Lyrics

Felt the love for a bit then I lost that
Was on the path for a sec then I lost track
Not alive inside, yeah I got death
Smoke in my lungs, I don't breathe this is not breath

Not great, not a goat and I'm not next
Want to so bad but I'll not text
I'm a bore, you don't wanna be around me
SOS ship sunk I'm drowning

I got h a t e in me
Everyone I'm not I envy
I don't need your fucking pity
Wanna help? Just fucking end me

I might help myself and fly off
Of the bridge that I just caught sight of
Did I do you wrong? I might of
Did I love at all? Well kinda

I can't put this shit in words but it fucking hurts
How the fuck did I get worse? Am I really cursed?
I just wanna be in dirt, put me in the earth
Leave myself murked if I'm too turnt

Wake up in the same old cylce
How's life right now? It's lipo
If I write a happy song it's a typo
Tryna find death like moth at a lightpole

I don't know if I wrote that correct
I don't care right now so fuck that
I don't know why I get so sad
Fuck bands, fuck cash, I want toe tags

I got h a t e in me
Everyone I'm not I envy
I don't need your fucking pity
Wanna help? Just fucking end me

I might help myself and fly off
Of the bridge that I just caught sight of
Did I do you wrong? I might of
Did I love at all? Well kinda

HATE. | Produced by kubsy

Lyrics

I see shadows on the wall
She tripped me up, no I ain't fall
She don't even hit me up but all I want's a fucking call
I be sitting in my pain
Tryna get out of my brain
I don't have a fucking name
Why everybody just the same?
As that bitch I fucking hate
I say her name, sometimes I scream
I don't know what I should do
And I don't know who I should be
Making songs about some shit I went through fucking years ago
Man my heart so fucking cold I think I'm stuck inside the snow
Can't erase the shit I saw
She did me so fucking wrong
I can't get it out my head so I'ma make a fucking song
But it's so fucking fucked up
Now I'm listening to this
All I do is fucking cry and all I feel is fucking pissed
I been staring at the wall
Wanna throw my fist into it
Once again don't know what to do
Man I been fucking going through it

shadows. (unwritten/snippet) | Produced by greyskies

Lyrics

Substance at my bedside, I can't get away from it
I like how it makes my head right but I know can't live like this
I'm a fucking addict, this connection parasitic
But I just gotta have it, it hurts so good every time I'm with it

"I'll be good when I'm older"
Say that over and over
If I don't drop this dead ass weight
Then this wall I won't get over

Then this cave I won't escape
Then this pain won't be replaced
By the things that I know are better
Than the tears all on my sweater

Do you see me?
Can you save me?
God I'm callin'
But you don't hear me

Still waitin'
For you to free me
Still craving
Shit I'm not needing

Life's a puzzle and I can't find any peace
I just wither in the rubble, I can hardly even breath
I been stuck inside this bubble of my own fucked up beliefs
That I don't ever have what I need, That I won't ever amount to the person I wanna be

I don't wanna be strong no more, I just wanna leave
Tried so hard to belong to someone but now I see
That the only one on this piece of fucking rock that cares
Is the one making all these fucking songs I share

And that's not me, no it's not Ken
It's the energy that he always held in
When he felt bad every time he got pissed
Till it turned into whatever turned to this

Substance at my bedside
Like how it makes my head right
I'm a fucking addict
I just gotta have it

spotify.

sitic! | Produced by ERLAX

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

stfu.

Lyrics

Hold me close, don't let go
I love you, don't think you know
'Cause if you did, wouldn't treat me like this
Wouldn't treat me like shit, wouldn't be such a...
Won't call you that, cause you're all I have
Can't push you away, if I did, that'd be bad
Cause then who would I have? I know you treat me bad
I know I deserve better, I don't wanna make you mad
So I won't tell you that, I'll keep it all inside
I'll let it eat at me till maggots crawling out my eyes
Spiders crawling up my spine

itsy bitsy spider.

diaper saggin

Егор Крид - Malo (Slowed & Reverb, guitar)

BDSM - Smykkeskrin x Evangleium (prod. Nesushchiy)

unknxwn. - I think the worst of myself

I think the worst of myself. | Produced by Yung Vro.

show some love!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4