Thrown into depression

down2earth

I cry 2

I died for u

March 2021

Some music

The Upload

08.03.21

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

RiverKinn
"Vacancy"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land

Now i'm sinking underneath the weight of what I've made
Pull me down
I've never felt so far away
Take the way I felt about you with me to my grave
Never got to tell you all I meant to say to you
Again, I've lost my way
Inside my head
I'm alone, I guide myself
From door, to hallway floor, to bed

All I see is red
Blood red
Bitter lead
On my tongue dripping
Slipping, got me wishing I were dead
Lose my grip again
Tripping over what I never said
I've been hung up on this shit forever
Let me disconnect
Dialed me at three
Cus you know I can't sleep
To remind me that you need
Something that I can't be
Sick of trying to compete
Always lying through your teeth
Try to inhale, unforunately

I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVII

KISAMA

Vacancy

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

FREE DOWNLOAD

i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

RiverKinn
"Ungrateful"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)

Y'all seem to love to forget
Everything that I've done for you
What a regret
I used to think what I'd done would be met
With abundance of love and respect
But what do I get?
In place of appreciation
I've been paid with your hate and neglect
Taking a rest
Cus I've been carrying you fairweathers
And it's breaking my neck
I'll fuck up a check
Forget the promises I kept
I'm on the cliff and I'm taking a step
I followed advice I was meant to reject
That could be the reason that I'm feeling distressed
Always conditions that need to be met
Hate that I'm hearing you speak in my head
But it's hard to believe that your secrets are kept
When you tell them to people who leave you for dead

You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

TTDemo

Ungrateful

RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

Fake Friends (prod. bruferr x nonbruh)

drugs.

"𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕡𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖"

First track with the new mic, thought i would go for something different then i usually do hope you guys enjoy it!
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Lyrics:
[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me
 
[verse 1]
waiting for someone that i can commit to
asking myself, is it me or is it you
i cannot keep going i need a tissue
tragic, im panicked i think i need help
i don't think she's good for my mental health
think of the memories that we once held
think of the feelings that both of us felt

[bridge]
Was it love or was it fucking lust?
I leave all my friends in the fucking dust
addicted to the concept of love 
but when it comes down to it i'd rather do drugs

[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

[verse 2]
why am i here
laying decaying in the atmosphere
look in your eyes
cant tell if i want you, are you in disguise?
my purpose in life
wish i new that, it might restart my strife
pick up the knife
asking myself who would care if I died

I'm falling tonight
always gon find a way out of these lies
never gon find a way out of my mind
i cannot fucking see it i know i am blind
~
procrastinate all problems
nobody will ever solve them
wait as I slay all my demons
fucked in the head for no reason

never gon find a way out
throat dry its like im in a drought
contemplate all that i think when im high
yeah sure im glad that you met a new guy.

[chorus SLOWED]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

cycles [prod. Discent]

truetututtetet

Castaway

"𝕚 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕣𝕚𝕡"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips
 
[verse]
fuck dial tones im
always gon pick up the phone ight
don't leave me alone 
she like medusa she makes me get stoned, might
call her again but i remembered i dont win fights
quit texting me when im getting over all the insights

[bridge]
psycho i might go
just repeat the cycle
all this pain inside of me feels like a fucking knife though

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips

fuck dial tones [prod. jody]

RiverKinn
"Descent"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Descent

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

lyrics:

frankly said that i could put my trust in you
ok now its not cool
ok now it gets old
never one to do what she was told
i wear sumn expensive when im fucking you
ok size up on the toes
ok now im doing shows
lamborghini pop now im in the rolls

ion fit the picture playing roles
and i got some smoke inside my nose
and i got some ash up on my clothes
ok if u hit that bitch up u a foe
ok i cant hit u back if u a fan
i got carpel tunnel counting thru these rubber bands
og blast me off and im just hoping that i land
i cant help it i look like a bucket off a xan

