Lyrics

I'm stuck inside of my thoughts again
Faded away and I lost a friend
I crossed a line and I'll cross again
Heart full of hate and a lot of sin

Don't say you love me, don't know what that means
"No one above me", so why did you leave?
I know that I'm not a person you need
That's all that I ever wanted to be

I'll never be good enough for your love
I can't go on
All that I wanted was us but that's gone
I got no one

Hurts that you're happy without me
I still think 'bout you, do you think about me?

Don't go, stay close, I can't let go
Oh no I'm so cold, I don't wanna ever feel my soul

"Ken, how you been?" Downbad
Years that I spent tryna' mend, I can't
Music is only as good as I'm sad
Happy is good and I would but I can't

I think maybe I needa grow up
I don't think my time gone show up
I'm sick of life, I just might throw up
Rain pour down, I pour up

Headphones, mic on, I make sad songs
I'm no angel, I ain't ever seen no fuckin' halo

Stuck in all of my fuckin' feelings of nothing
Wanna feel something new
What is all of this loving? I don't feel nothing
I don't know what to do
Rusted on what's still pumping shouldn't of trusted
On what I thought of you
You showed me all your colors
I'll never fall for another

Your eyes pitch black, give my heart back
I fell so fast, you left as fast

spotify.

rxsecxlxr. | Produced by Fantom

Lyrics

I'm sick of how I felt
I'm done with hurting myself
I looked into others for it
But I needed my help

A different link in my belt
A different story I'll tell
I belong in Heaven
With my demons we don't like Hell

Broken thoughts, that's not the goal, I sold my soul, I'm trashing it
"Listen bro, your flow is cold but I don't think I'm grasping it"
That's okay it's not for you to know what I have happening
You wanna get to where I am but reason for you lack in it

I'm on the path, you tracking it, so you just past in tense
You can't hit as hard as now just cause you had the past intense
F on all my test in school, this test of life? I'm passing it
I dropped the weight that held me back, just cut the rope, you dragging it

You trippin' up on all yo shit, no you ain't slipped up
Why the fuck won't you let go of what you shouldn't pick up?
She just kept on nagging me, I had to shut that bitch up
Why these people so entranced in me just cause I got my chips up?

I'll burn a benji to see you fill up with envy
The money mean nothing to me, what's a blue strip to a penny?

4GOT10!

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

Lyrics

I'm conflicted, I can't make shit
I don't feel the love I fake it
Got this feeling I can't shake it
Got this feeling I might break shit

I'm losing fucking patience
I'm finna be a patient
I got drugs all this room
And I been trying not to take it

But I can't hold on
I been doing that for fucking so long
I'm so done, I can't open up for fucking no one
I been trying, it ain't working
And I know nobody perfect
I know you don't see the anger
But I'm not a peaceful person

All that I wanted to do was be in love with you
But I fucked up like I always do
And I can't figure it out, I'm bouta start flippin' out
Let me rot all alone in a forest

Fucking up everything, yeah I'm for it
If she call me again, I'll ignore it
Got a lot of the pain where my core is
I got too much shit to say that's why I don't do chorus

It's a never ending cycle
I should not be anybody's idol
I make music singing bout the fucked up shit
That I went through and about the shit that I did

Back to sounding fucking angry at the world and at myself
If you can't find me when you die, then you did not get sent to hell
Everything's a fucking lie and everybody's up for sale
Success is not what you would think, if you knew that then you would fail

If that's the case then I'm the most successful person in this place
If that's the case then I feel love forever and I never hate
That's the toll that it takes, I believe some backwards shit
I'm phony and I'm fucking fake, I'm more than just a piece of shit

So if you talking down on me you better do it right
Tell me I'm the fucking worst person you met in all ya life
Open up the flood gates of hate and let me drown slow
I'm a sad piece of trash, I'm so down low

I'ma fuck it all up again
I'm going back where I been
But fuck it is what it is
So I'm not gonna pretend

I know I'm not who I could be now
But I don't know if that's any good right now

Leave me alone, I know I'm a burden
I just wanna go under where the dirt is
I don't wanna know what I did to deserve this
I'ma give myself a reason for it

eeyorish. | Produced by ERLAX

deleted track "DEADEND!" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

Lost my mind, I don't know where my head is
I'm not fine, where I go from a dead end?
All the way back where I didn't wanna be?
I can see everyone but they don't see me

