Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Produced by flower x luffy x dandee

Lyrics

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time
Thought that last time and this won't be the last time

It's my purpose to feel like that I'm worthless
And I'm certain I can never change that
God you keep sending signs
But I need intervention

"Some of you ask God to take away things like stress but the only reason you were seeking God in the first place is because you were stressed out, so why would God take away the very thing that got you to him? For God to take away the stress you have to prove to him that blessing won't be your curse."

I know that it would
I know it would blind me
From the very thing
That was the reason I was fighting

I did it before
I'd do it again
Leave me at the bottom
If it'll keep me from sin

Cause I don't wanna be
Like this demon that I am
But I don't wanna be
That fucker I knew as Ken

I did not like, all the feelings that he had to go hide
His eyes always holding tears I never got why
I fight, he just went away into a bedroom
I'd die to get us a place we never been to

He'd just lay there
Crying "No fair"

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time (x2)

thistooshallpass.

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Never would of thought you wouldn't be coming back
Wish we never lost potential we could of had
I miss you a lot but you don't care about that
You don't wanna talk, I just wanna talk

I just needa talk to you
I know I don't mean a lot to you
I know that I got a lot to do
Told me you needed to work on yourself but you needed somebody else

You'll never know how I felt
You were my fire but you made me melt
Wouldn't take my calls but you took off his belt
Why do you put me through hell?

You were my angel but I guess you fell
I need you back, I don't need any help
If I can't have you back girl
I'll never be any better

I just brush it off and off and off
It's been piling on and on and on
How much longer can I keep this going?
Before I can't hide what I'm ignoring

I got some pain in my heart that I bandaged
I never healed it and now it is callous
Don't ever ask me why I am so distant
I can't get hurt if I'm not within distance

I don't know why you won't call me
I need you now, I been falling
I been hoping that you'd be there
When I can't hold it but I don't see her

you were my angel but i guess you fell.

every step that i take
every breath that i waste
every second awake
is a debt i will pay
every drop that i bleed
is a blessing from me 
i dont mean anything
im a curse to set free

curse (branwen)

Hey!

Photo: @agailimmk

Lyrics

Just because that one time I got fucked over, think she might
Go around and do the same shit, then the pain sits, and I be like
I don't wanna love no bitch no more cause I fear the time when it left me sore
So I don't need yo reassurance, don't hold me down, just let me soar

Heavy feelings on my chest from my regretting
Letting everything get to me is a deadly
Way to believe that the negative shit is the only thing that's coming at me
Soaking in tears and I don't wanna change cause I know in my heart I'm not ready

Leave me, you can leave me cause everyone does
Bleeding from who I am now to what I once was
Breathing, I know I'm breathing, I wanna stop it
Feeding me lies that you care, you can stop it

spotify.

leave me the fuck alone if you don't care. | Produced by Ryini

@paineko

Lyrics

I cannot fight the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of myself, I'm wastin' my time
I left my heart in a state I'm not in
The chief he called me and this is not it

I don't know why I'm scared to change
Maybe I got stuck and I'm snared to pain
Maybe this is my luck and I'm not supposed to escape
Maybe I'm made to love the rush I get when I break
Fuck it, I guess that I'm fucked, I'm a fuck up
This pain that I feel I just can't get enough of
Cause I still ain't changed, I'm stuck in my ways
I'm tired of games, I don't wanna play

I wanna smoke, I wanna drink
I wanna get fucked up till I can't think
About why I got fucked up in the first place
I don't know what I need so I need to escape
My head is a mix of betrayal and hate and some sick love
I feel out of place till I mix drugs
My heart's put away and it's bricked up
I got a list of
All of the things that made this way
Everything that fed into pain
Every card that they gave me to play
Every reason I don't wanna stay

note 128. | Produced by paineko

show some love!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4