Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

addict.

Prodcued by legos
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I clawed my way out, hand over hand
Digging into walls just so I could fucking stand
Breathing in the dirt like like I thought it was the sky
Thinking that I’m climbing but it’s all a lie

Each escape just made it worse
Wind in the wound, deepened my curse
Caught my breath but I ain't catch peace
Rested long enough just so I could fucking sink

Never built a bridge, I just carved a ledge
Told myself I’d change but I stayed right on the edge
It ain’t healing when you’re just surviving
Calling it a life but inside you're dying

Auditory agony, please can you be sad with me?
I know I won't ever get my after ever happily
Everything is backwards, everything inverted
Yin Yang, Buster's Mal Heart, I been hurting
Perpetual machine of fucking pain is what I'm turning into

You're the only one that I been into
Please don't try to end us, I'ma end you
I don't really think that I'm the issue
Baby, I just miss you

I don't think that's bad, I don't think that's crazy
I just want back my sweet baby

after ever happily.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I ain't been okay in like a while though
I can't turn it off, all of my thoughts are suicidal
I get so depressed but it's ironic I don't cry though
Don't say you love me, I know that you lying hoe

I call this "music", all I do is whine though
Everything I do is stupid, no point in trying so
I give in, gave you everything I had
You're with him, I just wish I had you back

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I KNOW
NOT OKAY BUT I'LL SAY I'M FINE THOUGH
I'M AFRAID THAT WE'RE PAST OUR FINAL HOUR
I SHOULD LEARN TO LET GO BUT I'M HONESTLY A COWARD
I DON'T WANNA FEEL THE LOVE UNLESS THE LOVE IS OURS
LAYING IN MY BED BEEN UP FOR 24 HOURS
COME BACK BABY, WON'T YOU SAVE ME?

I ain't been okay in like a while though
I can't turn it off, all of my thoughts are suicidal
I get so depressed but it's ironic I don't cry though
Don't say you love me, I know that you lying hoe

I call this "music", all I do is whine though
Everything I do is stupid, no point in trying so
I give in, gave you everything I had
You're with him, I just wish I had you back

sorrow serenade.

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

fuck you bitch 
you can suck a dick
if you want me back then you can make a wish
cause your fucking dumb if you think i would miss
somebody's face that makes me fucking sick
i held your hand and you cut my wrist
you bled me out until the final drip
now i sit alone and with a fire lit
with the remnant of revenant

swervin in the car and the car wont stop
break my legs and pierce my heart
shattered spine with a fractured jaw
i done felt worse when she tore apart

h e a r t 
she made me crazy
blood on my Mercedes
i just don't wanna see

burn my eyeballs
go and grab a match dear
light a candle
spread the wax around here
you fucking psycho
homicidal
mutilate me, no revival

bitch played me like a new cd
so i shot that bitch, may she rest in peace
there's no crime scene, yeah i did it clean
i saved some lives, she would watch you bleed
and abandon
just to get blood on her diamonds
she's worse than you could imagine
worse than you could imagine

candle wax

adorer.

Lyrics

Baby, tell me what you need, I'll do anything for you
Hope you know I'll never leave cause we're one heart that's split in two
Said it once in twin flame, I miss your face, can't say your name
It makes me break, I lost my mind when you said bye, bitch who's that guy?

Please don't tell another lie
Already know what you did
Do you remember the night you said you were gonna pick me up but you let me down?
Baby, please pick up, girl, I need you now

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I'm a lost and lonely soul, I don't know where I should go
Everything I felt for you, I won't feel for another soul
"Hey, unknxwn. all of these songs about this girl are getting old
And all the songs that you post now don't sound like what you made before"

I guess it's good that I don't care, I never did and never will
I can only take advice from someone that knows how I feel...
And I'm the only one that knows how I feel
Don't say you feel me cause you don't cause you ain't here

Baby, tell me what you need, I'll do anything for you
Hope you know I'll never leave cause we're one heart that's split in two
Said it once in twin flame, I miss your face, can't say your name
It makes me break, I lost my mind when you said bye, bitch who's that guy?

Please don't tell another lie
Already know what you did
Do you remember the night you said you were gonna pick me up but you let me down?
Baby, please pick up, girl, I need you now

1 heart split in 2.

unknxwn.