if you treat your girl nice? youre a capital S

lyrics:

i'm so low, i don't know
where the times went baby
we could fix this, yea i promise
but you need to stay w me

where are you again?
i cried unto the heavens
cause i haven't heard your voice
i feel it's on a whim
things aren't goin as i've planned
i'm so lost, i need u
but u don't come looking for me
you're out of my grasp when i reach u
and all these other ppl; they cannot be you

i lost u after the war
what are we fighting for?
i thought we'd make it back
but you never came home
now i'm sending letters to your place everyday
thought we'd make it out from the grenades
but i guess not again
still clinging to adrenaline

where are you again?
i cried unto the heavens
cause i haven't heard your voice
i feel it's on a whim
things aren't goin as i've planned
i'm so lost, i need u
but u don't come looking for me
you're out of my grasp when i reach u
and all these other ppl; they cannot be you

cried to the heavens

cried to the heavens (uguwap)

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

Produced by yourstanger & 1jahvi
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I’m terrified, walking all alone 
I walked my path and you walked back home 
And then you wonder why I’m not 
Right by your side when you needed me 
For my whole life, you’ve hated me 
When did that ever change? 
Know you will be the death of me

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

I’m going deeper 
Until I finally reach her
Until I meet the reaper 
She don’t wanna see me either but damn I need her 
I tried to talk, but I’d get shut down 
I close my eyes, and I shut my mouth 
Did you ever want to be with me? 
Girl, did you ever really feel the same?
I know you didn’t for a while
The messages in your mail
Girl, will you ever get back to them? 
Girl, I could never tell
What you meant by that
Girl, you said grow up but I know I can’t
I rendered in my mind
That you were here to waste my time
I can’t take it anymore, girl
Watch my body hit the floor 

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

render

ima stay the same

ima stay the same [p. yourstranger + 1jahvi]

STREAM ON SPOTIFYYYYYYY https://open.spotify.com/track/4Jm5dCdf1Vi1R7UQWef0D7?si=5a7ba87a70394edb
prod yoku

lyrics :3:
[D3MO !]
D D D-
Do you hate me?
(do u?)
C Cause i don't really like you
I think that its crazy
You know i despise you
Everything lately
I knew u were the type to
(type to)
du duh
And its crawling in my skin
(in my skiiiinn)
Everything lately
oh it hurts me from within
Why you think you saved me?
No you didn't do
Nothin' at all
And i do not know where i'm going
Fuck you, fuck you(ooo oo)
And hate me, hate you too(oo oo)
you know about everything you put me through
everything
so much pain
Its okay though
got that halo
later mayb
we can play 
haloo

d d d d
dont forget itt
what u said..
in the end i 
knowww
uuu
meanttt
itttt
its okayyy
yaaa
and i hope that i 
see u agaaaainnnnn

[Return to CHORUSSSS 😱😱]
D D D-
Do you hate me?
(do u?)
C Cause i don't really like you
I think that its crazy
You know i despise you
Everything lately
I knew u were the type to
(type to)
du duh
And its crawling in my skin
(in my skiiiinn)
Everything lately
oh it hurts me from within
Why you think you saved me?
No you didn't do
Nothin' at all
And i do not know where i'm going
Fuck you, fuck you(ooo oo)
And hate me, hate you too(oo oo)
you know about everything you put me through
everything
so much pain
Its okay though
got that halo
later mayb
we can play 
haloo

Crazy! (prod. yoku)

prod by @stonesowavy
lyrics:
I wish I skipped my late night plans
Oh I wish I had like 1 more chance
To tell you what you really meant to me
I’m not sure what to say or how to say it differently

I Hope we see each other another time
Maybe soon cause I've been crying every single night
Or maybe in a different life
Feels like everytime you hit me up
I'm out of time


(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another goddamn night
Paralyzed 

I’m just tryna
(hold on)
And I’ve been tryna 
(hold on)
Baby I can't 
(hold on)
Lately I can't
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another long damn night
Paralyzed

eulogy (outro)

Mix & Master : @deflect888
Produced by : @prodbyliquor
Performed by : @deflect888
{LYRICS}
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)
{VERSE}
i dont really give a fuck your like a stone
call me or forget when im not around
you get fucked up and your so proud
please stop talking man your so loud
man your so loud
please tell the crowd
i dont have time
to say im fine
you keep on talking round by round
your not a queen give me that crown
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)
{VERSE}
cause i dont know what to say now
got back up and went straight down
u aint mad take of that frown
too much shit and i might drown
drown drown drown
too much shit and i might drown
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)

silly song (liquorrr)

lyrics:

