but I know I can’t
I rendered in my mind
That you were here to waste my time
I can’t take it anymore, girl
Watch my body hit the floor 

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

ima stay the same

ima stay the same [p. yourstranger + 1jahvi]

touched grass 2 take that pic right there

lyrics:

hop in the coupe i slide
bae come spend the night
bae don't waste my time
fw me i'll get it right
yeah yeah, you fine
look me in my eyes
i been juggin bae don't cry
take one look we live the high life

hop out of the bed, look out the window four seasons
trappin out the bedroom, i got all this for a recent
pop another adderall like motherfck sleepin
ask me how i got it all, i'll give you four reasons

ain't gotta ball, got my people countin on me
oh wait fck, need tylenol, i been on my grind like tony
btch i think you got it wrong, acting like you really know me
oh no i can't fck w phonies
btch i keep like four, five homies
i keep that 45 on me

run up yk you gon' get it
doin this shit for a livin
swear imma do it, keep makin this music
i'm makin some shi they won't be forgettin'

just me and all my bros
tryna get sleep on the plane ride home
said you hate me, what's that, typo?

why you do me slimy ho,
i know that you'd try to dub me
talkin' bout i'm naïve uh huh,
tell your mom hi for me
shoulda seen the sign but i'll admit it i lost us
drugs got me w kyrie baseline, i'm crossed up

been in my head n i don't really get it
want me to love you but i got no feelin
heart been on empty i needa replenish
but imma keep gettin this money they giving

btch u must be kinda slow thinkin you can press us
knock em down like domino, think he needs a check up

four seasons (rubbish)

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

When did it get this fucking lonely?
I try to make it better, but I just made it worse 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it￼
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

I took time to find the good in me
I realized I’m better 6 feet deep
‘Cause all of my friends taking LSD 
For half of their whole life might be good for me
Like who would’ve guessed I’m really not surprised 
They’d probably be better unalive 

My crush don’t like me at least that’s what I think 
I’ve never been the one to take a fucking chance
I guarantee the money that’s been in my hand
Will go to the friends that needed drugs instead 
All my life been supported by no one 
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one 
Been pushing myself away
Can’t even think straight 
Half my friends think that I’m gay 
Although they barely talk to me 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

All my life been supported by no one
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one

acquaintance

Produced by michael harrison 
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You make it complicated 
Your words, can’t speak your language 
Can’t understand a word you say 
I’m more grown up now than I was before 
Spent two years wondering if I should go 
Back here down to Faucher Rd
The only place I know is home

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

You made it obvious on how it was supposed to go 
I walked home, I walked home
I walked home from this, girl you piece of shit
Girl, you played my heart like you played in a bit
Like a comedy sketch, girl who’d knew I’d be next to be with you 
I ain’t got nothing else to lose except my head

I regret everything I said
Cigarette ashes on your bed
Who am I to be the one to talk?
When I don’t know half the shit that you’ve been through 
Because I’m selfish and I can’t help it
Oh girl I’m failing, I’m fucking up
At least I’m self aware 
Oh baby, you don’t care
Just know that I’ll be there
Just know that I’ll be there 

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

selfishness

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I’ve never been a quitter 
I’ve never been the one to say that I’m a fucking winner
I’m just a fucking sinner
There’s a girl in a dress, and she looks so nice 
Hoping one day maybe that she could be mine 

But that’ll never happen because she don’t wanna be involved
She said I’m so dramatic but I don’t really give a fuck
Oh girl, I think that I’m in love, oh, oh, love
Oh darling, you’re the one I trust, oh, oh, trust
I wonder why you haven’t said that you feel a certain way?
I don’t think I should drag it ‘cause you don’t feel the fucking same
I guess I’ll be here on my way, ay, ay, ay
I guess I’ll finally run away, ay, ay, ay

I guess I’ll finally run away
'Cause you really feel the same
Don’t wanna be the one to fucking shut you down
But I won’t lie you’re not really fun to be around
And there’s this girl that I like
She said that she wanna be friends
She started giving signs that started fucking with my head
I guess that’s how it goes 
And I got used to being alone 
But I’m just growing up, so I don’t know 
I could be wrong, but it don’t really show
I wrap my thoughts around my neck 
I’ll tie a noose, rather be dead 
But I can’t do that, leave my best friend Gwen
But it’ll never happen, no it’ll never happen 
I guess I’ll be alright, ight

But that’ll never happen because she don’t wanna be involved
She said I’m so dramatic but I don’t really give a fuck
Oh girl, I think that I’m in love, oh, oh, love
Oh darling, you’re the one I trust, oh, oh, trust
I wonder why you haven’t said that you feel a certain way?
I don’t think I should drag it ‘cause you don’t feel the fucking same
I guess I’ll be here on my way, ay, ay, ay
I guess I’ll finally run away, ay, ay, ay

I guess I’ll finally run away
'Cause you really feel the same

runaway

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You dissect every part of me, I don’t wanna know 
Hiding, so embarrassing 
Where the fuck do I go? 

Where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 

You’re breaking me down into pieces 
Oh, oh
I wonder what happened last year to me?
Why is no one talking to me? 
Maybe it’s 'cause my own self
But I don’t need no one’s help 
I’m super anxious, darling don’t mistake it
Maybe I could change my ways?
But I don’t really know 
To dissect every part of me, I don’t wanna know 
Hiding, so embarrassing 
Where the fuck do I go? 

Where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know

dissect

(prod. taymxru)
W GANGYTRON @akayaiog
echi:
our conversations end up with our constellations baby i!
never really mean't it back then 
all the things that she said
she'd end up dead

an apparation
feeds my addiction
love's just a fiction
she's my delusion
her words allude him
leads to confusion
gave him a vision
sown my solution

akayai:
you text my phone and say that you miss me
black dye on your lips when you kiss me 
is it real or do you miss the affection
do you miss my aura or do you miss my attention
its complicated what is your motivation
do you really think of me all night
or is it just a way for us to fight 

echi:
our conversations end up with our constellations baby i!
never really mean't it back then 
all the things that she said
she'd end up dead

she must be kidding, right? (feat. akayai)

Produced by Michael Harrison
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Multiply the reasons why I don’t wanna be alive
I’m such a cunt, that’s what you said, but I don’t seem to mind
'Cause we are only human, something you don’t realize 
Girl, we can only try, it’s just apart of life, so

Realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Every day I wonder why you’re never by my side 
I realize that every time it’s always suicide 
And you said I would never change, never change 
But you know it goes either way, either way 
And you always said that I was a jerk 
And I won’t be offended 'cause I know you’re hurt 
I did the best I ever could, ever could
But I was never any good, any good
And my friends said they sober, but I don’t believe them
'Cause they were always older, and I was under them
And I bet when I’m 17, 17 
That it’ll be the end of me, so

I realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Girl, I don’t want any part of this 
But you’ve got my blood stained on your cardigan 
And I did all this, just to fall apart again 
And now I fall again, while you fall for other men 
I realigned the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
You want everything
I gave you every bit of me
Oh I tried, oh I tried 
Oh I tried

dissect

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