finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

desire.

Prod. Septfree 

Lyrics~

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fuckin takes me
Bitch I’m nothing you can’t fuckin save me 
Don’t say that you love me
If you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch what happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, 
Scars that I would make bleed 

My walls cave in
Baby I can’t take this 
Lately you been changing 
Baby make it make sense 
I been patient 
My hearts fuckin aching 
Sick of fuckin faking 
Baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no where to go
I’m In the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no mo

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’ 

You tell me you love me but I 
Don’t know what you’re thinkin’
Happiness is fleeting
I’m tired of chasin’
I’m still bleeding 
Baby I can taste it 
You don’t need me 
Baby girl I hate it 

Used to wake up think bout getting faded 
Don't tell me what I mean to you
I don’t care you can save it
I don’t want your love 
It’s more than that baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me
Girl you’re my haven 

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’

beneath the surface ft. unknxwn.

the hate me club </3
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Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
You use to be right here when I want
Yeah Ima probably die here
Ain't it fun

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

I can't even get out the bed lately
I'm just dealing with the pain on a daily
Passin out
At this point
Nobody wake me
I know they hate me
I know you hate me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club
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<3

-emo fruits aka does anybody even read these????? i may have used this one before idk.. damn... 

THE HATE ME CLUB (prod. cxrter x heyrick)

Prodcued by legos
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I clawed my way out, hand over hand
Digging into walls just so I could fucking stand
Breathing in the dirt like like I thought it was the sky
Thinking that I’m climbing but it’s all a lie

Each escape just made it worse
Wind in the wound, deepened my curse
Caught my breath but I ain't catch peace
Rested long enough just so I could fucking sink

Never built a bridge, I just carved a ledge
Told myself I’d change but I stayed right on the edge
It ain’t healing when you’re just surviving
Calling it a life but inside you're dying

Auditory agony, please can you be sad with me?
I know I won't ever get my after ever happily
Everything is backwards, everything inverted
Yin Yang, Buster's Mal Heart, I been hurting
Perpetual machine of fucking pain is what I'm turning into

You're the only one that I been into
Please don't try to end us, I'ma end you
I don't really think that I'm the issue
Baby, I just miss you

I don't think that's bad, I don't think that's crazy
I just want back my sweet baby

after ever happily.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

You sailed away when I needed an anchor
Drifted away to an island of anger
I got addicted to being in danger
I put myself through the worst for a stranger

Why am I like this? Why am I alone?
Why should I fight this feeling anymore?
But I kinda like it, it's all I really know
If I found a way out, I prolly would not go

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

sail.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

Tears filling up and they falling, I keep myself from calling you
I need to change but I'm stalling, everything that I did, it was all for you
I'm still in pain no consoleance, I went insane, can't control it
My heart was beautiful but now it's molded, all that I wanted from you was to hold it

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

I love you more than you ever could know, I'm alone, I got nowhere to go
It's my fault, I'm not blaming you, no, I don't know why I can't let you go
I don't know why I do this to myself over and over again, need help
I'll be okay when I kill my...I'll be okay when I kill myself

Already told you in cold, all of this music a note
I'll leave it all before I go and I don't think I'm gonna make no more
I give up, I can't take no more, I don't wanna feel this hate no more
Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn., I don't even know my face no more

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

i give up, i'm sorry.

lyrics:
Every song I wrote 
I wrote for you 
Why you always I lie 
I want the truth 
You’re just like a monster 
In my head 
looking both ways 
And under the bed 

I know that you 
wanna see me dead 
X2

Turned this dream 
Into nightmare 
smell of weed 
And cigarettes 
Still lingers night air 
X2

You’re like werewolf 
In the moonlight 
Heart attack 
Ginger snaps 
I just want my baby back 
How can you mean the world 
I just mean nothing more 
To you 
I feel 

Baby that’s the truth 
X2

Was it something I said 
Can’t get your voice out my head 
I want your bones 
Till im dead 
I’ll bleed 
my body all red 
Send my soul
To darkness 
I think im going all in 
This time im going all in 

Im going insane 
I think im losing my mind 
Give one good reason I should 
Dieeee

werewolf shawty (prod. only1august x glowcoma)

PROBLEMS FT. YoungXrisK & Yung throwaway

Produced by septfree & sockedbeatz

Lyrics

Guess I'm not as useful
As I used to be
It don't matter where you go
I'ma find you so easily

You don't know how much I need you
You don't know how much you really mean to me
I don't need to see if I can't see you
There's a 100 million girls but they can't be you

I don't care about this world if it ain't me and you
I really don't wanna let you go but I need to
I don't understand why you let go cause you ain't need to
If I hurt you, baby I ain't mean to

Can you come back? I just wanna hold you
When you don't text back, regret what I told you
Cause I don't ever open up but I did
I gave you my heart and you don't even give a shit

"Why can't you let go Ken?"
You could turn into a ghost
I'll follow you till the end
Find you where ever you go

Want what I know I don't need
Need what I know that I don't
Empty cause I'm full of greed
I had enough but I still want more

I guess I'm not as useful
As what I used to be
You have no need for me
I guess I'll rest in peace

I guess I'm dead to you
But you're not dead to me
And you could never be
You're all I'll ever need

the wolf who cried boy.

whtvr u wnt

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

I'm already drunk but I'ma pour me up some more
I just wanna talk but you don't hit me up no more
I just need a friend, can we please just make amends?
Why'd it ever have to end? I'ma love you till the end

I know that I should but I can't let you go
I know how I feel but I can't let you know
I burned every bridge, I lost every friend
I miss who I was but I can't be that man again

I can't, I won't, everybody I met back then wanna treat me wrong
I got a spirit inside my soul tryna make me go, it won't leave me alone
I never lied every time that I told you I love you but I guess you don't need me though
Oh you think you gone leave me hoe? Why the fuck you think I'ma let you go?

Why the fuck you think I'ma let you live? I can't escape all that you did
Karma is a bitch, I ain't waiting on that, I'ma take these matters into my hands
I ain't even have to write this down, I just spoke up, bitch I don't need no pen
On the day you go 6 feet in that ground, I might figure out how to forgive

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

oblivion.

unknxwn.