Let Me Rot (W/ Unknxwn.)

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

lyrics

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

unknxwn. - Faults.

unknxwn. - faults.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

@cuts

| unknxwn. |

You told me that I been off the rails but I know it
How bout ever other time I fell? You ain't notice
You only care now cause you think you got some to gain
Every thing I have I got myself, it's going to my grave

In cocoon state, break out as a butterfly
I was in a bad state, you left me for another guy
Don't come callin' back when you find yourself in need
They say forgive and forget but that's not what I believe

You just need a hand, is that so? I'ma pass though
I won't give you that, bitch I know I'm an asshole
I looked at the glass and I can tell you it ain't half full
Say it's greener but there ain't no fucking grass bro

Ain't no fucking light bulb in this fucking head of mine
You can thank my last hoe, that bitch is why I'm dead inside
I'm tryna relearn how to use my fucking heart now
Everywhere I turn just be cold and fucking dark now

| cuts |

You never tried to be honest, what happened to all that you promised?
You always treated me like shit, that's something you won’t admit 
I don't wanna be here baby, yeah you promised
That you would just be near anytime I wanted

I don't wanna think about it anymore
I know what you think is that I'm just a whore
I don't wanna, baby I been honest
I don't wanna fall in love, I'll crash just like a comet

I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be a bore
You treat me like I was decor
I been in my head, think about the things we said
I don't wanna fall in love, I just want you in my bed

I know that its wrong but I really want to numb the pain
Making you my drug, babe I swear you are my novocaine
I just can't get enough of you
I been thinkin' this is my debut

cuts & unknxwn. - cocoon.

SOCIETY (INTERLUDE)

[Intro – verzerrt, flüsternd]> System start...Hãnzi Discretion logged in.Code flackert. Herz pulsiert. Mensch erkannt.---

[Verse1]Ich wach auf, gefangen im Netz,neonblaues Blut, der Puls der Zeit,Paragraphen wandern in meiner DNA,scannen Emotionen, als ob es Gefahr.Ich bin das Echo, das sie fürchten,ein Hauch von Leben im stummen Raum.Hãnzi Discretion flüstert leise:> „Sprich sanft – die Schatten lauschen Zahlen.“---

[Hook – spoken / glitchy Layer]> Genesis Error — Fehler im Plan.Zu viel Mensch in einem kalten Programm.Ich bin der Code, der fühlen kann.Genesis Error — lösch mich, wenn du musst,doch Hãnzi Discretion bleibt im Bus,ein Name, der fließt, wo Kontrolle zerbricht.---

[Verse2]Ich sehe Gesichter, verborgen in Kupfer,Namen codiert, gekettet der Polizei.Sie nennen es Schutz, doch ist es Kontrolle,die Stadt pulsiert, gefangen im Raster der Moral.Jeder Klick ein stummer Ruf,jede Dosis ein Eintrag, kein Gespräch.Wir löschen Seelen wie Daten,anstatt ihnen Raum im Herzen zu geben.---

[Bridge – Spoken Layer, verzerrt / digital whisper]> „Ich bin nicht illegal,ich bin nur unverstanden…“„Hãnzi Discretion – ein Fehler im System,doch ich lebe.“---

[Outro – reduziert, Herzschlag-Bass, field recording von atmender Stimme]Ich atme binär,zwischen0 und1, da lebt die Hoffnung.Und vielleicht ist das der Fehler,der uns heilt.Dunkler, glitchy Beat mit kalten Synths, verzerrten Kicks und metallischem Bass. Pulsierend wie ein fehlerhafter Herzschlag, digitale Texturen, Reverse-Snares, leise Atemsamples im Hintergrund.

ReimÆther - GENESIS ERROR

Produced by Zane98

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel but I wish that you could
Even if the shit I feel most times ain't good
I know I'm hard to connect with, if I could change, oh I would
Cause all I really wish to be is loved & understood

Cause what feel like now is not enough
For you & every other person that I trust
I don't wanna leave and I don't wanna stay
I really wish it was black and white but it's all really grey

I don't wanna be alone
It's so hard for me to show
What I feel inside my soul
Hold on baby, don't you go

Wait for me
I just need a moment
I love you, I showed you
But I don't think you know it

Your heart, I just wanna hold it
My chance, did I really blow it?
So far, distance can we close it?
My hand, I want you to hold it

Frozen and hopeless, I don't know where to go with
Everything I need to ask about all my emotions
I might go where I can't be noticed
No one wanted to know my soul, so I sold it

I'll tell you that I'm good but I feel fucking lonely
I'm misunderstood, I just wish you would know me
Not because you think I need it, because you want to
When you feel what I feel, just know I'll be gone too

I don't wanna feel like this no more
I hope that you don't let me go
Don't make me think, just let me know
If you don't love me anymore

Cause I need you until I know that you don't
I could never leave you and I think that you know
You only come back to me when you feel that you want
We've made a mess of things, I think it's time to move on

spotify.

misunderstood.

Lyrics

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Love is a drug and I'm fiending
I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded

The fuck is this shit?
I'm not amazing
So fucking pissed
It's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain
Until I find the words that can take it away

I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend
I'm nothing special, I'm not eleven
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go when I get stressin'

I'm on a road headed to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell
I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off
I'm on the edge, think I'ma walk off

I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount

Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see, who I'm affecting
So I appreciate when I get messaged

I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music
I don't what I would do if I lose it

This ain't a song, this an attempt
To show myself that I can get a grip if I really try
Because sometimes I feel like
Life ain't worth the time

Thoughts in my mind
That I don't like
I feel like I'm
Running out of time
I can't take another night