Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

curse.

Lyrics

I say I hate you but I won't let you go
I say I hate you but you still in my phone
I say I hate you, I say I hate you..
I say I hate you but in my heart, I don't
I say I hate you but girl we both damn know that I still want you
Baby, why you hurt me? Baby, where you run too?
Baby, don't desert me
Baby girl, I need you
Why you do me like that?
Everything I gave to you but you won't give me...
You won't give me all that, you won't even call back
You're all that I care about, I'm about to air it out
I cry into silence but I swear you gone hear me out
I'm not even violent but you know how to bring it out
You know to get me to open up, touch my heart, and just go rip it out

*auditory agony*

Dear mе, love you
What did I turn into?
Don't recognize my rеflection
I hate what I've succumbed to

*auditory agony*

auditory agony.

Produced by fowni x jaysset 

Lyrics

Bite my teeth and I clinch my fist
I tried hard but I couldn't resist
Miss your lips, girl I miss your kiss
Really wish that I could but can't get out my head

Fuck waking up, I can't get out my bed
Told you to stay but you left me instead
Wish I knew what I should do
I talk to her and pretend that she's you

Told you before, I'm delusional
You treat me so ugly but you're beautiful
Found you again what you moving for?
You won't escape me until you're a corpse

Keep fucking with me and I'll expedite it
If it makes you feel safer then go ahead, change your name
But I swear that I'll still find it
If you stayed then I wouldn't be like this

Don't try to say that this ain't your fault
You coulda saved me but you said fuck off
Tasted your love, baby I need it all
My head is spiraling and it won't stop

It never will because you won't come back to me
Won't ever be enough for you but you were already enough for me

Bite my teeth and I clinch my fist
I tried hard but I couldn't resist
Miss your lips, girl I miss your kiss
Really wish that I could but can't get out my head

Fuck waking up, I can't get out my bed
Told you to stay but you left me instead
Wish I knew what I should do
I talk to her and pretend that she's you

if you stayed then i wouldn't be like this.

let me know if this is even any good, i genuinely find it really hard to find joy in my music anymore

produced by aki

lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted

lucks up 
see that weed smoke
in the air, i dont care
i just spit my shit in my room
underwear 
on the floor
cuz we just fucked
i still smell your hair 
in my lair
beanie dropped a song and now hes gone to where
gone to hell
yeah im a wizard bitch im runnin out of mana cuz im castin all these spells 
i might fuck around and drop a song and disappear to hell
i might smoke a blunt
fuck a bitch
then i might kill myself

i got molly all on my dinner plate
pull the trigger, i been afraid
pull the mask off, show the face 
take the pill cuz i been insane
put me down cuz i been up and i been down now im stuck awake 
so just pull the trigger just

lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted
lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted

tone deaf (aki)

Produced by clk

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel, don't tell me that you understand
Most of these people ain't real, just a machine that look like a man
Most of these people don't think, most of these people programmed
Most of these people ain't woke, they just sound good when they get on that 'gram

You heard that voice in the back of yo head
Why the fuck didn't you turn around?
And it hurts cause you know that they heard what you said but they care about how it sound
And you know they gone call you crazy, know they gone call you weird
Some people ain't worth saving, you can scream but they won't hear

cold crescendo.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

You wanna perform, I wanna be okay
You just making songs, I'm just letting out my heartache
I got me some numbers, don't they love to see it?
But behind this screen all that bullshit doesn't mean shit

When I still wanna kill myself
One day I'ma kill myself
I don't need fresh air, I need my last breath
Don't cry, I know you don't care

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

tragic tone.

Produced by diemadeway x krovarxiv

Lyrics

Said every word that I possibly can
Guess that I won't ever heal and I tried to be good but I really don't think that I can

"ken, i fucking hate you"

I don't care about shit, they don't care about ken
She told me she got a man but I'm still in her pants, like bitch I don't care about him

Honestly I don't even care about her
Made up my mind but I'm still not sure
My only opp myself, might off myself
Fuck around put myself on a shirt

Can't get better but I can get worse
I done tried everything, still ain't work
I ain't even hurting no more, just god damn numb
I don't know what I've become

I don't what I am, I don't know what I should do
It don't matter which way I go, I'ma be wrong with whatever I choose
I guess somebody's gotta fail and I guess that it's gonna be me
I never even felt real, I don't really care if I leave

You ain't gotta act like you care about me, I ain't gone act like I care about you
This ain't an act, I don't care about streams
This where I go when I don't know what to do
Not a performer, I do not care what you think about me cause I am what I am

I watched a movie and tattooed "detmer, garrett" on my arm

There ain't shit you could say that could cause me harm
I made a halo out of my horns
Already told you it's darker than black
I ain't stuck in the rain, bitch I'm stuck in a storm

Every line, no lie
I'm not alive, I'm just waiting to die
Death is the ticket I'm waiting to buy
Don't even ask, I ain't telling you why

Heartbroken harmony, why she ain't calling me?
My love life kinda like the economy, I need a lot but I ain't got enough
Tried to move on but I think I'm stuck
You is not her, I don't want your love
Told me you cared but I called your bluff
I wasn't worth it, I'm not enough

Clock keep spinnin' but I'm stuck in place
Wish I could vanish and leave no trace
Hurting inside but a smile on my face
No one knows what I hold inside
I don't like my head, want a hole in mine
I need a hand, can you hold mine?
You been the problem the whole time

heartbroken harmony.

hi guys welcome to my first album (uploaded over a year late to soundcloud)