Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

Lyrics

Novana no nirvana
Blowing up, feel like osama
I might need to chill, I might trigger someone trauma
I swear that this shit is way too easy, feel like gunna

I'ma loner, I'ma lost cause, I'ma mess
Wanna hold her, baby can you call me again?
I'ma soldier, y'all don't even know that's what I meant
Like a boulder, I'ma go through anything that's in

My path, on a road of being what I know
I can, learning to let go of all the things I can't
Keep in my control, like a buddhist
I don't wanna feel like I'ma lose it

I ain't have shit, all I had was music
Ain't a tactic, no you cannot do this
Think I'm magic, abra cadabra
I ain't ever lose her, I ain't ever have her

How can you lose what you ain't ever had?

How do you all of fucking that?
Making all these different genres, still ain't sounding bad
I don't really even wanna, I feel like it calls me
Put myself into this shit so much, I think I lost me

That's why I need it, it let me hold on
When I feel like shit, when I do not wanna go on
When I feel like this, no single thought inside my head
I'm in the abyss, I'm not alive, not dead

I've always existed, this is just the body I'm in now
Time's no longer ticking, I'm in bliss, I know there's only now

I don't know why it took me so long
To know why me no like people
Most not alive and most rather cry
Than get off they're ass and stop all the lies

I do not like that, I gotta keep on
Taking my life back till I can't keep on
With every breath in my body I will
Do, be, feel anything that I will

dosvana. | Produced by monoxide

Lyrics

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I

Shit isn't as hard to get over
As I be making it, got a disorder
You cross a line then I'm crossing a border
If pain was a tangible thing, I'm a hoarder

They be like "This niggah fire"
Preaching as they sing along like a choir
This shit too easy, don't even get tired
Not on drugs no more but I still feel wired

Losing my patience with all this
Bullshit I hate it, this life is an option
Love's in the air, I thought it was a toxin
I started finding myself when I lost it

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I (x2)

me, myself & i. | Produced by jewelerbeats

when the sun sets

Track 2 - Unrequited Love
from Dawsy's second studio album, self-titled "Dawsy"
BANDBOY Records 2025

Unrequited Love

[+] where did your love go? i'm searching the whole globe..
* prod by @vaegud & @hxrxkiller *

special s/o to @pinkcig he bodied this hoe <3

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
she just want revenge,
well i dont got the time
i think i'm depressed,
but then again nevermind
used to want a benz,
well it dont matter if i die
face it when im stressed,
just to keep her off my mind

[bridge:]
she just want my bands and i know this
you been on my mind let me focus
yah i been on fire like my flow is
yah i been missing u thats why i wrote this

[verse: pink cig]
bad lil bitch up on my mind, thats why im tryna forget shit
smokin the best shit, i dont got time if you lookin for vengeance
i dont regret shit
you did what you did so i did what was destined
oh how the days go by
baby the pain dont die
all the shit that i said fucked up
baby the drank dont lie so i dont lie often
hope be draining, face pulsating,
percocet im poppin

follow ✦pink cig✦

revenge ft. pink cig (prod. vaegud+hxrxkiller)

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Instagram: www.instagram.com/bornherobeats
Soundcloud: @bornhero
Twitter: www.twitter.com/bornherobeats

Art By: RIP2_Klasse14

Lyrics
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Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

Nowadays I don't get the point of anything at all
I've been looking down the chasm for some hope but I just fall
I've been looking for some friends to talk to, they ignore my calls
You'd swear they'd think I'd never make it that I just don't got the gall

Yeah, Say they care but then they say I'm doing just fine
Call me on my phone, why the fuck would I pick up the line?
I could'a killed myself some years ago but then where's all the thrill?
In the future stacking bills, in my will, write that everybody's pockets who doubted me should be filled
And the hole where their heart should be let it be filled with guilt, they'll only understand what they've lost, on the day I'm killed

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while 

Yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while  

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

What's The Point?

iTunes

What's The Point? [Prod. Born Hero]

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Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking