sad songs that aren't on Spotify

I'm sad

💟

PINK SPOTS

Danny listen to this

shit

OMFG (prod. nedarb)

XXXTENTACION - Tight Rope (Ft. Scott James)#RipX

xxxtentacion - run

Gustav Ahr's Album

Lil Tracy & Lil Peep - Past the Castle Walls (Prod. Charlie Shuffler)

🔻 ребя... ебаните по-братски лайков на свежий микс  🔻
soundcloud.com/therotwicetwo/ya-x-x8
🔺 guys... put some likes on this mix plz  🔺

lil peep ▸ nothing to you / яʀᴇᴡɪɴᴆ ʀᴇ:ᴇᴅɪᴛ

why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer w/ 9TAILS (prod. eel)

why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer

im scared to fall in love again
last time i lost myself and changed
im scared to trust someone again
last time my heart broke in vain

she cut her wrist and blamed on me
i dont think my heart can bear the pain
i could tell that her friends put the blame on me
nobody knows that i treated her like a queen

you can go and keep telling lies
imma move on and break ties
im still young uh living life
im still young uh tryna survive

imma go houdini imma disappear like poof
why u gotta be like that and cheat on me, here's proof
i got screenshots in my photos if that bih done goof
she gon' make lies, she gon' make lies, listen to the two sides two sides of the story
she said she needs money, she said she is hungry
so i sold my sony, so i sent her money
but she gon' spend it on a henny

why... why???
why you tryna hit my line up
why you tryna waste my time now
text me ill curve that bih
cos i don't deserve this

everyone thinks that im the bad guy
just cause im a dude doesn't mean im a bad one


she's gon' pass my eyes
cos love made me blind
she's gon' waste my time
cos love made me dumb
im so done with you uh,
im so done with fools uh
im so done with youu yea

I'm Scared To Fall In Love

"black jeans" - Lil Wiz (Prod. Xtravulous)

Stream - Trippy Dummy 

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thatboyelly/

Trippie Dummy

*MUSIC VIDEO*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lwOm1I5RUi0

Instagram @itslilwiz
Snapchat @itslilwiz
Twitter @itslilwiz

suicide notes

@ivrii

Lyrics

Lost thoughts in my head, I might slip up again
I might say the wrong thing, I wish it was the end
The reaper is reaching, my life force is leaking
I'm shaking and freaking out cause I know you don't need me

You promised that you'd never leave me
I told you this wouldn't be easy
I gave you my heart
When you gave it back, it wasn't beating

Now I'm dead again, putting my faith in the meds again
Taking whatever they recommend, I need a stronger sedative
Don't even ask, I'm not alright, I really do not wanna fight
No, not tonight, I would rather die

Than to live in this world with the way that I feel
I miss the old days, when everything was okay

Why can't I be okay?
Why can't I just feel good?
Slipping back to old ways
Just to fucking feel good
I'm a fucking waste of space
Never did a thing good
Music is the only way
I can let this shit out
I don't like to open up
It's not like you can help out
I tried to let a person in
Look how that shit turned out
Fucking up my lungs again
Smoke until I burnout
Lesson wasn't learned before
Lesson won't be learned now

spotify.

sedative. (w/ ivri) | Produced by ocean

Video:


Lyric:
https://genius.com/Lil-wiz-cut-too-deep-lyrics

Instagram: 
https://www.instagram.com/itslilwiz/?hl=pl

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/itslilwiz

cut too deep (prod. Blade901)

LONER

JUMEX- ALIVE IN MY COFFIN

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

instagram @itslilwiz
lyric
https://genius.com/Lil-wiz-leave-you-lyrics

Leave You (prod instinct)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

"𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕨𝕠"

Fuck, I want u back in my arms :(

cover art credit: https://www.instagram.com/exchoess/?hl=en
_____________________________________________________________
lyrics:

[intro]
Tonight last night, we gotta make it special
but girl there ain't no pressure
hold your heart so gentle
I just wanna chill with you
It's ripping my heart in two
fuck it i'm coming through
like right from the start I knew

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[verse]
I want to be with you
I might need a tissue
cause when you'll be gone I will so fucking miss you
I wish I did kiss you 
but anxiety in my brain could not let me
please do not forget me
you really do get me
so please girl just let me
look at the stars tonight and point out to you all the cool constellations
we going far tonight your beauty a 10; matched by our conversations
I really do like this girl, would take her forever with no hesitations
we're stuck in this stupid world but all of it seems worth it for our obligations

[bridge]
don't want a broken heart again
i'll hold you in my arms till then

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[outro]
tonight last night we gotta make it special
but I just made this song instead, i'm feeling sentimental

I wish you were here [prod. Ellit]

without u (prod: sketchmyname)

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

follow up to the yellow hears ep from january
on all streaming services oct 26th

am i perfect yet? w/ tyler white

Download Now! 

https://Empire.lnk.to/CDreams

Download Now!

