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Killa

Gustav Ahr's Album

worlds away (prod. horse head)

"RESURRECTION" [ALBUM] - 10/22/16

lyrics :

fuck a fucking placement I don't need you motherfuckers

i'mma get it on my own before I get on your production

cause you fucking pieces of shit don't show no motherfucking love to me

I see right thru your guise you try and hide but you can't run from me



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind




balance me between the beams

my life is slipping thru the seams

alive but don't know what it means

my mind has stopped producing dreams

production speeds across the seas

American soldiers on the streets

and I cannot help but to see

a land the opposite of free



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind

you see me standing clear bitch i'mma let you die

you'll never fucking hear from me until the depths consume your life.

resurrection

killstation - exxidae (prod. killstation)

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

**Official Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u09M92nyve4&feature=push-u-sub&attr_tag=E8nlLBMIusEJoXfW-6

prod: @greaf

SCREAMING INSIDE (prod. greaf)

Lil Tracy & Lil Peep - Past the Castle Walls (Prod. Charlie Shuffler)

@lilhappylilsad @killedmyself
yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXnl7eGno48

if that is what u want i will leave u be
but next time that u need a hand dont come to me
baby im just out here tryna smoke my weed
i dont even need u truth is u need me

people hit me up they want me on their beats
last year they ignored me so i tell them leave
now they want my clout so they acting real
never hit me up & i might let u live

now they acting friendly like im fucking dumb
u think u being smooth u a fuckin bum
i see what u are doing bitch dont fuck around
you never stay around when im feeling numb

leave (prod. killedmyself)

VEXATION [ALBUM] SOON

lyrics

THEY TRY TO HOLD ME BACK

TO HIDE THE FACT THAT I'M A THREAT

MY MIND'S THE TRUTH BEHIND THE LIES

AND I DEFINE WHAT THEY REGRET

AND FACT THE MATTER IS

IT ISN'T YET A PROMISE TIL IT'S KEPT

AND HONESTLY, WE'LL SEE THE PAST

REPEAT ITSELF UNTIL THE END


I'M MEANT TO BE THE ONE TO FIX THE CYCLE

SPINNING TIL I'M DEAD

I'LL RUN INTO THE SUN UNTIL IT'S COMING

BACK BEHIND MY HEAD

I NEVER KNEW THE REASON THAT 

I WAS ALIVE, UNTIL I BLED

I KNOW I WON'T BE HERE FOR VERY LONG

I'M HANGING BY A THREAD

vexation

killstation - extinction (prod. killstation)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Imma Bring The Rage, White Girls in the Hills Love the Cocaine


mixed: @neekattack
cover art: @raheemisblind

FeelTheRage (ft. Night Lovell + Joji) [prod. killstation]

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

spotify.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

when the moonlight hits, i don't wanna sleep without a goodnight kiss

my very first time singing on a song, with the help of one of my best friends thebreathingbackwards (@stationsix)

i hope you all enjoy 🖤

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/23Fnem8w7IejrKmYfNbi0b?si=PkMHSCarRHCzCoRy0gqp9g

bad for you (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

#rap #lilpeep #ripx #underground  #popular #feed #trending

XXPAIN (REMASTERED)(PROD DISCENT)

TRACK #3 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

PERPLEXION (PROD. KILLSTATION)

TRACK #2 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

PREMONITION (PROD. KILLSTATION)

hope you like it! :)
lyrics:
tossing and turning in bed
thinking bout what you could've said
but instead
at this party
you sat there quietly
as always

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

this was your one and only shot
a girl like hers the reason you chose the clothes that you brought
but now youre left here in bed
thinking about what you could have said

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

too afraid

it really be like that sometimes


Funny how you went ahead and told my friends I’m evil
Told them that I like to steal from people
Turned them all against me
I’m an easy target so I get it
But I really care for people I’m not
Hung up on the metrics

This is happening, 
blasting toward the apathy
Creating LoseMyMasterpiece
Everyone I used to know would laugh at me
Cause I dared to have a dream and start the crazy rappin thing, wrapped inside my writtens I’m not kidding, I’m unraveling 

Diving into waters where it’s crazy deep seeing some amazing things I already told you there’s no saving me (x2)

Tell me I’m the worst 
Tell me that I’m toxic 
Tell me that I’m everything you hate
And I’m.obnoxious
Noxious


Funny how I spent my time thinking that you’re different 
I’m either a fool or your convincing 
I just need commitment 
I just need a moment in your arms again
I just need a woman who is not pretend 

Think I found her but I’m paranoid and traumatized
Think I found her but I’m really super scared inside
Think I found her but there’s nowhere left for me to hide
What if I’m the problem and it ends like..

(Hook)

you would lean your head upon my shoulder
Sry baby I just need closure


No big deal, I’m alright
It really be like that sometimes

Stream on spotify

TOXIC (prod. losemygrip)

@paineko

Lyrics

I cannot fight the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of myself, I'm wastin' my time
I left my heart in a state I'm not in
The chief he called me and this is not it

I don't know why I'm scared to change
Maybe I got stuck and I'm snared to pain
Maybe this is my luck and I'm not supposed to escape
Maybe I'm made to love the rush I get when I break
Fuck it, I guess that I'm fucked, I'm a fuck up
This pain that I feel I just can't get enough of
Cause I still ain't changed, I'm stuck in my ways
I'm tired of games, I don't wanna play

I wanna smoke, I wanna drink
I wanna get fucked up till I can't think
About why I got fucked up in the first place
I don't know what I need so I need to escape
My head is a mix of betrayal and hate and some sick love
I feel out of place till I mix drugs
My heart's put away and it's bricked up
I got a list of
All of the things that made this way
Everything that fed into pain
Every card that they gave me to play
Every reason I don't wanna stay

note 128. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I've realized that this world is truly Hell and all the devils that we're scared to face are here and just as real
In my eyes the universe put Earth as jail, we destroy and we consume, we know but we don't even care
Sometimes I look up and just sit and stare, then I start to wonder if a God was ever really there
Maybe we are just what we really need, we're going through the pages one by one but we don't even read

Sometimes I hate to make this deep shit but then what's the point in living life if I don't understand? To make cash, buy shit and be compared? I'm sorry but I'm sure my purpose doesn't lie in being there
I don't even really wanna do more, I just wanna learn how to live, laugh, and feel more
But I been taking shortcuts, smoking 3 or 4 blunts, taking tabs, and using different pills more

I'm pretty sure that music is my purpose, I sat down then got up and didn't realize that I wrote this
It isn't really hard for me to make a song
I just find the right beat, close my eyes and sing along
It honestly feels that fucking easy, the hard part is thinkin' bout how more people can hear me
There goes my human need to feed more
cause I've got some numbers but I still feel like I need more

95% of people I meet are fake as fuck and bullshit just because it can exist to be
It's not that they're bad or they're living wrong, I just know there's people out there that exist in more
I think we all could but what most see is all of the material they give us but we don't need
The layers fall deeper than that, it gets darker than black, I wish that you could understand