SHIT ISNT AS HARD TO GET OVER, As i Be mAking it GOT A DISORDER 🗣️ 📠

It’s mad to think I’ve been listening to you for ages and at my big age of 22 I’m still here bro keep it up just need new songs 😂🫡

Some of the songs that I've most enjoyed from different artists over the years or that mean a lot to me.
I tired to organise it in a way that the genres are not too over the place.
Please listen, they deserve it.
Different genres and vibes but 100% good stuff.

I think you should listen

Lyrics

"Where'd you go?" I'm on the road
I'm headed to a place unknown
To most cause I have been before
It's where I left my fucking soul

Threw it to the wolf so I could be part of the pack
But I ain't notice what he took and now I need to get it back
He said 
"Oh no, that's not how this go, you ain't the first to make the choice
and hate what it would unfold, you can't take back what's in my hand
I've done this time and time again, now leave and live the life you chose
Cause you don't know when it will end"

What did I do?
What did I lose?
I'll never know
Cause I was a fool
Sold the only thing worth everything but not worth what you get
Oh I'm stuck in pain, I'm sad to say this wasn't worth the debt
Be careful what you send and be more careful of the shit you let in

I see the place I'm headed
I see the face of the man I met with
Only the grave of the land I'm left with
I got a snare on my hand, I set this

Trap for myself and I can't get out
My skin turning pale, I need to get out
Up out my head, up out my bed
I regret some things that I said

But I'll never regret the things I said to you
Like that I love you, nothing above you
I'll never feel the shit I felt from no one but you
But it's still fuck you, wait fuck that cause he fucked you
I fucking trusted you but you're untrustable

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mal heart. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me supress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time atleast

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me

Cause you won't, cause you're weak
You ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away
You don't invite us

To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that
Was tryna keep you here, cause you the reason that I wrote raps
Guess I gotta let you go, honestly I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on

Don't worry, won't hurt me
Take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory
No climax, no story

climax. | Produced by røse

Lyrics

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I

Shit isn't as hard to get over
As I be making it, got a disorder
You cross a line then I'm crossing a border
If pain was a tangible thing, I'm a hoarder

They be like "This niggah fire"
Preaching as they sing along like a choir
This shit too easy, don't even get tired
Not on drugs no more but I still feel wired

Losing my patience with all this
Bullshit I hate it, this life is an option
Love's in the air, I thought it was a toxin
I started finding myself when I lost it

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I (x2)

me, myself & i. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

produced by speedlmt

lyrics:
before i found u
i was going through hell
oh do you miss me
im still going through hell
i still cant even tell
what its like to be me
she doesent miss me
she doesent miss me


i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed
blood on my screen
with dirt on my shoes
where have you been
i sorta miss you
well no defiently do 
im shaking in my room
i really hate this house
im shaking in my room
i need a way out
im shaking in my room
im shaking in my room
shaking in my room

i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

isolation

oh its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore

i just cant tell you enough
my thoughts been opening up
i never said it enough 
my heart was filled with your love

i would sacrifice my love just to be on your side
gimme just another day so that i can reside
while youre waiting at the gates, ill find somewhere to hide

i need somewhere to hide
i know youre in the fields looking at me over the light
if theres a chance that you hear me singing into the night
i need to tell you that ill love you till the end of the line

you know i always cared about you
i might sleep in water hang my head whilel i cry
been 2 years now im lost without you
take me to a forest filled with water and pine

its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore

how could you take away my best friend
ive got no one to trust
ill see your face in the end
your words fill my stomach making me who i am
you wouldnt have left me, i know ill see you again