ok now we know the issue whats the plan
im a lil boy but i been acting like a man
fly out to detroit im bout my business when i land
time she fly to cali while she workin on the tan
if u heard some shit i can assure u it aint true
i brought alcohol and pills so baby tell me what it do
i spent half a grand to get these bottoms on my shoes
once i got the bag it was impossible to lose

frankly said that i could put my trust in you
ok now its not cool
ok now it gets old
never one to do what she was told
i wear sumn expensive when im fucking you
ok size up on the toes
ok now im doing shows
lamborghini pop now im in the rolls

o (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

i cannot take it
bad lil bih and she wear a nice fragrance
i cant fall in love that shit is stagnant
if i break ur heart i aint pickin up the fragments
long snapchats so it split into segments
sea side everytime i got the necklace
stop signs i been blowin cause im reckless
if u speak on it then u better represent it
i just poured the rest up in the cup and now im techless

how im comin down she like sorry not at home
if i hit the road i aint got nowhere to go
baby whachu mean when u say i went cold
every day is february up inside my soul
and i know u got friends that been waitin on a split
comin late night why u always gotta dip
im just on the grind and im tryna hit it rich
baby how u mad mad but u still want me to hit

fuck it imma hit
fuck it imma ball
he only drop one hit you would think he went bald
i was buying bunch expensive shit inside the mall
if she see balenci she gon let u in the walls
she on some crazy with the throat i might just offer her a halls
if she meet u in the club then she gon bring u to the stalls
only 5'6 but she stand real tall
ask her what she want and she gon say she want it all

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

new faces (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

lyrics:

bounce
see me and i step back pushin back on me tight body
lil baby gon bounce
i cannot believe u was right inside the city whole time
cant believe what i found
every one i know stay with everyone u know tell me 
can i keep u around
its real late night in a matte black ride tongue tied
and she make that shit bounce

bounce
see me and i step back pushin back on me tight body
lil baby gon bounce
i cannot believe u was right inside the city whole time
cant believe what i found
every one i know stay with everyone u know tell me 
can i keep u around
its real late night in a matte black ride tongue tied
and she make that shit bounce

i could always come to you bae
lately i could see right thru ya bae
press up on me and she backaz
on the 401 im dodging thru the traffic with u
I just wanna see u keep the hips moving baby
i aint ever seen it done how u do it baby
work your body into it baby
work your body into it
i remember lookin up from a place down under
tell me how it went before we chilled all summer
when u was done you couldnt tell me had to hear it from ur mother
cant believe im seeing the exact same number on my phone
u aint even home
and if she tryna fuck on me
shit I aint even goin
you hated how it went
shit thats just how it goes tho
ian even mad 
but this gotta be a joke tho
diamonds on my necklace had made me feel im getting choked tho
owls on my hoodie when im walking thru the snow tho
i got 7 bands inside the pocket of my pea coat
he dont know my name but i could bet on me  that she know
when she run the dome i swear she use some type of cheat code
i could cop the grills but ion smile with my teeth tho
when im in the club im feelin itchy and my eyes low
i been here forever where the fuck did all the time go

bounce
see me and i step back pushin back on me tight body
lil baby gon bounce
i cannot believe u was right inside the city whole time
cant believe what i found
every one i know stay with everyone u know tell me 
can i keep u around
its real late night in a matte black ride tongue tied
and she make that shit bounce

bounce
see me and i step back pushin back on me tight body
lil baby gon bounce
i cannot believe u was right inside the city whole time
cant believe what i found
every one i know stay with everyone u know tell me 
can i keep u around
its real late night in a matte black ride tongue tied
and she make that shit bounce

bounce (jabarionthebeat)

Produced By Michael Bao & Nash
instagram.com/michaelbao_
instagram.com/nathan_lamarche

Contact Vino Tarantino:
instagram.com/vino.tarantino
Contact Ryster:
instagram.com/ryster

Cover Art Direction By:
instagram.com/designbyfriday

Fucked Up ft. @ryster [prod. by Michael Bao & Nash]

A very personal track about mental health hope someone can relate to this!

