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Unknxwn Favs

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I don't wanna go through
Life if I won't ever hold you
I been tryna show you
I was true with what I told you

But you don't care to know me
And you won't ever show me
That you feel what I feel
Guess I won't ever heal

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

ICLWY!

Lyrics

And when I'm gone, don't act like that you care cause no one ever did
And there was never no one ever there for me
But now I see that I don't need nobody else so
Thank you all for hurting me and thank you for deserting me
Hate what I've become, please don't pull back on those curtains please
Angel in these songs but in real life, please don't gеt close to me
That girl ain't close to mе so I'm not who I'm supposed to be
Thought by now I'd be better but I'm still not better
And it still got her scent, no, I'm not washing that sweater
If it meant we could be closer again through the pain
Then I probably would let her

please don't pull back on those curtains.

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Produced by clk

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel, don't tell me that you understand
Most of these people ain't real, just a machine that look like a man
Most of these people don't think, most of these people programmed
Most of these people ain't woke, they just sound good when they get on that 'gram

You heard that voice in the back of yo head
Why the fuck didn't you turn around?
And it hurts cause you know that they heard what you said but they care about how it sound
And you know they gone call you crazy, know they gone call you weird
Some people ain't worth saving, you can scream but they won't hear

cold crescendo.

Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I went off of the path, I don't know just really how far though
I think that I picked something up on my way back, I feel like that I been being followed
Feelings I repressed deep inside way from way back killing me inside, I'm feeling hollow
Every friend I had, every bridge, I just burned that, I ain't never really feel no sorrow

Ever since the day it went black, I ain't came back
Everything I love at some point learn to hate that
Everything I touch, why the fuck I gotta break that?
YOU THINK I'M OKAY? I LEARNED TO FAKE THAT

THEY ASK WHERE I BEEN, THEY JUST WANT A SONG
HONESTLY SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T MAKE THAT
I JUST NEED TO WIN JUST THIS FUCKING ONCE
CAN'T FUCK AGAIN NO I CAN'T TAKE THAT

WHY YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANTED JUST TO TAKE BACK?
God can you please just give my fucking face back?
Don't call me a genius and ask me how I make that
Cause when it come to open up for some reason can't say that

"Ken, I love you" shut the fuck up, you can save that
Be smart, don't give me your heart, I'ma break that
I'm broken, you won't ever fix me
Up won't ever open cause you won't ever get me

You won't ever call
The treasure I found is now lost
And I won't ever come upon it ever again
Talk to myself, I don't need any friends
I went to hell and I'll be there again
God I swear that I tried my best
I don't know how much more I got left
Probably enough to make my last breath somewhat worth it
Cause I know I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm always worthless
I'm always worthless

*auditory agony*

emotional earworm.

Produced by abysswa1ker

Lyrics

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You told me to be myself, now you say I'm scaring you
You lied through your teeth with every breath
Said "Ken, I'll be there for you"
You lied, I called, you didn't pick up, I hope that you hear this

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me
I would take a bullet for you, you wouldn't take a hit for me

I don't wanna make plans, I want my history
I thought you were the best I had but you were just a bitch to me
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me, look at what you did to us

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

pessimistic playlist.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

I'm so fed up with myself
I'm weak, every week I just weep
Why'd I let her in my heart? Let her in my soul?
I can't stop, I can't let her go

I got love around me but not in my soul
Please, don't ever ask me why I feel so cold
Romeo and Juliet but you ain't want that role
Where'd you go? I been on my own

This is not a trend or a genre or a style
This is who I am, I been like this since a child
Always in my head, always had a heavy heart
Always holding it in, always falling apart

And I'm tired of it, I don't wanna do it no more
Break down in tears then end up on my floor
All of these years...what the fuck were they for?
I'll never know

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

inconsolable interlude.

