Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Produced by flower x nihil2free

Lyrics

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

I can't let you go, I won't even lie
Don't know how to cope when you're not beside me
I love you so much, I can't explain
You don't give a fuck always leaving me in pain

I love you to death, I don't care about my life
I'll always be there even if you isn't mine
I know you don't care though, you gone do me wrong
Fuck this isn't fair bro, I loved her all along

I don't wanna leave, you don't wanna stay
One of us can't win and I know isn't me
You ain't gotta do me like that
What the fuck I ever do for you to treat me like that?

You don't understand, I'm misunderstood
Every thing is bad, I ain't ever feeling good
I don't wanna play these games no more
You told me you needed space but you just wanna hoe more

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

reaper.

Produced by wowthissouzi x jxzxxd

Lyrics

I try to talk but it never comes out right
Don't like the thoughts that I got inside my mind
I wanna call but you won't pick up the line
I swear I try to treat you right but you just always wanna fight

Baby I don't like that
Hit you up but you ain't wanna type back
I ain't ever think that you was like that
What I gave you I will never give that to anyone again

"Why don't you make songs to spread love?" I ain't got none
"If you made a song that sounds like this then you would blow up"
Shut the fuck up, fuck y'all, you can really fuck off
Fuck that, don't wanna go viral for no dumb track

Cause I don't need that
All I need is her and she won't be back
Ever again, won't be better again
Gave her all that I had, ain't got shit left to give

I try to talk but it never comes out right
Don't like the thoughts that I got inside my mind
I wanna call but you won't pick up the line
I swear I try to treat you right but you just always wanna fight

Baby I don't like that
Hit you up but you ain't wanna type back
I ain't ever think that you was like that
What I gave you I will never give that to anyone again

IDLT!

Produced by kledyy x wowthissouzi 

Lyrics

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do wrong? How do I move on?
Where did that girl go? I ain't have no one
I needed someone to save me
Here's my heart, don't break it, don't think I can take it

"Ken, are you okay?" Hell nah bitch I'm faking
Fuck all of these songs, please don't tell me I'm amazing
Your words stuck to me like a tattoo
I wish I could call you, I wish I could ask you
What did I do?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

what did i do?

Produced by metlast x luffy

Lyrics

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I won't ever get
Better than what I am right now, baby girl you heaven sent
Told me that you're here for me but I don't see no evidence
Graveyardwraith, I don't open up I'm reticent

I slept better with the false belief that you had loved me
Always tried my best for you, you made it look so easy
Why do I still call knowing you won't ever answer?
Staring from the window that my bloody hands have shattered

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

graveyardwraith.

slumber.

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Produced by kledyy

This song carries a deep emotional weight, capturing themes of identity, longing, self-conflict, and inner turmoil. It’s a powerful piece but it’s important to note that it represents a past version of myself that was caught in double-mindedness and seeking validation through relationships, identities, and external recognition.

The lyrics reveal a struggle with self-identity and fractured personas. I express the pain of trying to reconcile different parts of myself—Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, and unknxwn.—and the longing for someone’s love and acceptance.

From a faith perspective, this could serve as a testimony of how God’s love has provided me with the wholeness and purpose I was searching for through those identities.

Identity:

“Ken is my name but I’m not who he is” reflects the disconnect you felt from your true self.

Biblical truth:

God created you with purpose, and your identity is ultimately rooted in Him.

“I have called you by name; you are mine.” (Isaiah 43:1)

Love and Longing:

“Wish you would tell me you love me, you won’t” expresses a deep yearning for love and acceptance.

Biblical truth: 

God’s love is unconditional and fills the void that no human relationship can.

“The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: ‘I have loved you with an everlasting love.’” (Jeremiah 31:3)

Inner Conflict:

“Garrett told Detmer to unhand me” and “I’m not alive, I’m an echo” capture the battle between the parts of yourself and a sense of emptiness.

Biblical truth:

True peace comes from surrendering all parts of yourself to God.

“A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.” (James 1:8)

Lyrics

Wish you would tell me you love me, you won't
You won't say that till the day that I die
I really wish I was who you'd want
You're in my heart but I'm out of my mind

They hear this shit and they think that I'm...
Can't even say what they thinking
I'm the only that could ever understand me
Garrett told Detmer to unhand me

I'm in a place that I can't leave
Wish that I was but I can't be who that girl want
Why can't she see?
Everything that she did, does, will mean to me

I need her bad, I can't let go
Gave her my heart but where that go?
I'm not alive, I'm an echo
I got unlimited songs like eckō

Why you leave me on my own?
I need you more than I need my own breath in my body
Cause what is it worth
If you're not the one that I'm spending it on?

Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn.
They came to save me when I was alone
Nobody else did, nobody else will
Nobody on earth will know the pain I feel

Guess I'll explain it again, Ken is my name but I'm not who he is
Detmer is all of the things that he hid, Garrett just wanna make peace and amend
Qayin don't really care who he is, he gone be cool with whoever he with
unknxwn. is an alias we only use it when tryna be confident but we be faking it

Don't call me crazy, I'm not, I make sense to myself and that's all that I got
Cause what's it all matter if what really matters to me is not what I say I believe?
So find out what matters to you & don't ever let it be moved
And don't ever let it get lost, cause you only get one and that's all

Wish you would tell me you love me, you won't
You won't say that till the day that I die
I really wish I was who you'd want
You're in my heart but I'm out of my mind

They hear this shit and they think that I'm...
Can't even say what they thinking
I'm the only that could ever understand me
Garrett told Detmer to unhand me

I'm in a place that I can't leave
Wish that I was but I can't be who that girl want
Why can't she see?
Everything that she did, does, will mean to me

I need her bad, I can't let go
Gave her my heart but where that go?
I'm not alive, I'm an echo
I got unlimited songs like eckō

ken is my name but I'm not who he is.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

Niet Gewend

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