Perfect

A Killgill interpretation of Taylor Swift’s 2009 hit, ‘Love Story.’
Mixed & Mastered by: CTRL

love story [cover] (prod. tautchip x ctrl)

lyrics:

look at me and look at him
hold up let me let u look again
i got money i pay double rent
i got money i could buy his friends

i got sharks on my hood camouflage hoodie ya
pull it on to my top and now i feel like boogie ya
shawty back up on me i know she a goodie ya
she gon suck me up and swallow up the nuddy ya
hellcat challenger im like a criminal
top floor condo but the design is minimal
i got fleece these versace sheet on my body ya
eating nobu futomaki drinking hot sake ya

if i swap the ghost its for the maserati ya
off white off side diamonds on hockey ya
i cant even stand and we just in the lobby ya
if i take him out im goin kamikaze ok
when i eat her out its like she rubbin in some olay
red october shoes you see my fit and be like ole
said she got a man but she wan see me im like ok
every second week i get a trim i get a bald fade
murakami hoodie ya my flower got a happy face
midori in my cup i think my vodka got a sour taste
i just ash my blunt onto my jordans on the white lace
quads inside my blunt my cotton mouth give me a white paste

baby can u feel me now
every time i dress im finna make turn around
every time u hear my songs i see u furl the brow 
just cause i been good dont mean u gotta bring me down
just cause i been good dont mean i hate u right now
i been on my grind and got some cake for right now
i been on my shit and i just need to play shows
i been off the drugs and i just need to slow down=

i got sharks on my hood camouflage hoodie ya
pull it on to my top and now i feel like boogie ya
shawty back up on me i know she a goodie ya
she gon suck me up and swallow up the nuddy ya
hellcat challenger im like a criminal
top floor condo but the design is minimal
i got fleece these versace sheet on my body ya
eating nobu futomaki drinking hot sake ya

i thought u would call but alright im still surprised
cc bag fendi right above the thighs
10 racks on me but its not no suit n tie
my foams a bit reflective so theres nowhere i can hide ya
shit i used to sit and think about when i would die
now im nervous in the whip because my doors are suicide
you know my tag is real so u dont gotta scrutinize
my whip is low but u can see the stars when u inside baby
honest i dont know the first thing about cars baby
but with the power this shit got we driving all night baby
i see u in ga why dont u feel the spotlight baby
i cant even stroke because yo shit is too tight baby

i got sharks on my hood camouflage hoodie ya
pull it on to my top and now i feel like boogie ya
shawty back up on me i know she a goodie ya
she gon suck me up and swallow up the nuddy ya
hellcat challenger im like a criminal
top floor condo but the design is minimal
i got fleece these versace sheet on my body ya
eating nobu futomaki drinking hot sake ya

neon (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

roll up puff pass
i might pop and blow past like half of these people round me
i keep my demons around me
my mentor gon gimme guidance whenever it get bad
i couldnt give into trouble i had to give up the past
every time i drop there certain people that get mad
when i hop inside the rarri im aiming to go fast
im in a paper white ghost with paper mache tags
i been in the city so long i could breath gas
i swear i see right thru fake bitches its like glass
that girl bad as fuck but ion think its her real ass
and ya his fit is nice but two months he gon stretch a rack
semi formal parties attracted a certain crowd
i put on some houdini they tell me its too loud
ion even like martinis im tryna drink sours
now im pullin down my curtains ion think imma stick around

i feel like the weeknd im headed to lost and found
maybe pants inside imma buy him a few rounds
my girl had said im crazy but still she is so proud
i said im tryna chill and she said she is so down

