curse.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

You ain't that girl, I don't care about you bitch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
Fuck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent

I lost all my hope
Say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped

Been so many years and my heart still broke, wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke, 3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't care what you think cause I know what I need, If I ain't have this music would of died at 18

Don't give a fuck about blowing up, sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

i need to change but i'm stalling.

Produced by fowni x jaysset

This song powerfully conveys a sense of betrayal, heartbreak, and the transformation of pain into resilience. The imagery of “making wings out of the knives in my back” reflects an attempt to rise above hurt, yet the song remains rooted in a cycle of bitterness, longing, and unresolved emotion. From a faith-based perspective, this song can be reframed as a testimony of letting go of pain and betrayal by entrusting it to God, who offers true healing and freedom.

Turning Pain into Strength:

“I made wings out of the knives in my back.”

This lyric captures a sense of resilience but also implies carrying the burden of pain as a source of strength. True freedom comes not from embracing pain but from surrendering it to God, who transforms it into purpose.

“But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles.” (Isaiah 40:31)

Entrusting Betrayal to God:

“All you wanted from me was to hurt.”

This reflects the bitterness of betrayal. The Bible encourages us to release those feelings to God and trust Him to bring justice and peace.

“Do not repay anyone evil for evil… Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath.” (Romans 12:17, 19)

Escaping Toxic Cycles:

“Stuck in a loop, I’m trapped in.”

This line highlights the feeling of being stuck in a pattern of pain and obsession. God offers a way out, breaking the cycles of bitterness and despair.

“So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” (John 8:36)

Letting Go of the Past:

“Crazy for you but I’m smart enough to know we’ll never get back what we had then.”

Acknowledging the end of a relationship is a step toward moving forward. The Bible reminds us to leave the past behind and look ahead to the new things God is doing.

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!” (Isaiah 43:18-19)

Lyrics

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

Stuck in a loop, I'm trapped in
I don't know how I got here, what happened?
Showed you my heart
Now you laughing

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

i made wings out of the knives in my back.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Look into my eyes, you can see the pain
You can feel my vibe but you can't feel my rage
Baby we ain't gotta talk, I can hear your thoughts
You could never fool me, I can see your heart

Baby you ain't gotta hide, I see what's inside
I can see those demons, come into the light
I know you think I'm alone, you could never know
What I got beside me, what I'm keeping close

Put some metal in my head, bitch I feel like I'm magneto
I heard what they said but it don't matter to me though
All they worried bout is bread but they don't even like wheat though
Why you tryna eat the fruit that you ain't even plant a seed for?

Okay, I see what you are, you just tryna feed
You ain't tryna give but you tryna receive
Niggah I know we allowed but I can't allow
I can't be around you, I see what surrounds you

M, 13-44.

Prod. Septfree 

Lyrics~

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fuckin takes me
Bitch I’m nothing you can’t fuckin save me 
Don’t say that you love me
If you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch what happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, 
Scars that I would make bleed 

My walls cave in
Baby I can’t take this 
Lately you been changing 
Baby make it make sense 
I been patient 
My hearts fuckin aching 
Sick of fuckin faking 
Baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no where to go
I’m In the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no mo

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’ 

You tell me you love me but I 
Don’t know what you’re thinkin’
Happiness is fleeting
I’m tired of chasin’
I’m still bleeding 
Baby I can taste it 
You don’t need me 
Baby girl I hate it 

Used to wake up think bout getting faded 
Don't tell me what I mean to you
I don’t care you can save it
I don’t want your love 
It’s more than that baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me
Girl you’re my haven 

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’

beneath the surface ft. unknxwn.

Produced by 2late!

Lyrics

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I'm always so sad
And I do not want to talk about that
Ask my mom, always been like that
Every time she wanted me to talk, I would close up
Now I'm an adult and my heart still froze up
For a moment it wasn't, for a moment I felt all the love
For a moment I felt so alive, for a moment I felt like enough
But that's all that it was, was a moment
'Cause that's all gone now and it won't come back
One day I'll be gone and I won't come back
Can you tell me that you love me before it comes to that?

I know that you won't though, baby girl, please don't go
Now I'm just so cold, I don't wanna do this no more
I'm all on my own, please don't tell me you know
What I'm feeling in my chest, I swear to God that you don't

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is ten times much worse than that
All these things I put in the open, I got so much more that's closed in
I got so much more you don't know and so much more you won't know

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Even though I tell you all this, I won't ever tell you that
I won't ever tell a soul, I tried once but not no more
All they could do was fucking hold me while I cried, that was pitiful

I won't ever let nobody see that again, felt love once, I won't feel it again
Guess it's time to accept that fact cause I tried so hard and it still ain't back
I gave her time and she still ain't back
Act like I'm fine but I'm not intact
Wish I could cry but I can't do that
'Cause I did for so long and I can't go back

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I just want you back

please don't ask me why all my songs are sad.

2025-08-28-230707305_29082025.m4a

2002

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return