Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

heartless.

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Lyrics

dear me,
love,
you

Lost in thought, I'm lost a lot
But if you ask I'll say I'm not
I never cared for fucking help
Cause no one really fucking cares

I'm not excused, I do it too
Cause what the fuck we supposed to do
When all we learned at every turn
Was people just like using you?

I know the feeling that you get when you just wanna scream
But you don't cause you don't want the ones around you to believe
That what you need is mental help when that's not what you fucking need
What you need is fucking love but all you have is fucking drugs

I don't wanna talk so I just sing behind a fucking screen
Yeah we both speak English but you can't distinguish what I mean
There's a barrier thats heavier than Earth that's in between
You and me and it just fucking hurts that you ain't hearing me

If not for music, I would not be where I am today
I'm still not where I wanna be but where I was I'm far away
I met this girl, I'm thankful she stuck by my side along the way
This line right here don't fit the song, it's just to say I love you babe

Now can y'all stop sayin' that I only talk about the bad?
I can talk about the good but that's not where my talent's at
I turn broken pieces into art for broken people
So they know that there's some good inside when all they feel is evil

detmer, garrett

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dearmeloveyou. | Produced by miercoles

Long Time

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Trap Hustle Mix,Trap Grind Mix 2025 TRAP MIX VOL 2224 - STREET VIBES

Lyrics

Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for new hope
I'ma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow

Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Kobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste

You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair

Bitch you ain't real nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold
Till I'm dead and I'm growing mold

Scars on my heart you can't see
The one I need you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed?
My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this

Why would you hurt me for nothing?
I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing
I lost my way cause I made you my compass

This is a poem for you my love
The thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above
Just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust

You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not
Picking pedals off a flower under the moon is all I really got

Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that

a love letter. | Produced by unknxwn.

Lyrics

I don't like the way I feel when I'm alone without you here
All I do is scream for help but I don't think you ever hear
Hate inside my veins everyday that you're away 
And I don't feel the same, I just wanna see your face

I wanna get so fucked up right now but I'm really trying not to go that route
I can't even lie I really miss your touch now, I really wish you'd come back now
I don't see the point of going on without you
I get so annoyed when I wake up without you here

I feel like ice
My skin so cold
I miss those nights
You'd hold me close

My voice breaks and cracks when I talk to you now 
I don't think we'll get back when you were still around 
I hate that fucking song where I sampled your laugh
Because it really shows you laugh at me when I'm down

I have so much more love than I would ever show 
And I did so damn much that you will never know
And it was all for you but you're a fucking ghost 
I'm glad we're fucking through but I don't really know

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agony. (unwritten) | Produced by nicasso

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

SOBER! | Produced by ERLAX

@xweepings

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, god damn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

| weepings |

Fighting every night
hate the silence so I write out
all of these songs everyday
my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of
love, it was good while it lasted
tilt back the bottle, get blasted 
you was fake, made outta plastic
eating through my heart like acid

but I don't know what I'd do without you
the world is so dark but you lighten my hue
ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do, seeing right thru that
show me just a sign
a single pleading line
so I don't turn my back on you

fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
walk in the snowfall
after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall
my life a freefall now
decline all these calls
walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out

broken bonds. (feat. weepings) | Produced by 16preme

Lyrics

Feel like I'm in love again
Baby hold me close again
I don't wanna drift away
I don't wanna leave so can you stay?

Abused emotionally
You don't seem broken to me
I won't do you like your last
Walk with me now, don't think about the past

I'll keep warm, I'll hold you in my arms
It's okay if you're torn because I am
Like a rose and thorns you don't mean any harm
You're just protecting the love that you still have

I want you to know that I get it
It's fine if you're not, there's no need to pretend it
I want it all, don't hold any back
It's fine if you fall, cause I got yo back

I'ma do it right this time
I wanna know you, show me what's inside
I'll learn to love you in all of the kinds
I've waited for you before you were mine

I still regret what I did in december
I crossed the line when I wished I could kiss her
It wasn't worth it but I knew that
I was just hurting so fucking bad

I'm so sorry, I broke trust
No one could stop me, made my mind up
I broke glass I shouldn't of touched
I trashed all that I had built up

Became what I hated for ages
I wasn't me, I was part of the taken
But I forgive the one who hurt me
I'll never give anyone that power over me