Fuck this is to perfect when do we get to see it love oit in denver!!!?

Lyrics

Lost inside my stupid fucking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the fuck my head's been
I don't really like how the fuck my head spins

Thinking bout shit that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be fucking up

So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth & I'm toothless
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" shit
Now why did I like ever giving time to you to lose it?

You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a fucking brick and tie it tight around your fucking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to god and tell him fucking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start fucking trippin'

Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words in flow like water ain't no thinking I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So don't you tell me "make a happy song" bitch I'm shameless

I like talking bout death, bitch I'm talented at this shit
Fuck a message to the youth bitch I'm happy I'm a misfit
Bitch I'm glad I'm not like stupid fucks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough

Life's a game, play your cards
I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark
I'm a wildfire

Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that shit left me inspired

You can keep on hurting me
I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel
When lay in these burdened sheets

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wildfire. | Produced by sorrow bringer

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

I tasted what I wanted
And then I fucked up and lost it
I chased it till I caught it
But I don't think I'll ever top it

I had hope then fucked it up
Where do I go? How do I cope?
Fuck this life, I've had enough
But I won't go, I'm needed too much

I don't wanna try, don't wanna quit, don't wanna do nothing
How I feel inside I can't describe but it ain't too fun
I lay up at night and I just think bout what I did wrong
Or if I'm solely only here cause I was did wrong

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

no more.

Lyrics

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me
Can you tell me why you didn't choose me?
Was it cause I always end up being fuckin' moody?

Sorry I get in my head and I get fucking so lost
Can I still get into heaven if my fucking soul's lost?

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I ain't ever moving on, she ain't nothing like the rest
All these voices going on, I won't be getting no rest
I wake up like oh my god, not this bullshit, not again
Go to sleep like please god I don't wanna wake from it

Can you please just like make my heart stop?
Don't wanna breathe in this motherfucking construct
That we call a body, we not even human
Stuck in a body I wanna be through with

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me

dang lies. | Produced by reesoo

Produced by septfree & maestrowons

Lyrics

Not what I thought you were
I was downbad but you left me worse
Saw her as an angel but she left me cursed
Cold hearted ass fucking left me to burn

I couldn't leave my room
Every single night I would plan my doom
I ain't want nobody else to hear that boom
Remember what I felt when I see that moon

No matter what I do
I'ma always end up feelin' like I lose
I'ma feel the same when I lose you too
Even if you ain't here to lift my mood

Even if you here just to hurt me
Part of me appreciates the fact that you chose me
I'll just go inebriate, forget in the morning
That you're not the one thats for me

Can't get over that you left me colder
I need a hole dug, I don't need a shoulder
That forever turned into a never again
Can't forget everything that you did now

This is the end of that kid that was pinned down
Pissed, I'm so sick of what I used to let 'round

Not what I thought you were
I was downbad but you left me worse
Saw her as an angel but she left me cursed
Cold hearted ass fucking left me to burn

I couldn't leave my room
Every single night I would plan my doom
I ain't want nobody else to hear that boom
Remember what I felt when I see that moon

1/4 me.

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

shiver. | Produced by septfree

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

Every single word I say real
It won't ever work, I can't heal
Honestly I could but if I did I
Couldn't make the shit I

Pour my heart into when I ain't got no one
I don't know what to do when I can't make no song
I know that I'm great but this shit not fun
You know where I'm at, you don't know where I'm from

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

I used to hear as a child, this kid gonna go places
Only place I been since then is Hell and I don't really think I can change it
I don't even know if I deserve it, wake up everyday just feeling worthless
I know nobody is perfect but I don't even feel I have a purpose

as long as it leaves. | Produced by saint mike

AMV Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewgO656_Mn4&pp=ygULa2VuIHVua254d24%3D

Lyrics

You don't talk to me anymore
You could care less but I still want you more
What's in my chest? Cause I know that it isn't my heart
Bitch I'm done, fuck this life bitch, I'm finished

Today we're good but tomorrow we'll be through
Day after that you'll be gone when I need you
To hold me, to love me, to tell me it's fine
I never will be if you isn't mine

I'm out of time, I'm out of options
Used to like wine, now I like concoctions
I mix my drink so it matches my feelings
She calls me her hero but I'm just the villain

If you're confused, I'll just explain it
detmer is evil, depressed & he's anxious
garrett is gleeful, he's blessed & he's patient
They're on the same coin but 2 different faces

Ken's who I don't like but he is the catalyst
unknxwn. is truly a beautiful accident
qayin is ego, he could be anyone
I made my friends up cause I ain't have anyone

You don't talk to me anymore
You could care less but I still want you more
What's in my chest? Cause I know that it isn't my heart
Bitch I'm done, fuck this life bitch, I'm finished

Today we're good but tomorrow we'll be through
Day after that you'll be gone when I need you
To hold me, to love me, to tell me it's fine
I never will be if you isn't mine

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ken | Produced by septfree x maestrowons

delusional. (freestyle/unmixed) | Produced by emma

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

ken | Produced by septfree x maestrowons

unknxwn.

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