Produced by diemadeway x krovarxiv

Lyrics

Pills, weed, alcohol and cigarettes
Took too much now my heart beating fast and I don't know what's next
Even if I did OD, nobody would notice me, nobody except my fucking mom
I'm a fucking bum, I live like a slob

I just met this bitch and I don't even care about her, I just wanna get some top
I'ma do her wrong, woke up with her next me, I asked her could she leave so I could make a fucking song
What the fuck is going on? She said I'm a piece of shit and I can't prove her wrong
So I'ma prove her right, hope she cry at night, hope that I can make this hoe rethink her fucking life

I can't be the best she ever had but I can be the worst
I can't show her love but I can break that bitch heart first
I don't care if I'm your enemy aslong as you remember me
I know all I'll ever be is just a fucking memory

pitiful performance.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

You wanna perform, I wanna be okay
You just making songs, I'm just letting out my heartache
I got me some numbers, don't they love to see it?
But behind this screen all that bullshit doesn't mean shit

When I still wanna kill myself
One day I'ma kill myself
I don't need fresh air, I need my last breath
Don't cry, I know you don't care

I remember how it felt to fall
Ever since you left my ass ain't felt at all
Bitch, I went through hell and back, my ass done felt it all
And don't waste yo fucking time, I can't be helped at all

I post what I want, fuck a spotify placement
I don't wanna go outside, butterflies in the basement
Bitch, don't talk to me about royalties, I don't care about no label
Music all I got when I don't feel stable

tragic tone.

Produced by vipex x centrlx

Lyrics

You really think I need you? I don't even know what I want
Girl, I'll never believe you, you can say "I love you" all you want
She wanna get to know "real me", I don't even know who I am
You could never get under my skin cause I really just don't give a damn

Don't care, I do not give a fuck
I don't care how much your life sucks
I don't care how much pain you in
I don't care about being your friend

I don't care how much you need help
I only care about my damn self
I don't care about what you felt
I'll never care about no one else

I turned myself into the villain, she ain't let me be her hero
I had a heart that was so full of love but I don't anymore it's on zero
I could take all of the medicine, try every therapist, won't ever heal though
Empathy, happiness, confidence, calmness
I know that I'll never feel those

You really think I need you? I don't even know what I want
Girl, I'll never believe you, you can say "I love you" all you want
She wanna get to know "real me", I don't even know who I am
You could never get under my skin cause I really just don't give a damn

Don't care, I do not give a fuck
I don't care how much your life sucks
I don't care how much pain you in
I don't care about being your friend

I don't care how much you need help
I only care about my damn self
I don't care about what you felt
I'll never care about no one else

You really think I need you? I don't even know what I want
Girl, I'll never believe you, you can say "I love you" all you want
She wanna get to know "real me", I don't even know who I am
You could never get under my skin cause I really just don't give a damn

ominus overture.

Produced by vertigo x centrlx

Lyrics

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

All I feel is anguish, feel like I'm corroding
Nothing could extinguish all the flames when I'm exploding
I'm on a new level, I think you're still loading
Im not saying that I'm better, I'm already where you're going

I can't let you stop me, I cannot let you delay me
Please don't waste yo time, I'm out my mind & you can't change me
Girl, I appreciate the fact you tried but you can't save me
I never wanted to leave june in july but now you hate me

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

bitter ballad.

Produced by luffy

Lyrics

No one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

I got colors on the palette for some reason I can't paint it
I lost what I had then, what it was I can't explain it
I'm not what you want but I need what you are
I got all these thoughts but I can't see what they are

I'm a corpse of who I was, I'm just a ghost, I'm a nobody
Waking up feel forced, I'm fucking stuck, this ain't a hobby
Tried to let it go but they told me that they own me
Wrong is where I go, I'm not alive, I'm just a zombie

I got something in my soul that I can't get out anymore
I used to be sure but I'm not so sure anymore
I miss who I was but I can't be him anymore
I don't wanna do this, not again, not anymore

Because no one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

Told her I would follow her through any door
Then she said, "I don't love you anymore"
She ain't stab me in my back with a knife, she used a sword
Everything I feel is black, I don't see color anymore

I think I'm drowning, can somebody help me?
I don't think I meant for the dreams I'm always having
They'll always be dreams and I'll always have to wake up
Always have to clock in and always wear this make up

Make you think I'm okay cause you could never save me anyway
Reminisce on old days cause I won't ever feel happy any day

trauma tempo.

Letsgo.m4a

!+?=9

escape

Just finding good music one song at a time 

All the music I find is in my likes list. Updated regularly.

pitiful performance.

unknxwn.

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