can u hear me
comet 2

girl its late u know i appreciate you
i cant say
i cant say i really know u
but i wanted to
before these trying moments
i just wanted you
and i hope u know it
i cant wait
i cant wait on you forever
i remember 
we been back and forth since mid december
but honestly ion see us lasting thru september
and i know thats inconvenient since your birthday in november

till then
im sitting on the comets
im way up here
i just got the news and i was brought to tears
feeling on my body she gon raise my hairs
honestly im scared but im guessing
till then
im sitting on the comets
im way too high
friday night was crazy think i almost died
baby take my hand ill let u touch the sky
when im on the comets i come to life

comet 2 (jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/weepings/useless

ohh somethings been missin man
I see you pullin that sleight of hand
dark out at night when I spark the blend
dark in my mind I can't see an end
~
I've just been making excuses
won't fix the problems laid out for me deuces
I run away from that shit I am useless
stuck in my mind again, can't reproduce this

get so damn high; I cannot think about pain make me cry
think about life; think about kicking the bucket grip knife
perception pry open the gate to just open my mind
might realize that I am the nuisance thats been fuckin my life 

ohhhh right from the start I got blood on the cardigan
like I think I need a friend, that I won't fear will end
might sew up the seams that have ripped from my heart again
like asking myself will I see to the light again
I'm asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I fix up the mess I'm in

ohh somethings been missin man
I see you pullin that sleight of hand
dark out at night when I spark the blend
dark in my mind I can't see an end
~
I've just been making excuses
won't fix the problems laid out for me deuces
I run away from that shit I am useless
stuck in my mind again, can't reproduce this

Useless

useless [prod. tothegood]

all instruments by me
artwork by @artbyteddye 
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/deloragami

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel
do your eyes
shut close
when your lips touch
or is it all for real

is he everything you wanted
not a carbon copy of your past
and all the lies you’ve felt
but when i saw you at that show last weekend
you nearly broke right down

i have a list of things i wish i said to you
but you’re gone
and you’re never coming back
and i can only think about
when you kissed me
in the fall
how it meant
nothing at all
how it meant
nothing at all

thinking back to high school hallways
kisses by the lockers
getting drunk
at 12 pm
right before i had a class
and right
after all of that
you gave your heart to someone new
and it made me hate
every song
that we listened to

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel

dude, dating sucks!

"𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕦𝕟𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟"

I can't sleep at night again
stay up write my spite again
lost me from inside, within
my mind grind perceptions man

like whats your decision, I know I am fucked up
hardly blinking, overthinking. I suck
I'm making changes, clearer thinking a must
Like please be patient, I'm falling in the hole I've created
every time I cope
I'm wrong and high and I'm losing hope
scream to sky wheres my antidote
I'm losing it lately, my mind has spoke
~
get to high think i'd rather die
blacken till the center lays an eye on me
feeling like death is all around me
holding my breath for words I don't speak

yeah words stay unspoken
blackout the stress when I'm toking
blowing out all of the potent
but I'm gonna try again
Hope to god it works out so I don't see an end

I can't sleep at night again
stay up write my spite again
lost me from inside, within
my mind grind perceptions man

I'm on a mission, I'm winning I'm taking the cake (fo sho)
changing my shit for better I won't wake and bake (no no)
I'm being tethered enduring bad weather there's snakes tryna drag me down
I'm like whatever the taste of your lips got me feeling way better

Insomnia [prod. taurs]

Outside Lately (theydontknowme)

Heartbeat

prod. https://soundcloud.com/fucktwintails
featuring - https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

 LYRICS
[Noah2000]
2 grams up in a blunt no glizzys
everyone sucks i’m boutta get busy 
i ain’t laying back down till my head gets dizzy
all these fake ass friends wanna say that they with me but they ain’t they a bitch 
on my acab shit 
i got a new damn girl who really bump shit (like bump my shit like) 
swallow all my kids 
and if she done and i ain’t done then she gone break my dick
like oooo

