so long. (unmixed/snippet)

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Produced by GAXILLIC

Lyrics

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

And I keep making these songs and I don't think that I'll stop
'Cause babe you're all that I need
I ain't say you could go, why the fuck did you leave?
Where the fuck are you now?
Sorry, I got pissed off
Can you tell me you love me? Don't care if it's false
Can you tell me you care? I don't care if you lie
Girl, I just need to hear it then I'll be just fine

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

okay, you can come back now...

Produced by sockedrock x jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

I scream into silence but nothing whispers back
Tried praying through pain but all I could hear was lack
Eyes open wide but my soul’s in collapse
And it’s not that I’m broken, I’m just not intact

I touched every scar like a page in a book
But the words fade away everytime that I look
Is this healing or hurting or both in disguise?
I keep running in circles inside of my mind

Nuloria — it ain’t peace, it ain’t pain
Nuloria — like I’m drowning in rain
Nuloria — I can't lose, I can't win
So I sit in the dark and feel nothing again

Nuloria — it’s a whisper, a scream
Nuloria — somewhere lost in between
Nuloria — not a nightmare or dream
Just a world where I vanished without being seen

Now I miss the days when I could feel too much
Now I flinch whenever they try to show love
I smile like I’m fine just to kill the concern
But there’s frost in my chest and my heart doesn’t burn

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

NULORIA.

Produced by fowni x luffysome

Lyrics

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be
The person that I know I could, the person that I prolly should
But it don't matter, when I met you I went so far off my path that I won't ever get that back

Will I ever get you back? Will you ever come back home?
I guess if you did then you wouldn't let me know
You ain't even let me know when you left, why the fuck am I wasting my breath?
Why the fuck I don't waste this bitch when she the reason that I'm God damned pissed

*auditory agony*

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be

have you ever seen your own eyes?

Produced by sockedrock x KATASTROFA

Lyrics

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

I want to love but I'm not allowed to
Everything you want, I can’t amount to
I'm just a loser, I'm just a poser
You just get farther when I get closer

Everyday without your love, my heart just grows colder and colder
Tryna move on but I'm stuck, I need her, I don't need your shoulder
You don't understand how I feel and you couldn’t find out with a decoder
I don't really like how I feel, it don’t matter if I'm drunk or if I’m sober

When she told me she loved me
I guess she thought that we were playing poker
She don't want nothing to do with me
She don't care how I feel, so imma provoke her

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

i still think about u.

Colder

Boyz Will Be Boyz final.mp3

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featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4