Damn, she just broke up w/ me

guccihighwaters - blue

You my moon, you my stars, you my sky at night
You the fire in my heart, keep me burning bright
Hold me close, in the cold, cause you all mine
Got my heart, make it quake like a fault line

Ooh, you know im living like i wanna do
Got my girlie in my arms, im coming up, she know it too
Piling all this money i got bands and then i roll it dude
Chillin on the couch im countin racks boy you know what it do

Ooh, i got some fans and they love me, im running all the way to sunny California with money, im tuckin hunnid dollar bills inside my pants while im hungry, ill never be complacent cuz im always searching for something, yeah

hit the road, get on board, cuz we comin up
got some drip, got some Ks, but its not enough
got my girl, by my side, and she keep me loved
throwin bills, catchin dubs, while i run it up

Throwin bills, throwin bills yah
While I run it up

Feelin sunny on a mountain top
Gettin money like i cant be stopped
Makin bangers like im finna drop
Keep it going cuz Ill never stop
Yah lil homie you know what it do
Got my baddie i aint share wit you
She my girlie yeah she be my boo
She my ride or die she love me too

(November seventh, you hit my phone
You stole my heart and, gave it a home
I'm doin good now, but you been know
Cause you my moon now, im in your glow)

All i got is my words
And all i want is to learn
All these rappers absurd
All they want is to turn

All they boring little songs into a mountain of clout
Never ever cared about the music they speak about
So ima keep it to myself but let them words all come out
Cuz im just tryna keep it real so i been speakin it loud, ooh

Find me in the stu you know im staying on my grind
Im writing every single day to get it off my mind
Im spittin bars and writing hooks i do it all the time
Im being me you see and me i can not be defined

Ayy, i run this show on my own yeah
But then i pick up the phone yeah
I tell my girl to come home yeah
Cause now we're never alone yeah

November7

i hope everyone has been well, and i appreciate every one of you who has taken some time out of their day to listen to the dusker project. i have been thinking lately about what lies ahead for dusker, and due to a lot of feedback and some cool opportunities, (playing some live shows in 2020) i have decided to try and put a lot more time and effort into this project. i already have a three track ep done full of my best ambient material (this song is a scrap from it)which i am planning to ship around to some small ambient labels in hopes of a small physical release. if anyone knows any labels who you think would enjoy this kinda material just let me know! i'm willing to be very generous on physical splits. i am also planning on getting some of this material up on spotify and bandcamp soon, and i'm gonna start posting some little snippets and stuff on my newly transformed harvest/dusker instagram -> instagram.com/harvestdusker 
anyways that's enough rambling, if anyone wants to make some tunes or anything let me know! and if you need to contact me it would be a lot easier to reach me through my email hrvestmusic@gmail.com or my dm's on my @harvest account. peace!

falling, falling, falling (read desc.)

original: https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc/dont-wanna-hide-u

don't wanna hide u (gamvae flip)

Lyrics

Off it to stop it, I lost it
You wanna save me but I want a coffin
You should approach me with caution
We've all got a line but I like to cross it

That door is bad but I knock it
The world's in my hands, I'ma drop it
This pill in my hand I'ma pop it
This pain that I feel I can't stop it

Heart's in a cage, need a locksmith
There ain't a second I go that I'm not pissed
If I give a fuck there's a plot twist
Cause so many fucks I do not give

There's so much to life I do not get
I'm in love with a girl that I'm not with
Life is a puzzle and I do not fit
I need a miracale, I'm out of options

Feels like I don't have a purpose, I'm worthless
If you could see through the curtains, I'm hurting
Songs are not fun, I mean every line I'm wording
I'm sorry mom, I didn't mean to be a burden

burden. | Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

unknxwn.