Produced by @siemspark & @yungspoiler
Mixed + mastered by @sheluvsdior, me & @midsxmmr
Lyrics by me & @midsxmmr

I’ll never understand your ways
On why you contemplate
Or why you wanted me
I guess I’ll never know
One, two, three, four
I don’t need you anymore 
Five, six, seven, eight 
I’ll put a bitch right in her place
Oh, right where she belong
Never needed me all along
I’m losing your trust
O-woah

As the lights illuminate 
Oh girl, I wonder why are still here with me
Been two whole years, and darling, you still haven’t changed
Not a bit, oh my mistress 
I need a wrist to slit

Instead of cutting myself
I think I might cut you out 
Because without a doubt 
I know you won't shut your mouth
Losing track of my head
I can't stand your demands
There's nothing more than I would want than your love
But if we keep on falling down we'll end up 
In a rut, dreaming of

Us, as the lights illuminate 
Oh girl, I wonder why are still here with me
Been two whole years, and darling, you still haven’t changed
Not a bit, oh my mistress 
I need a wrist to slit
(As the lights illuminate)
(Oh girl, I wonder why are still here with me)
(Been two whole years, and darling, you still haven’t changed)
(Not a bit, oh my mistress)
I need a wrist to slit

wrist2slit!

wrist2slit

wrist2slit! (w/ midsxmmr) [p. siem spark + yungspoiler]

Produced by michael harrison 
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

This shit to aching, girl I’m running out of options 
I can’t control what I did in the past, I know I hurt you bad
I know I did some shit that made you the way you act

I’ll never be what you want girl I know it
I’m so fucking scared and alone
And all the tears in my eyes, you ignore it
And I’m to fucking cowardly to say
You mean the world to me
Oh, you mean the world to me
To me, uh, to me
To me, hey, hey, hey!

Gun to my head, I wanna die
Girl, I don’t wanna be alive
This shit to much can’t even hide
Girl, I don’t wanna be a lost cause, 'cause I can’t explain it
And you led me here alone in anguish
And we’re not seeing eye to eye and I can’t ever deny
I’ll always love you till then

Even if we are apart 
There’s not a doubt in my mind
I’ll be by you till the end 
I’ll always be by your side
Till the end
Oh my god, no pretend
Even if you aren’t alive, I’ll be here right by your side
You are the love of my life, (But you don’t want me)

I’ll never be what you want girl I know it
I’m so fucking scared and alone
And all the tears in my eyes, you ignore it (You ignore it)
And I’m to fucking cowardly to say (I’m so cowardly to say)
You mean the world to me (You mean the world to me)
Oh, you mean the world to me
To me, uh, to me
To me, hey, hey, hey!

You mean the world to me
You mean the world to me
You mean the world to me
You mean the world to-

render

anguish

anguish [p. michael harrison]

Produced by johnnyfriend
Mix & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You’ve got the whole world inside your palm
I don’t understand why we don’t get along
Do you? (Do you?)
At night, do you ever think about our past?
All of those times I made you sad
'Cause I do ('Cause I do)
My thoughts retracing, my heart keeps racing for you
Do you? (Do you?)

Do you think about me baby?
‘Cause I’ve been thinking about you lately
You’re on my mind without a doubt
Lived west your whole life now you’re going south
￼Now you live in a different location
And nowadays girl, I just can’t take it
I need you now without a doubt
Lived west your whole life now you’re going south

It’s a little complicated oh, girl, I know
But I’m too scared to grow on my own
I’m terrified (terrified)
And the things you say to me, though I got you off your feet
I know I might make it a little worse
But know your place 'cause I know my worth
It’s hard for me to process
I’m out of options, my dear
I’ll be right here for you

My thoughts retracing, my heart keeps racing for you
Oh girl, do you? (Do you?)

Do you think about me baby?
‘Cause I’ve been thinking about you lately
You’re on my mind without a doubt
Lived west your whole life now you’re going south
Now you live in a different location
And nowadays girl, I just can’t take it
I need you now without a doubt
Lived west your whole life now you’re going south

do you?

do you [p. johnnyfriend]

leave with u (prod. okaygloom!)

