deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
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Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

I can't get away from all the shit that I'm on
I went farther than where I was, I should of stopped
I let all of the loops in my head to go on
I met death and I think I'm the one that he wants

OD, that's what I tried when I wanted to die
I see everything I believed then was a lie
Where I breathe, you out of breath when I don't even try
What I see, I would see still even if I was blind

God please send me a sign, I been losing my mind
I need something to show me I'm not out of time
My greed sent me down a path where I couldn't survive
So I fleed but I'll never get away from whats inside

I can't tell if I should give in or fight back now
What's this talent I was given? I got all these mask now
detmer, garrett, unknxwn., qayin, ken is of the past now
Too far to reach back now, can't get back what I had now

addiction.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

stfu.

Lyrics

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me
Can you tell me why you didn't choose me?
Was it cause I always end up being fuckin' moody?

Sorry I get in my head and I get fucking so lost
Can I still get into heaven if my fucking soul's lost?

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I ain't ever moving on, she ain't nothing like the rest
All these voices going on, I won't be getting no rest
I wake up like oh my god, not this bullshit, not again
Go to sleep like please god I don't wanna wake from it

Can you please just like make my heart stop?
Don't wanna breathe in this motherfucking construct
That we call a body, we not even human
Stuck in a body I wanna be through with

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me

spotify.

dang lies. | Produced by reesoo

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I don't wanna go through
Life if I won't ever hold you
I been tryna show you
I was true with what I told you

But you don't care to know me
And you won't ever show me
That you feel what I feel
Guess I won't ever heal

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

ICLWY!

Je fais ske j'veux (tu fermes ta biiip) - Noh4ine.mp3

@paineko

Lyrics

I cannot fight the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of myself, I'm wastin' my time
I left my heart in a state I'm not in
The chief he called me and this is not it

I don't know why I'm scared to change
Maybe I got stuck and I'm snared to pain
Maybe this is my luck and I'm not supposed to escape
Maybe I'm made to love the rush I get when I break
Fuck it, I guess that I'm fucked, I'm a fuck up
This pain that I feel I just can't get enough of
Cause I still ain't changed, I'm stuck in my ways
I'm tired of games, I don't wanna play

I wanna smoke, I wanna drink
I wanna get fucked up till I can't think
About why I got fucked up in the first place
I don't know what I need so I need to escape
My head is a mix of betrayal and hate and some sick love
I feel out of place till I mix drugs
My heart's put away and it's bricked up
I got a list of
All of the things that made this way
Everything that fed into pain
Every card that they gave me to play
Every reason I don't wanna stay

note 128. | Produced by paineko

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

Unknxwn. - GOD

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Lyrics

Moonlight in my eyes leave me blind on a dark night
Why'd you have to lie? Any wrong we could make right
I don't wanna try if it all leaves the same kind
Pain inside of my heart of hearts, god I hate life

My soul get so weak and tired, I think it's anemic
Let go, it's okay, I probably might fucking need it
I'm attached to way too fucking much that leave me bleeding
Every word you said was all a lie and I believed it

Why you on my phone again? Girl I can't take it
Fire in my bones again, I feel enraged with hate
Oh no not this road again, I thought I made it
Up out of this hole but it's gone make me cave in

How can I live knowing you have a kid but they're not gonna call me their dad? This is shit
I don't wanna go back to the pain I was in, I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

What do I do with what I grew with?
I'm making music but feel useless
Said I'm a nuisance but I knew it
How to get through it? Bitch I'm clueless

I think you wanna mess with my head once again
Why you show me the door but then won't let me in?

Don't say you love me, baby that's dishonest
Girl if you don't want me, then I don't wanna feel wanted
You are not the one for me so I don't even want it
When I fall asleep, I pray I don't regain my conscious

"Ken, don't be like that you got so much more to live for"
Don't come at me with that, swear I heard it all like before
If you wanna help, you can leave me alone
Don't tell me how to live, I'ma leave earth alone

I'll be fine when I'm rottin' in a coffin
Out my mind, have I lost it? Don't be knockin'
No one home in this dome that I like to call my head
Know you won't ever care, don't say you did when I'm dead

moonlight. | Produced by ERLAX

unknxwn.