Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

What is the meaning of learning the meaning of things?
When I learn them, I don't even need it
Am I succeeding or am I retreating
From what's in the world? Don't know what to believe in

I'm a lost cause, I'm a loser
I'm a fuck up, I'ma lose her
I'm a bad seed, I'm a waste of life
I hope you don't see what's inside my mind

I'm not alright but I know how to work
With the things in my mind
Do my best when I'm worse

I never try
Either do or I don't
How the fuck did my life
Go from bad to worse?

Rock bottom to top
It's all bout perspective
If I never stop
Then I won't stop progressing

If I never walk
I won't ever fall
So I guess if I fall
I can accomplish it all

*auditory agony*

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I won't lie back
Gotta fight back
Gotta move on
Gotta keep on

I might lose some
But I'll win too
I see blue suns
I see red moons

piece of mind. | Produced by saint mike

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

desire.

prod me.
on all plats.

finished version repost <

heart is shattered - xRxh

Lyrics

No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot
I'm made to be the way I am so being happy I cannot
Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up
Either way it goes I'll live my life till death with no love

Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die
Left of right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie
Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh
In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside

Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me
I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me
I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace
The only drive I have, is my body in a hearse

Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me
But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me
I rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart
I know still have one, but it's not working like before

A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was
Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl
It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out
So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out

I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up
Knowledge that I gotta face every thing I've had enough of
Enough of my life that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why
Cause every time I open up it leaves a fuckin' knife in my

Back that's already breaking down from the weight I hold
I'm so full of hate I don't think there is a way to love
Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?
Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of

I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away
I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space
Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate
This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great

I'm too far deep
Can't get enough sleep
Fuck this 9-5
This way of life just crush me

spotify.

left behind. | Produced by røse

Lyrics

Heart attack, can't keep my heart intact, I keep on falling back
Hoes come and go, it's nice and all but I want more than that
Had a bad bitch but it felt like I was forcing that
Fighting for another when they won't, there's nothing worse than that

Life is just a cycle, guess I haven't learned my lesson
Even if I really wanted to I couldn't go to heaven
Bad thoughts, soul gone, bitch you can get to steppin'
I'm not giving you my heart to use it on me as a weapon

All that I am is what I was
Depression hasn't left me, I don't think it really does
I think it just shape shifts to different shit
How long can I keep doing this?
Writing songs to feel alright, there's gotta be more to this

Feels like my long nights are just for me to suffer just because
Thought I started fitting in, I never was, my life's a bust
Will I ever find a friend? Don't really care
All I really want right now is to drop dead right now and here

Heart shot, blasted, emotions always masked with
Things I like to do but really shouldn't, I'm imbalanced
But I'll find my way someday cause I don't like the life I live
Fuck these hoes, don't hit me up cause I don't got no pipe to give

Tried that shit, not fit for me, I just want someone here for me
I had a person but I pushed 'em back, it wasn't clear to me
They were really true to every word they ever said to me
All I wanted back then was a bad bitch in the bed with me

Temptations, I gotta be patient
Working on my problems with these songs, not embrace it
You don't really want the talent that I got, I hate it
I don't want the fame cause shit to me, I fuckin' made it

I'll never stop falling apart
All I can do is pick up the parts
Make myself whole just to break once again
It's a cycle that most don't realize that we're in

God just help me out, I'm tryna give away my soul
I pray to become right, sometimes I want the money more
Hades already hit me back with the boxes
I'm not on the trail, I took a turn and I lost it

Don't let them take me
I need a an angel to save me
I hope this world doesn't break me
I'm still asleep, fuckin' wake me

wake me up. | Produced by Encore

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

fragile. | Produced by INFELIX

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

piece of mind. | Produced by saint mike

unknxwn.