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Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

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Lyrics
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It breaks my heart
knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I took my car on a night ride
But the street lights won't tell you when it ends
Tell you when it ends
'Cause I've been driving for a while
And the gaslight just keeps on flashing red
Keeps on flashing red
While my head's spinning libel
A hand on the bible I swear to god I hope he strikes me dead
Because I ain't changed from who I am
Hard drugs next to empty cans
And scriptures as diaries of torment penned in lead

And I took my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell you when it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

A face in the crowd
Pick me out
Hear my name
Say it aloud
You'll only know me when I ain't sober
Or maybe once if I'm a little hungover
See you 'round
'Round this town
Get to learn me
My ups and downs
You've only known me since last October
Still naïve but just a little bit older
Who's to blame
Naming names
The more it changes
It stays the same
And our investigation patience
Doesn't grow it only wanes
In this game
That we play
Pointing fingers
Like an array
It just keeps testing my agency
'Till it fades like tears in rain

It's hard
Knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights only tell you if it ends
Tell me if it ends

And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell me if it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

Night Ride

Night Ride [Prod. Splashgvng]

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

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"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

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Art By: RIP2_Klasse14

Lyrics
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Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

Nowadays I don't get the point of anything at all
I've been looking down the chasm for some hope but I just fall
I've been looking for some friends to talk to, they ignore my calls
You'd swear they'd think I'd never make it that I just don't got the gall

Yeah, Say they care but then they say I'm doing just fine
Call me on my phone, why the fuck would I pick up the line?
I could'a killed myself some years ago but then where's all the thrill?
In the future stacking bills, in my will, write that everybody's pockets who doubted me should be filled
And the hole where their heart should be let it be filled with guilt, they'll only understand what they've lost, on the day I'm killed

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while 

Yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while  

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

What's The Point?

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What's The Point? [Prod. Born Hero]

girlinblack IG @HARDLYLUVD

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

she doesn't wanna miss me (but she does)

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

@xweepings

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, god damn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

| weepings |

Fighting every night
hate the silence so I write out
all of these songs everyday
my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of
love, it was good while it lasted
tilt back the bottle, get blasted 
you was fake, made outta plastic
eating through my heart like acid

but I don't know what I'd do without you
the world is so dark but you lighten my hue
ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do, seeing right thru that
show me just a sign
a single pleading line
so I don't turn my back on you

fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
walk in the snowfall
after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall
my life a freefall now
decline all these calls
walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out

broken bonds. (feat. weepings) | Produced by 16preme

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Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

weepings

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