This is what it's like to be alone
Crossed the thought I might just be a ghost
Off the edge and into the unknown
I am now where you shouldn't go

The man in the black trench coat tryna get close
I ain't got enough of what I need so it's simple
I'ma trade off what I have for what he got
I'ma end up right up where he stands when we rot

Is it for the better? I don't know
But I lost my heart, why not lose my soul?
I'ma fall apart either way I go
Don't tell me shit, just leave me alone

For so long I been waiting
For someone to come and save me
As of lately that don't seem as if
I might fucking flip

Wade in water to neck
I'm fading, I don't know what's next
I've always been such a mess
I lost control and caused a wreck

DEADEND! (prod. luciid x yeezo)

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

slumber.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

She was my queen, I thought I was her king but she jacked up my heart, I got played like some cards
I don't know why you left, I don't know why you ran, girl you know that I'll find you wherever you are
Did you think we were done? Girl, I'm sam I am, I can have you near, I can have you far
Girl my life won't be better, my life won't be okay
Until the day that I have your heart

She was my queen, I thought I was her king so I trusted her but she fucked me over
I got a void in my chest, it won't be put to rest until her life is fucking over
Girl I'm just playing, I need you alive if you're dead then there isn't a purpose in mine
Either I'm tryna get you or I'm the one with you

Yeah you might feel what I'm sayin', you do not know what I been through
Hold up this wasn't the plan, I don't know what I got myself into
Bitch, why in the fuck is you playin'? You can't get rid of me that simple
Acting like I ain't ever did shit when you know damn well that I did though

Why you gotta be like that? Beat me down, make me so sad
You ain't gotta do all that, can you keep me around? You're all that I have
Baby can you please come back? Who I was before you, I can't go back
They say that hearts don't have bones...how the fuck she broke that?

*auditory agony*

until the day i have your heart.

Produced by kubsy

Lyrics

Baby, you my bone, baby you my blood
Baby, you the one, I can feel it in my gut
Prolly wouldn't last long if you were gone
Yet I'm still here and I seem to be strong

Why you think I keep her memory inside these songs?
Wish you would remember me but I know you won't
I know you're gone, I know you won't come back again
I'm forever alone

Please hold me close, don't let me go
I died 5 years ago, I'm just a ghost
I'm just a shell of what I was
I'm stuck in hell and I won't come back up

Unless she saves me, unless she reaches
They chanting curses, they think I'm preaching
They don't believe it, they think I'm reaching
Don't say I ain't warn you when you can see the leeches

We just wanna harm you, you don't think we're real
Right there in your face and you can't see us still
Don't blame us when you're burning
You had a lesson but you didn't learn it

We showed you the page but you didn't even turn it
Oh what a waste, yeah you could of became something
You wasted your time, you can't get it back
You believed in a lie that you didn't understand

Baby, you my bone, baby you my blood
Baby, you the one, I can feel it in my gut
Prolly wouldn't last long if you were gone
Yet I'm still here and I seem to be strong

Why you think I keep her memory inside these songs?
Wish you would remember me but I know you won't
I know you're gone, I know you won't come back again
I'm forever alone

i keep her memory inside these songs.

Esdeekid - 4 raws * Kayrem alt INTRO

I pour out the bottle
I keep
Pouring up.
I jus fucked a model
She on tour with us.
Heard they talking heavy 
Don’t want war with us.
Molly in my belly 
Don’t know who to trust.

My momma send me blessings
My hoes wish the worst 
If ain’t nobody done it imma be the first 
You know that she one 
If when she gone it hurts
Got all these mixed emotions put em inna verse 
Got all these bitches hating put em inna hearse 
Im riding wit beretta pack it in her purse 
I can’t keep a hoe and Issa fucking curse 
I can’t love myself and so I swallow percs 
Can’t keep fucking up I got a lot to learn 
Money keep on printing got a lot to earn 

I pour out the bottle
I keep
Pouring up.
I jus fucked a model
She on tour with us.
Heard they talking heavy 
Don’t want war with us.
Molly in my belly 
Don’t know who to trust.

I pour out the bottle
I keep
Pouring up.
I jus fucked a model
She on tour with us.
Heard they talking heavy 
Don’t want war with us.
Molly in my belly 
Don’t know who to trust.