[chorus]
i saw an angel in front of my eyes
with bright pink hair and a spark in the light
i saw the future it started with two
i jump to conclusions but never with you

[sewerperson]
whats wrong with me lately
lantern light
bleeds the door when i sleep at night
look at me closer
my face goes white
in the headlights beams where we both go blind
baby i see my soul in you
i could do what you tell me to
everytime i look back inside my memories im in love with you
two grams up in a blunt no glizzy
throwing up blood on the couch im litty
everything goes black and my head goes dizzy
baby i tried to shelter you

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50 shades of glizzy w/ sewerperson (prod. twintails)

i wanna be by myself (feat. yesterday)

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prod @remghost + @jolst
cover art @seejayxo

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So Long

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skele - "so long" (prod. remghost x jolst)

DRUGS & NICOTINE

FOLLOW: https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
music vid  : https://youtu.be/TkfJr6ADPoQ
prod. Eternalraijin
@ Lucyfr.000
- WHY lyric video 
https://youtu.be/_tcNaMbIV58

SAVE ME x RIVILIN

-- Miss Molly lyrics --

Her names molly
And she’s got me really high
Stop calling
I’m busy with her tonight
I’m falling
In love with her and  my
Skins crawling
Every time she says goodbye
My molly

Even though she makes me cry
My molly
cuz i'm needing her tonight
My molly
I been rolling through my life
My molly
I been low without her high
My molly

I don’t even wanna try
I’m stalling
How’s it gonna feel when I
Stop calling
Powder in the water no ice
Dissolving
I Miss my love when I’m
With molly

These drugs could never feel the same as you
My heart was red now it’s black and blue
what am I gonna do?
Life’s not the same when I’m not with you
When I’m not with you I feel so depressed
Like there’s sinking holes inside my chest
I get more high to feel the pain less
I’m up all night and i can’t get rest 

Her name's Molly

Her names molly
And she’s got me really high
Stop calling
I’m busy with her tonight
I’m falling
In love with her and my
Skins crawling
Every time she says goodbye
My molly

Even though she makes me cry
My molly
cuz im needing her tonight
My molly
I been rolling through my life
My molly
I been low without her high
My molly

I don’t even wanna try
I’m stalling
How’s it gonna feel when I
Stop calling
Powder in the water no ice
Dissolving
I Miss my love when I’m
With molly

I had the chance at true love
I’m trying not to use drugs
Life sucks when I’m feelin stuck
Like i can’t get out of this rut
I had the love of my life can’t believe that I would lose it
I did the drug til signs showed that I abused it
Now I’m healing from the scrapes and the bruises
Tell you how I’m feeling and put it to music

Her names molly
And she’s got me really high
Stop calling
I’m busy with her tonight
I’m falling
In love with her and my
Skins crawling
Every time she says goodbye
My molly

Even though she makes me cry
My molly
cuz i'm needing her tonight
My molly
I been rolling through my life
My molly
I been low without her high
My molly

I don’t even wanna try
I’m stalling
How’s it gonna feel when I
Stop calling
Powder in the water no ice
Dissolving
I Miss my love when I’m
With molly

So this is what it feels like to be balling
I don’t know why I find uppers calming
But I know I been spending time with molly
That I Gotta slow down on like probably

What problems am I solving 
with this powder I’m dissolving 
it’s not love it’s just free falling 
I know I should stop the calling
But I’m high and I keep stalling
Cuz there’s something always drawing 
me back to molly

Miss Molly

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Miss Molly (Prod. by Mantra)

#SCFirst
Do The Most
Produced by Bruferrbeatz
Available on all platforms :)

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Lyrics:

They all ‘trynna turn to fans when they you see do the most 
Had to get a couple bands might just go and whip the ghost
Heavy pockets F&N gotta keep it real close 
All I get is dividends I ain’t even ‘trynna boast 
And they always take it personal I do what I please 
After all is said and done I’m ‘trynna worry ‘bout me 
Told that nigga kick the bucket tell his hoe she gotta leave 
I got shit I gotta do and I got things I gotta see 
 
