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deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

Lost inside my stupid fucking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the fuck my head's been
I don't really like how the fuck my head spins

Thinking bout shit that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be fucking up

So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth & I'm toothless
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" shit
Now why did I like ever giving time to you to lose it?

You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a fucking brick and tie it tight around your fucking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to god and tell him fucking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start fucking trippin'

Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words in flow like water ain't no thinking I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So don't you tell me "make a happy song" bitch I'm shameless

I like talking bout death, bitch I'm talented at this shit
Fuck a message to the youth bitch I'm happy I'm a misfit
Bitch I'm glad I'm not like stupid fucks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough

Life's a game, play your cards
I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark
I'm a wildfire

Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that shit left me inspired

You can keep on hurting me
I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel
When lay in these burdened sheets

spotify.

wildfire. | Produced by sorrow bringer

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

addict.

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

shiver. | Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Alcoholic tendencies, shit that ain't new to me
Look at what she did to me, she know just what she do to me
I've said hateful things, I know
But I could never let you go

Sorry I can't let you leave
I need you right here with me
I won't ever let you be
You should of never shown me that you see

Everything I say about you
I'll make sure that I abuse
Every power that I have
Cause I won't ever get you back

Alcoholic tendencies, shit that ain't new to me
Look at what she did to me, she know just what she do to me
I've said hateful things, I know
But I could never let you go

Sorry I can't let you live
I can't stand that you're with him
Why'd I ever let you see
How much you mean to me

How much that I would do
So I could be with you
I should of never fell
You made my life a living hell

And I won't ever leave
And I won't ever be
That person that I was
I wish that I was gone

sorry, i can't. | Produced by jewelerbeats

curse.

YXNGSTAR - Sleep Always

Tags 

bladee, drain, ecco2k, yung lean, experimental, ambient

clouds

prod. pyctur // 

they want me to laugh 
they want me to take away the weight onto my back 
the saddest ones are always people who would never crack 
i’m back on track for a minute never last 
put my heart together before you breaking the cast 

patch me up 
couple minutes 
i’ve been itching 
homie pass the drugs 
bring me out and drown me i don’t ask for much 
i feel like a clown 
with my plastic love

plastic so baby don’t you panic 
as long as you don’t take me nowhere it been raining acid 
if you ask again i don’t know if i would have it 
kinda feel like everything i do some kind of magic 
my life is a tragedy but i feel nostalgic 
i hope that you find me don’t romanticize imbalance

plastic

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

shiver. | Produced by septfree

unknxwn.

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