LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

why u in my head
all i see is red
i look at what the note said
they be acting like they blind
until i pull up in A Benz

outside in the rain
foggy in my brain
got no place to stay
all the trees are dead
and winter hit inside i lay,
and i been feeling sad 
so maybe this the fucking day

you can not go try me,
i been thru a lot of shit
so please come and try it
you dont wanna see what i seen,
the blood, the leaves, no peace
im falling down the well i weep

so come with me, come find ur home,
its falling down and i feel so cold
just take me back when times were bright
before the lies, before the freigths

u claim ur broken ur bruised
and the silence just comes around
and i dont care how much it hits
i wont sit this out
and im okay and its alright
i think im heading south
i pack my bags and i move to a small ghost town

outside in the rain [michael harrison]

Lyrics

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

Everything you said to me, everything you did wrong
I'ma give it back to you till you can't get up out of
Your bed like you did to me, I wish you weren't my enemy
Cause I would give it all to you if you would care at all for me

We both know that shit won't ever happen
You don't care, no not even a fraction
What did I do to you?
That could make you ruin something so beautiful

I won't ever make it out this hell and I don't want to
You don't know how fucking hard I fell, girl I want you
Every feeling that you felt, I still feel for you
No matter how ugly you treat me I'll still adore you

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

skeleton! (freestyle) | Produced by JUMEX

Produced by sockedrock x jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

I scream into silence but nothing whispers back
Tried praying through pain but all I could hear was lack
Eyes open wide but my soul’s in collapse
And it’s not that I’m broken, I’m just not intact

I touched every scar like a page in a book
But the words fade away everytime that I look
Is this healing or hurting or both in disguise?
I keep running in circles inside of my mind

Nuloria — it ain’t peace, it ain’t pain
Nuloria — like I’m drowning in rain
Nuloria — I can't lose, I can't win
So I sit in the dark and feel nothing again

Nuloria — it’s a whisper, a scream
Nuloria — somewhere lost in between
Nuloria — not a nightmare or dream
Just a world where I vanished without being seen

Now I miss the days when I could feel too much
Now I flinch whenever they try to show love
I smile like I’m fine just to kill the concern
But there’s frost in my chest and my heart doesn’t burn

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

NULORIA.

Produced by smerxh x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

I gave you my heart just to watch it break
Chased a dream that was never my fate
Told myself that I’d move along
But here I am, still writing these songs

Love ain’t what I thought it was
More than words and more than trust
If it’s real, why does it fade?
If it’s true, why does it break?

I gave it all but it wasn’t enough
Now I wonder, was it really love?
Now I wonder if it's really you?
I swear if it ain't I don't know what I'll do

I got so much to say but I can't get a word out
You were my fuse but I think we burnt out
All that love that I had really hurt now
Can't get memories back, they're gone now

Love, love, sounds so good when it’s new
But what’s left when it don’t turn out true?
I thought time would erase my pain
But I still see her name and I still hear her voice
I don't know how to stop this noise

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

love, love.

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t get a fucking grip

You’rе so full of fucking shit
You won’t ever fucking win, you’ll end up back here again
You make progress sometimes but you’ll always fall back
Don’t you even try to lie and say you won’t do that
You won’t ever be fixed, you’ll be broken til the end
She don’t care about you now and she ain't care about you then
So can you shut the fuck up and quit that whining ass shit?
We don’t wanna hear you cry 'cause we don’t care about you Ken
No one ever really did, get that through your head
Once you accept that fact, then it won’t be so bad
Look at what you did, look at what you had
All that burned to ash and all that by your hand

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t...

all to ash by your hand.

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

Don't worry about what they say, listen what they don't say
Hiding through the words but the silence tell you everything
My blessing a curse, only create when I'm in pain
What lil durk say? Give me one more chance

Don't understand what I did so wrong for you to go do me that bad
I showed her my heart, she laughed
Said she’d be right back
She never came back though

Still wish we could get back what we had though
You're a bitch but baby, I'm an asshole
Tryna work on my future still stuck in the past though
Sutures my heart still ain’t healed up from that hoe

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

idc, ily.

Espejismo (PROD. Baland)

Mere mortals (Freestyle)

LET ME (with KY0T1C,ASTRO1800)

a surprise song <3
written, produced, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know

i know that i've fucked up
will I ever be forgiven
hitting up another pub
im really so emotion driven

said to me you don't want to see my face
you don't see me trying, i don't see you crying
didn't see you running, didn't see me fighting
i ain't even trying to get with you again

i could really mention, all the things you did in the past
but i don't see the point 
cause when i try to talk things out
they always end up on your side
and here's another fight
i'm the one to blame
all the time

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know
x2