I don’t even care no more they told me that I’m selfish
Focused on improving I been focused on my wellness
Y’all been outta time like the moment that a bell hits 
Homie dropped a song but nobody really felt it 
Fuckin it up in the back of the truck ‘cause I’m fed up with riding the coupe
I just been wilding riding exotic this shit ain’t no biggy it’s just what I do 
They never ‘bout it it’s all a mirage so when they talk about it I’m never enthused 
Never been honest they get outta pocket and thinking they popping but it’s never new 
Always say they had plans but they coming up short 
Always claim to been the man but that’s false ofcourse 
No more long talk tell ‘em leave it at the door 
We ain’t ever been the same since I had to make it pour
 
They all ‘trynna turn to fans when they you see do the most 
Had to get a couple bands might just go and whip the ghost
Heavy pockets F&N gotta keep it real close 
All I get is dividends I ain’t even ‘trynna boast 
And they always take it personal I do what I please 
After all is said and done I’m ‘trynna worry bout me 
Told that nigga kick the bucket tell his hoe she gotta leave 
I got shit I gotta do and I got things I gotta see 
 
Niggas playing JV and talking bout a letterman 
I ain’t even flexing but you know that I’m the better man
Staying on target, so I never let them in
‘Trynna take me down they looking foolish they could never win 
Wrist on ice cream
So I think they like me
Franchise boys catch me chillin’ in my white tee
All these niggas hype beasts
All they do is sight see
Talking from a distance never pull up they just write things 
Always said you had plans but you coming up short 
Always claim to been the man but that’s false ofcourse 
No more long talk tell ‘em leave it at the door 
We ain’t ever been the same since I had to make it pour
 
They all ‘trynna turn to fans when they you see do the most 
Had to get a couple bands might just go and whip the ghost
Heavy pockets F&N gotta keep it real close 
All I get is dividends I ain’t even ‘trynna boast 
And they always take it personal I do what I please 
After all is said and done I’m ‘trynna worry bout me 
Told that nigga kick the bucket tell his hoe she gotta leave 
I got shit I gotta do and I got things I gotta see

Do The Most [Prod. Bruferrbeatz]

ETHER/ESCAPISM

Earl Stan - Nightmares

Fading Away

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Lyrics

Moonlight in my eyes leave me blind on a dark night
Why'd you have to lie? Any wrong we could make right
I don't wanna try if it all leaves the same kind
Pain inside of my heart of hearts, god I hate life

My soul get so weak and tired, I think it's anemic
Let go, it's okay, I probably might fucking need it
I'm attached to way too fucking much that leave me bleeding
Every word you said was all a lie and I believed it

Why you on my phone again? Girl I can't take it
Fire in my bones again, I feel enraged with hate
Oh no not this road again, I thought I made it
Up out of this hole but it's gone make me cave in

How can I live knowing you have a kid but they're not gonna call me their dad? This is shit
I don't wanna go back to the pain I was in, I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

What do I do with what I grew with?
I'm making music but feel useless
Said I'm a nuisance but I knew it
How to get through it? Bitch I'm clueless

I think you wanna mess with my head once again
Why you show me the door but then won't let me in?

Don't say you love me, baby that's dishonest
Girl if you don't want me, then I don't wanna feel wanted
You are not the one for me so I don't even want it
When I fall asleep, I pray I don't regain my conscious

"Ken, don't be like that you got so much more to live for"
Don't come at me with that, swear I heard it all like before
If you wanna help, you can leave me alone
Don't tell me how to live, I'ma leave earth alone

I'll be fine when I'm rottin' in a coffin
Out my mind, have I lost it? Don't be knockin'
No one home in this dome that I like to call my head
Know you won't ever care, don't say you did when I'm dead

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moonlight. | Produced by ERLAX

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