Produced by yourstanger & 1jahvi
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I’m terrified, walking all alone 
I walked my path and you walked back home 
And then you wonder why I’m not 
Right by your side when you needed me 
For my whole life, you’ve hated me 
When did that ever change? 
Know you will be the death of me

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

I’m going deeper 
Until I finally reach her
Until I meet the reaper 
She don’t wanna see me either but damn I need her 
I tried to talk, but I’d get shut down 
I close my eyes, and I shut my mouth 
Did you ever want to be with me? 
Girl, did you ever really feel the same?
I know you didn’t for a while
The messages in your mail
Girl, will you ever get back to them? 
Girl, I could never tell
What you meant by that
Girl, you said grow up but I know I can’t
I rendered in my mind
That you were here to waste my time
I can’t take it anymore, girl
Watch my body hit the floor 

My bones decay when you’re not around 
I’ve headed west you’re going south 
You asked if I’ll ever change? No
Baby, I’ma stay the same, yuh
You act like I’m the problem 
Girl I tried, but you never wanna 
You didn’t ever feel the same, so 
I’ma stay the fucking same, oh

ima stay the same

ima stay the same [p. yourstranger + 1jahvi]

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

When did it get this fucking lonely?
I try to make it better, but I just made it worse 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it￼
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

I took time to find the good in me
I realized I’m better 6 feet deep
‘Cause all of my friends taking LSD 
For half of their whole life might be good for me
Like who would’ve guessed I’m really not surprised 
They’d probably be better unalive 

My crush don’t like me at least that’s what I think 
I’ve never been the one to take a fucking chance
I guarantee the money that’s been in my hand
Will go to the friends that needed drugs instead 
All my life been supported by no one 
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one 
Been pushing myself away
Can’t even think straight 
Half my friends think that I’m gay 
Although they barely talk to me 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

All my life been supported by no one
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one

acquaintance

Produced by michael harrison 
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You make it complicated 
Your words, can’t speak your language 
Can’t understand a word you say 
I’m more grown up now than I was before 
Spent two years wondering if I should go 
Back here down to Faucher Rd
The only place I know is home

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

You made it obvious on how it was supposed to go 
I walked home, I walked home
I walked home from this, girl you piece of shit
Girl, you played my heart like you played in a bit
Like a comedy sketch, girl who’d knew I’d be next to be with you 
I ain’t got nothing else to lose except my head

I regret everything I said
Cigarette ashes on your bed
Who am I to be the one to talk?
When I don’t know half the shit that you’ve been through 
Because I’m selfish and I can’t help it
Oh girl I’m failing, I’m fucking up
At least I’m self aware 
Oh baby, you don’t care
Just know that I’ll be there
Just know that I’ll be there 

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

selfishness

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You dissect every part of me, I don’t wanna know 
Hiding, so embarrassing 
Where the fuck do I go? 

Where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 

You’re breaking me down into pieces 
Oh, oh
I wonder what happened last year to me?
Why is no one talking to me? 
Maybe it’s 'cause my own self
But I don’t need no one’s help 
I’m super anxious, darling don’t mistake it
Maybe I could change my ways?
But I don’t really know 
To dissect every part of me, I don’t wanna know 
Hiding, so embarrassing 
Where the fuck do I go? 

Where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
Oh, where do I go? 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know 
I don’t wanna know

dissect

my dawg

my dawg w/ pk (sabrr)

Mix & Master : @deflect888
Produced by : @prodbyliquor
Performed by : @deflect888
{LYRICS}
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)
{VERSE}
i dont really give a fuck your like a stone
call me or forget when im not around
you get fucked up and your so proud
please stop talking man your so loud
man your so loud
please tell the crowd
i dont have time
to say im fine
you keep on talking round by round
your not a queen give me that crown
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)
{VERSE}
cause i dont know what to say now
got back up and went straight down
u aint mad take of that frown
too much shit and i might drown
drown drown drown
too much shit and i might drown
{HOOK}
cause i been thinking and i don't really know what to say
don't give no fuck bitch stay around
when i pull up just stay alone
tell all your friends to leave me lone
(x2)

selfishness

union*

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