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Lyrics

I don't know how to feel at all
No emotions, I killed 'em all
I don't wanna go back to where I dread
I don't like some of the things that I said

I'm not a bad guy but I've done some bad things
Build it so high / turn it into nothing
I don't understand, I don't like where I am

In this room all alone, I'm just staring at my phone
and I really wanna call but you do not care at all so why would I?

Why would I?
Why should I?
How could I?
How could I?
How could I?

Love her so much when she don't give a fuck at all
I fall again, building up a wall again
I know it's not right but I don't like these times
Where I lay in bed all night and cry about my fucked up life

I don't get this and I don't want to
I'm so afflicted, why do I want you?

bitter. (unwritten) | Produced by alicks

Lyrics
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It breaks my heart
knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I took my car on a night ride
But the street lights won't tell you when it ends
Tell you when it ends
'Cause I've been driving for a while
And the gaslight just keeps on flashing red
Keeps on flashing red
While my head's spinning libel
A hand on the bible I swear to god I hope he strikes me dead
Because I ain't changed from who I am
Hard drugs next to empty cans
And scriptures as diaries of torment penned in lead

And I took my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell you when it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

A face in the crowd
Pick me out
Hear my name
Say it aloud
You'll only know me when I ain't sober
Or maybe once if I'm a little hungover
See you 'round
'Round this town
Get to learn me
My ups and downs
You've only known me since last October
Still naïve but just a little bit older
Who's to blame
Naming names
The more it changes
It stays the same
And our investigation patience
Doesn't grow it only wanes
In this game
That we play
Pointing fingers
Like an array
It just keeps testing my agency
'Till it fades like tears in rain

It's hard
Knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights only tell you if it ends
Tell me if it ends

And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell me if it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

Night Ride

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Produced by sorrow bringer

@cuts

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I don't wanna fall in love again just to be cold
Everyone I ever knew, now I don't even know
Everyone that said "I'll always be here" isn't though
I'll leave all music as a note before I go

Load a mag, cock it back, let it go
They always ask "why you sad" I don't know
If I did, don't you think I would do something?
Don't tell me that you care, fucking bitch I know you bluffing

Always used till I'm not, then I'm thrown
I abused every drug I've ever known
I could use just a drink or a smoke
That's just what I say every time I know I don't need to

"Ken, I love you" bitch I don't believe you
See through, I swear everybody just be see through
Need you, baby where you at because I need you
Just like everybody else you'll leave too

| cuts |

yeah youll leave too baby i dont need you
you acting like the main one, but it aint true
i dont wanna fall in love because it hurts to
i jus wanna crash the car, ill flip my new coupe

i was right i knew youd never stay
you stalk my page, just so that you will be okay
you like seeing me in pain all day
but im happier now im really glad i got away

got away
i been out all day
numbing all the pain

you been gone way too long
so i sing and hit the bong
i said i love you but its hate
guess this always been our fate yeah

i wish that we had never dated

cuts & unknxwn. - cold.

TheStruggleisreal

back of the club when the lights go down

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I'm a lost lonely soul, I do not like this
I been hurt for so long, why should I fight this?
Was a lie all along, you're the reason I'm pissed
And it's sad I would take you right back so quick

Why would I do that? You might ask
I ain't ever had another feeling like that
I call it love but it's more like a drug
Cause I keep running back, I just ain't had enough

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I miss everything that we ever did
Talking bout our life and what we would name our kid
I ain't ever think I could love someone like this
I'll always be here for you, don't care what you did

I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love I'll make sure no one can
That's just how I feel, that's not what I am
But without you here, don't know who I am

Lost my mind when you said bye
Who's that guy? Please don't tell me another one of your lies

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break (x2)

spotify.

twin flame.

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

iamgod! (freestyle) | Produced by ESKRY

unknxwn.