enough

produced by heylog

lyrics:
no one
no faith
spacing
as i lie awake
when i see you then
i promise i won't leave again
woke up in terror, i'm feeling confused
cover my mouth as i just heard the news
how can it be?
how can it be true?
why god, do you take the things i love most
why's it the people who feel like a home
holding back tears
until i let go
facing
toward green
outside, you're all i see
i miss your praise
no matter what, you'd always stay
with me
i need to ease on the brakes
i feel my heart in my chest
i can't control cause it aches
and no one's feeling their best
and i'm not taking it light
you felt like my only friend
who'd be with me through the night
and be with me till the end
and i have so much to say
but at the same time i don't
all of it hurts in a way
that i can't even control
it comes and goes in a wave
and everytime it's unknown
and none of this is okay
i'd rather break every-
following footprints and trails
sunlight shines right through the trees
see beauty in each detail
please say that you're just hiding
no one
no faith
spacing
as i light awake
when i see u then
i promise i won't leave again
facing
toward green
outside, ur all i see
i miss you a lot
one of a kind
and filled with love

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footprints & trails

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Produced by emma

Lyrics

I needa reset
I can't catch my breath
I been on my own for so long
Don't need a friend

I don't like to talk
Write a song bout how I been
I can feel their claws in my skin
When I'm in bed

I see humans walk around that already been dead
I see faces all around that I know just were sent
For me to fall back into a person I don't miss
Body hate my soul and I know my heart hate my head

Fuck it, blow it off, that's your only option
You don't even talk, what's on your chest can not get off it
So I recommend your neck, your head needs to be off it
Will it ever end? Cause I don't know if I can stop it

in my skin.

all i want (cover)
enjoy

lyrics:

all I want is nothing more
to hear you knocking at my door
cause if i could see your face once more
i could die a happy man I'm sure

when you said your last goodbye
i died a little bit inside
i lay in tears in bed all night
alone without you by my side

but if you loved me
why’d leave me?
take my body
take my body
all i wanted
and all i needed
to find somebody
i'll find somebody

like you
you
you
you

cause you brought out the best in me
a part of me i'd never seen
you took my soul and wiped it clean
our love was made for movie screens

but if you loved me
why did you leave me?
take my body
take my body
all I want is
and all I need is
to find somebody
i'll find somebody

like you
you
you
you

all i want (cover)

prod. @nevrfall

why do i even bother
kill me with your gray eyes
leaving me paralyzed
you probably care for someone better
i've been overthinking
crying while i'm writing

foolish of me getting all my hopes up
always first to talk when i should really keep my mouth shut
i know i've been such a burden
you meant so much more to me than any other person

conjure the delusion
every time i see your name 
i skip a beat because it's all in disillusion
tell me what i am now
just a boy to keep you company 
when you're cooped up in your house

ghost me
save me from the trouble
keep me from the struggle
i'm loathing
you're so irreplaceable
i'm easy to replace though
hold onto
everything that you said
echoes on in my head
invest in you
always tend to do this
end up being useless

foolish of me getting all my hopes up
always first to talk when i should really keep my mouth shut
i know i've been such a burden
you meant so much more to me than any other person
issues with attachment
pull me in with every single fraction of a second
could you set me down gently
lay us all out on the table i appreciate the honesty

maybe the lead would taste better than this

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

All I ever wanted was a friend
I won't ever want that shit again
Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?

All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that shit again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even fucking call me

God I sent you prayers, can you answer?
Why was our blessing cursed with cancer?
All I ever needed was a father
You just made that need feel even farther

Don't know where I am, did I get lost here?
You don't wanna know what kinda thoughts live here
I don't like the energy I got here
I'm tired of fighting, wanna stop right here

All I ever wanted was a friend
I won't ever want that shit again
Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?

All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that shit again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even fucking call me

all i ever wanted.

emptiness and obsession echo until only silence remains.

Hollow Craving

Nobody has all the time in the world, but EVERYONE has an eternity on the other side.  Choose where you spend yours wisely.

The Reaper Cometh For You - Christian/Rock

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

I'm just a random guy who sometimes has some inspiration and some motivation to do some music related things but it's quite rare tbh

me, myself & i. | Produced by jewelerbeats

unknxwn.

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