Lyrics

Novana no nirvana
Blowing up, feel like osama
I might need to chill, I might trigger someone trauma
I swear that this shit is way too easy, feel like gunna

I'ma loner, I'ma lost cause, I'ma mess
Wanna hold her, baby can you call me again?
I'ma soldier, y'all don't even know that's what I meant
Like a boulder, I'ma go through anything that's in

My path, on a road of being what I know
I can, learning to let go of all the things I can't
Keep in my control, like a buddhist
I don't wanna feel like I'ma lose it

I ain't have shit, all I had was music
Ain't a tactic, no you cannot do this
Think I'm magic, abra cadabra
I ain't ever lose her, I ain't ever have her

How can you lose what you ain't ever had?

How do you all of fucking that?
Making all these different genres, still ain't sounding bad
I don't really even wanna, I feel like it calls me
Put myself into this shit so much, I think I lost me

That's why I need it, it let me hold on
When I feel like shit, when I do not wanna go on
When I feel like this, no single thought inside my head
I'm in the abyss, I'm not alive, not dead

I've always existed, this is just the body I'm in now
Time's no longer ticking, I'm in bliss, I know there's only now

I don't know why it took me so long
To know why me no like people
Most not alive and most rather cry
Than get off they're ass and stop all the lies

I do not like that, I gotta keep on
Taking my life back till I can't keep on
With every breath in my body I will
Do, be, feel anything that I will

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