[dievanse]

you turned the lights off 
and shared your breath
i hope to god i don't
get obsessed again

i lost all control
it's reflex

go ahead and tear down my defence
get in my head and tell i don't make sense
tell me that you love me at my expense

i'll act like i don't care like i'm indifferent
i'll pretend that i don't know the difference
tell me that you love me at my expense

[Kurtis]

and if your hips dont lie 
u can spend the night 
baby please dont lie 
i dont like that type 

if u want that guy lemme know
no dont tell me that u love me at my expense

im so alone inside my head
no girl i wish we never met
yeah go ahead and leave me now
i know youll leave me for dead

smoked a pack of cigarettes 
on the walk towards my death
i know you wont be around 
i hope you never forget

so just go
no i dont wanna do this shit no more
cause ur so petty and im fuckin 
done

i aint gettin any no missed calls
i dont gotta wonder why

[dievanse]

you turned the lights off 
and shared your breath
i hope to god i don't
get obsessed again

i lost all control
it's reflex

go ahead and tear down my defence
get in my head and tell i don't make sense
tell me that you love me at my expense

i'll act like i don't care like i'm indifferent
i'll pretend that i don't know the difference
tell me that you love me at my expense

At My Expense (ft. kurtis) [drma x qbin]

and so i left you at the front door
and you made me feel so shit about it
and you told me i wouldnt find no one as good as you
now im sitting alone inside my room thinking bout those times when i was next to

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
(ooh)
inside my
inside my
inside my-
i dont think that i really wanna talk anymore
when i think about you all my thoughts go to war
like its draining me mentally
theres never a time were my mind is at ease

(wake up in the mornin and i beg and i plead hopefully this day will end up bettering me, talk about my issues like too much, it always ends up just making a new one)

like baby i dont ever wanna go back
ugh
and were havin issues and its a throwback
and you used to treat me like shit
you said its my fault
well it isnt
ugh
like snakes in the grass were i lie
like all these bitches fake i can see it right in there
eyes
like all they do is make up (makeup) for these stupid ass lies
like all they do is cover up like clouds in the skies

(like clouds in the , like clouds in the , like clouds in the- all i can do is think about-)

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my
(room)

inside my room (p. michael harrison x gavin hadley)

*ALL PLATS* (https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/union6/history)

Produced by @deflect888, @unionha and Retz
Mixed and mastered by me and deflect
Lyrics by me

Tell me why I cannot feel my bones
Break into pieces as you walk out through my door
Oh girl, I cannot say I hate you
But I can clearly say I made you

So go away
I don’t want conversation 
I’m tired, I fucking hate it
Don’t wanna fake how I feel

I’ll tell you from the start
You tore me all apart 
It’s just our history
Hope it’s just you and me
Unlike the twenty other guys 
That you made love to every night 
I feel it in my guts
I think I’ve had enough 

They told me, “Go to therapy”
I told them, “Fuck you, I’ll just leave”
I’ve lost all of my inner peace 
And I’ve been making enemies 
They like to watch you fall
Just like the Berlin Wall
Make money and waste it all 
On their favorite alcohol
Oh, ain’t I fucking lucky
You never fucking loved me
And my ex, that bitch still haunt me 
When I’m dead I hope there’s something 
For you baby
You drive me crazy
I hope you hate me 
I guess that’s it

So I’ll just leave 
I don’t want conversation 
I’m tired, I fucking hate it
Don’t wanna fake how I feel

I’ll tell you from the start
You tore me all apart 
It’s just our history
Hope it’s just you and me
Unlike the twenty other guys 
That you made love to every night 
I feel it in my guts
I think I’ve had enough

history

history [p. deflect, me + prodretz]

prod michael harrison x daniel roland
mixed + mastered by daniel roland

lyrics:
and i keep breaking into these pieces that i cant pick up
i call your phone so many damn times and you still dont pick up
its no-one's fault but mine
i get way too attached
i walk into these woods knowing im never coming back

and i still look for it
i cant keep going forward
and i keep walking towards what can be the end
i got no friends i can talk to about the shit inside my head
and i keep dozing off
woah, i cant stop
mind the drop and you'll meet at the top

chattin my shit
i cannot deal w no losers or bitches
so fuck out my way when im signin my riches
cuz im gettin paid and im goin the distance
so fuck all the lames cuz im standin on business
im a gift to the present, its not even christmas
they leakin my dates, so now everyone pin it
talkin yo shit lil boy, i get vicious

yea i do what i say
yea i do what i do
yea i do what i say
yea i do what i do
yea i do what i say
yea i do what i do
its how i am

do what i say, do what i do, you cannot fw me
do as i say, do as i do, im with my company
i cannot stand these bitches who always go for the cash
spittin the thoughts and the feelings i can when i come on the track

history [p. deflect, me + prodretz]

union*

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